Sa bawat tugtog
Puso ko’y dumu-dog-dog-dog
Sa bawat kanta
Naalala kita
Sa kalabit ng gitara
Musika’y ating sinasamba
Tunog ay simbolo
Ng ating pag-iibigang punong puno
Kuwerdas na iba’t iba
Relasyon nati’y taas-baba na
Kailan kaya tayo muli maging matatag
Tulad ng kantang tumutugma
Nov 26, 2018
Nov 26, 2018 at 9:11 PM UTC
Ang tema sa tulang ito ay nagsisimula sa ikaw at ako
Para saan pa ang memorya nating dalawa kung kakalimutan din naman kita
Para saan pa ang libong lakad kung hindi naman ikaw ang kasama
Para saan pa ang kantang ginawa kung ang tugtog kong ikaw ay wala
Para saan pa ang letrang isinulat kung pangalan mo'y di maibigkas
Sa tatlong daang animnapu't limang araw na nakilala ka, asan ka na?
Para tayong pares ng tsinelas, isang sukat, isang kulay
Pero para saan pa kung kapares ko'y di ko na makita
Magagamit pa ba?
Para saan pa ang isinulat kung ang tema nito ay wala na?
Sa bawat letra sa tula ay ilang beses akong nagmakaawa
Sana bumalik ka
Pero ang tanging sagot ay
Para saan pa?
(Ngayon ang tema sa tulang ito ay di tungkol satin o sayo kundi sa nag iisang ako.)
Nov 21, 2018
Nov 21, 2018 at 2:39 AM UTC
Ilang sulatin ba
Ang kailangang gawin
Upang bumalik ka sa akin?
Andito sa malayo
Nanghihingi ng payo
Kung ako ba'y mas lalong lalayo
Dahil sa sakit ako'y punong puno
Pero heto ako ngayon
Malapit na akong umuwi
Upang masilayan ulit ang iyong ngiti
Ang ngiting masaya
Dahil sa kanya
Okay na ko na okay ka
Kahit kapiling mo'y iba.
Luha man ay nasa gilid na
Nang masakit kong mata
Masaya akong masaya ka.
#impromptu
Aug 26, 2016
Aug 26, 2016 at 3:01 AM UTC
You can only achieve true happiness if you'll let go of something that pulls you to be sad. Memories for example. You may not forget those times but you can replace those anytime. Memories... memories... may haunt but can't affect you. You! The person you chose to be. The weather changes so as people. It's normal and it can affect us in unexpected situations.
We cried for we've been hurt. Still, we're alive. Others may leave different scars on our hearts,may fill our ears with unwanted words&let; our tears flow with emotions. Even in different perspectives, we only mean one thing. To MOVE ON. To stand up from where we fell. To forgive and forget. To appreciate people especially those who from the beginning and up to the end was always there. To smile like nothing happened.To let go of something that holds us back from where we shouldn't be. We all have the right to be happy. We all have the choice to let go. Moving on starts on ourselves, not on others.Opening our eyes and looking at a world in which we need to explore more. And not to lock it with our past.
CRY FOR THE MEANTIME AND BE HAPPY FOR A LIFETIME. :)))
Aug 26, 2016
Aug 26, 2016 at 2:55 AM UTC
Maybe the pain was too much, because we loved too much.
Maybe we always remember because the memories that were left was enough
Maybe it was us, or it was them
That mess things up
Maybe we should fix our lives
And stop fixing theirs
Maybe it was love for us
And a need for them
Maybe it’s time to move on
Even if destiny holds back
Maybe it’s time to run faster
Faster than the events that always leads you to them
Maybe it’s fine
And maybe it’s not
Maybe you stopped crying
But never the pain
Pain..
What is that
Happiness?
Does it still exist?
To the one that made my heart beat
To the one I cared for more than anyone else
To the one who made me feel special
To the friend I will always get attached with
To the friend I’ve lost
To the one who hates me now
To the one who will never be a part of my life again
To my first love that was never mine and never had
Thank you for the memories
I enjoyed and was thankful till it lasted
Maybe we will never forget them..
Because they’re our first
Jul 11, 2016
Jul 11, 2016 at 5:55 AM UTC
“We fight to hold on and we fight to let go.”
