I miss you...
But i will never tell you this because the last thing i said was 'go to hell'
I hope you are good
Heard you found yourself another hope you are happy ( actually i hope that ***** treat you the way you treated me)
I was yours but thats done
Aug 28, 2014
Aug 28, 2014 at 11:58 AM UTC
would you miss me?
would you beg for me to stay?
would you grab my arm and pull me close
and say "you never want us to be apart"?
Yeah i am just wondering if the boy I love loves me back
to my friend...
would you reveal all my secretes cos i have no way of defending myself?
would you call me every week?
can you promise that are phone calls will not get shorter?
will you move on and get a new best friend?
will things be awkward between us?
stop saying we are BBFs because when I pack up and leave
you won't stop me but you will move on.
Jul 14, 2014
Jul 14, 2014 at 1:48 PM UTC
10 years ago you smiled at me and
wished me a happy birthday.
my birthday is coming up and
i pray to hear your voice one more time but
you're not here.
17 years ago you
swore that you were gonna protect me
from the evils of this world but
you left me before the world started getting me down and
now i long for your touch and
winter days seem colder and
mom hasn't been the same.
I ******* haven't been the same.,
i pray to God that wherever you are you live with regret and
your wondering soul never gets to rest
cos my birthday is coming up and
you wont be around.
Jul 8, 2014
Jul 8, 2014 at 3:55 AM UTC
Are you even capable of such feelings?
When you inhale
You pull the life right out of me
And I’m left, alone
Waiting
Exhale
Jul 8, 2014
Jul 8, 2014 at 3:41 AM UTC
I used to smile at the thought of our occasional talks
How for a minute or two, I felt as though I mattered
As though I was also special or maybe I was just as important.
How, i got to know what made you you
And maybe shared a bit of me.
But I...saw you and her laughing like we never had,
Gazing into each others eyes and, looking so ******* immature,
And...I went home.
In bold, black letters i wrote on my wall...
**I HATE THAT *****
our talks are no longer the same
cos all you want to talk about is her
and... I can't tell you that the ***** you're with
is probably ******* another dude's **** as you,
sit here and try to convince me to believe that she is amazing.
But no, I am jealous and I don't want to be trapped into liking her,
So I, create a monster, a kind, beautiful monster
who is perfectly perfect for your loving heart and...
who wants to be in your chest
who sees you and only you
therefore, I ******* hate that *****
but **** she is perfect for your caring soul
Jul 2, 2014
Jul 2, 2014 at 1:08 PM UTC
Lay with me but love me not
do not risk yourself for me,
words of warning grace my arm
my nature true,
worn banner proud.
I am too many broken pieces to carry,
torn asunder
at the mercy of a cyclone mind.
My heart's key long banished
by one who walks at night
though never returns.
I will never be anything
but destruction.
Lay with me but love me not
Do not risk yourself for me.
Jul 1, 2014
Jul 1, 2014 at 3:46 AM UTC
since last summer,
all of my good intentions
were stained with cheap wine
and cheaper company. there's nothing
i can do about that now, so i'll stay in bed
for the next three days with my mind wrapped
around your tiny frame because you told me
it's the thought that counts. i hope you know i'm
bored with you (and with everything else, too)
i have a feeling i'm about to turn that around
i live for slamming doors, for exciting. i'm
finding a reason to fight, even if that
means with myself.
Jul 1, 2014
Jul 1, 2014 at 3:44 AM UTC
the clouds are as heavy
as your eyes are, with tears
don't let it rain over me.
Jul 1, 2014
Jul 1, 2014 at 3:28 AM UTC
*bloodstains on my hands say
countless times have wounded her
yet she loves me to this day
weeps on my shoulder!*
You don't remind me woman
each time I stroke your hair
of the times I act a hurting man
of all the times I've been unfair.
Rather you hide all past scars
cover up my stinging bite
pretend things could be worse
thank god it turned all right.
You don't remind me woman
when I hug you tight
of the times I act a hurting man
bare to you unmanly might.
Rather you hide the flicker of pain
smile away my sins of past
pretend things would be same again
thank god in me you trust.
Jul 1, 2014
Jul 1, 2014 at 3:25 AM UTC
you held me in your arms
and when you left
i wanted you close
because you left you're warm scent to comfort me
but it wasn't the same as you being there.
Jun 25, 2014
Jun 25, 2014 at 3:57 PM UTC