Do you know why things don’t usually fall into the right places? It is because the moment we’ve realized we have to fix everything, we’ve already lost them. We always have the chance to regret at sunsets, all in the end.
Someone once said, “Not all people who wander are lost, they just find their way to their happy place.” What if you’re also someone’s happy place? If you already found yours, how could they find theirs?
We all have the right to love and wishing to be loved back by someone we love. Here’s to reality: there’s no assurance that you can get back the love you just gave. In different kinds of relationships, there’s always called one-sided love. We love people that could be our forever but it was just a “could be”. Life never tells us if that person will stay or leave. Hint? We should just live by the moment yet, one of those saddest moments could be reading a heartbreaking message and realize, you’re too late; There’s nothing that could fix this. Worse is, she is already mended by someone else.
We all have that one person: omit maybe our first love or whatever you call that, but what’s important is the person changed us in a way we never expected. A person we love in spite of all those flaws; the person we’re always proud of even if she’s not the perfect one in her class; a person that gives assurance that we’re happy when we are with her; the person you think first in the morning and last before going to bed and yet, is also the person that gave us pain and the reason we can’t move on. She used to be your forever that ended for months or your 11:11 wish that never came true. Forever as for my opinion only exists because you’re in state of being in love or happy but believe me, you’ll say it’s nothing when you are heartbroken.
Love is the drug; pain is the withdrawal as what I’ve heard. You should have fought for that one special person even if it’s the same person who told you to give up. Everything has the possibility to fade, even true love. We can prevent it by taking care of it, not by giving up. At first, let’s fight for the thing that makes us happy but if the things that makes us happy isn’t making us happy at all, we all have the choice to carry on or give up. We must know when to fight and when to let go.
Pain could change a person even if not by one’s own choice, we just feel it especially in the way we treat others. There are different kinds of pain like the pain you felt when you tried to explain yet, she never believed in you; the pain you endured when she left; and the pain you endured seeing your treasure dug by another pirate.
Hatred because of pain is possible. We can always avoid that but there are circumstances- that all the good in you was sucked-out by the people who hurt you. What’s worse is if you’re in the stage of severe depression, they should’ve help you cope with it but instead led you to a suicidal state. (It may be exaggerated but it is possible on how special those people are.) Never let hatred control you for it could hurt someone not only emotionally but also physically.
Feel the pain until it hurts no more. Even if you’re willing to get hurt over and over again to fix things, you’ll still get tired of being hurt knowing that you, who have done everything, don’t deserve this kind of pain, this kind of treatment. If you think you’ve done enough, let others be the judge. You actually didn’t lose them, they lost you. If you’ll lose yourself in the process, there would always be someone or some people like your true friends that will always put you back in the right path, all you have to do is find a little time, give yourself a break and continue life.
If you happen to lose a friend, just remember that not every friendship could last a lifetime but the pain of losing that person can. All you have to do is to deal with it. She will always be a lesson that we will carry throughout our journey. (More pain to come!)
We all have different choices in our life, as you chose to run and she chose to hide away until she never came back. We always have that good bye we never really meant to say. A good bye that could have been “Please go back, I’m waiting”, a “Let me have another chance” or a good bye that isn’t good at all.
May 5, 2016
May 5, 2016 at 11:02 AM UTC
Loved someone so big
But your love for her doesn’t fit
I breathe so deep
Making rhythms, I always repeat
I cry myself to sleep
Making lyrics, she cannot interpret
I sob silently
So no one could hear
Thy melodies in my heart I keep
Now a song made from its every beat
The hum made from loneliness
Represents even man’s sadness
Odd isn’t it?
Do you ever cry yourself to sleep?
May 3, 2016
May 3, 2016 at 8:45 AM UTC
She is your happiness, I was your sadness
She is the candle found in your darkness, I was your darkness
We both are two different things
Total opposites
She is the moon that gives you light and comfort
I was the raging sun that burns your skin with discomfort
What have I done?
Everything that was wrong
For her eyes and yours
I am always wrong
She is your rose, I was the thorn
She is the one that makes you smile
I was the one that made you frown
She’s right, I was wrong
Let me do something for you just to hold on
But no
There’s no turning back
She is the “things we do”
I am the “things we used to”
She is the one you love
I was the unloved
She now is your happy place
Funny it is
For I was the bridge
Apr 12, 2016
Apr 12, 2016 at 9:39 AM UTC
Two words
Stuck in one person
You can call her a mason
Feelings as strong
As brick and stone
This is a poem
For the one with
A heart like stone
Numb as she is
But not dumb
For this time she knows
How life flows
She maybe cold at first
But there will always be
Someone with a torch
Who’ll light her up
And make her smile
Get that happiness
She hides inside
Apr 9, 2016
Apr 9, 2016 at 12:33 PM UTC
I know.. things do happen for a reason and until now.. im still figuring out what these or those reasons could be. People come and go, yes but if I had the chance, I should’ve told you earlier to not enter my life if you will only leave me in the end. I’m not a computer rental shop to be used with a specific time limit.
I have feelings, I get hurt..all the time and whoever you are, the day you entered my life.. I was never that whole just so you know. I used to love you. Erase that. I still love you. . With every vein present in my heart. I was never that perfect. You guys know that. But im trying my best just to be perfect for you. I’m trying hard just to make you happy. I know that I’m mean but I’ll buy you ice cream in the middle of the night just because you’re sad. I’m not that showy. I’m serious but the day you entered my life, there are things I do that my parent’s never imagined that I could.
You’re special. It’s obvious. I talk about you more often and I’m very proud to tell other people about you. I told myself that I was lucky that I met you and I will take care of you no matter what. You’re always that treasure I’m willing to keep.
But we all have flaws and they are times that our personalities just don’t mix. I know.. I know.. The problem is me, always me. I may be mean at times but when I started care , I could no longer know how to stop. Even if I may have hurt you a hundred times, I could still love you a thousand more. I may have pushed you away but I couldn’t afford to lose you.
Are you tired? Or I’m that hard to love? I’m sorry. I just needed time for myself that’s why I always push people away. Sorry for hurting you. I didn’t mean to. I just want you to know that every time we get into a fight, I always sleep with tears in my pillow during the night. I love you but pushing you away is my chance of telling you “I need time. I’ll be back” But you never understood.. If you felt pain the moment I pushed you away, thank you but I felt twice of that and assuring myself that you would understand. That moment I thought of that was the moment I’ve proven it wrong. I was hoping for you to go back but you never did.
Maybe I was that hard to love for the people I used to love, gave up on me. I told you that I’m willing to get hurt over and over again just so you won’t suppressed your feelings. I’m ready and willing to sacrifice even the smallest things that I like. I’ve always wanted the best for you but you took it the other way around.
Maybe I was that hard to understand. Because if you did understand me, you wouldn’t have left. Did you know that I’m still blaming myself to things that have gone wrong? I know what you felt, I know your point. Pushing and stuff but what I don’t get is.. It’s not that easy to give up on someone you really care about. But you did.
You know one of the saddest things in life is to read a heart-breaking message and you’ve realized that you’re too late to fix it. You just crawl up to your bed and pretend that you’re asleep while having those silent sobs.
Could I be numb for the rest of my life? I don’t want to feel anymore. I don’t want to feel pain, I don’t want regrets, don’t want any disappointments. It hurts to remember that the” things we do” turned out to “things we used to”.
I used to be one of the happiest persons in the world but the world itself gave up on me and I find it hard to recognize the things I used to love. Maybe they are destined to be memories, can be reminisce but could never happen again.
You always think that giving up on me is always the best solution but you never imagined that the consequence could affect me like.. ripping my entire shattered soul one piece at a time, a soul that was made by sleepless nights and broken hearts.
Maybe I’m tired of explaining.. feeling.. but when would I ever stop caring? I’ll get over this soon but I pity you. You gave up on me who could never have given up on you. I wish you the best even if it hurts me, letting you go. You chose to give up and I chose to respect that.
I was never the one who could waste your time with. I’m so messed up and could no longer love you without hurting you. I was never enough, was never perfect. I’m the one you could easily give up with. I can’t blame you. I ****
At the end of every crying day, I’m still holding on to the belief that everything happens for a reason. Even I wish things didn’t happen the same way they are now.
XL
Jan 27, 2016
Jan 27, 2016 at 2:30 PM UTC