what can I say,
"hello old friend"?
it's been quite a while
and I am back.
I have been from quite a journey,
yet I am still treading the tracks
I am in a new place
yet still lost and unknowing.
I have made quite a few choices,
all of them life-changing
and future-dictating
I am scared
I have thrown away my true desires,
chose a path someone else
wants for me
I am scared
I am still treading the tracks
quite a journey, yes it is
I am lost and unknowing
maybe it won't be so bad
Nov 6, 2019
Nov 6, 2019 at 4:46 AM UTC
Every single day
I keep feeling this way
I always imagine "us"
My heart keeps making a fuss
You are there
And I am here
The moments we could share
To the thought we adhere
Time goes by so fast
But to me it slowly passed
What if I were with you?
I know I wouldn't feel blue
Sep 10, 2018
Sep 10, 2018 at 8:08 AM UTC
Bakit nga ba,
Bakit ba ganito,
Di ko maintindihan pero,
Tingin ko sagot ay oo.
Tanong ng tanong,
Ngunit parating nananatiling
Tanong ang lahat ng iyon,
Sagutin mo na sana.
Di ko alam,
Ano bang problema,
Gabi-gabi nag-iisip ng sagot,
Ngunit wala talangang mahablot.
Sep 12, 2017
Sep 12, 2017 at 5:22 AM UTC
It's so unfair that
Even though you'd go and ignore me
A thousand times
I would still be really glad
To see a message from you
Even if you made me wait for it for a million years.
It's so unfair that
I would be willing to wait forever
And a day more, and an hour more
And even a minute more just to see you again.
It's so unfair that
There hasn't been a minute
Nor a second that has passed
That you weren't on my mind
But you seem to think about me less and less as the days pass by.
It's so unfair that
I've been making all these efforts
Just to make you see that I care so much
But you still continue to take me for granted.
It's just so unfair.
Yes, I don't hate you.
I always try to understand.
I always say that I know I'm not your top priority.
But, still, I get tired of being ignored.
And of being unnoticed.
And of being deemed unimportant.
I can't blame you.
I don't hate you.
I'm just tired.
Don't hate me.
Jul 13, 2017
Jul 13, 2017 at 1:04 AM UTC
'I love you',
That's all I can think about.
'I love you',
Can I say it out loud?
Wanting for you to hear it,
Waiting for you to say it,
Who's gonna go first?
My chest feels like it's going to burst.
'I'm crazy about you',
I want you to know.
'I'm crazy about you',
You always make me glow.
There have been moments,
My secrets almost slipped.
Your name, my mind dictates,
Anytime, anywhere, any trip.
'Can you just stay?',
I don't want you to go.
'Can you just stay?',
Your answer, i'm scared to know.
We're young,
That's what they all say.
But my heart sang,
It said we'll be okay.
Jul 12, 2017
Jul 12, 2017 at 2:18 PM UTC
When you have limited chances,
What do you do?
Do you just let it slip?
Or do you thank God for it?
A wise person would definitely,
Not let it slip,
But would take the chance,
Grab it, the second it showed up.
I would be the wise person,
That's how much I value,
The chances that we can have.
It seldom comes, darling.
But what would you do?
Would you be the wise person?
Or would you let it run through
Your head over and over?
Over and over,
Until the chance is gone.
Again and again,
A never ending weighing of things.
Thinking is good,
But as other people say,
Sometimes you need not use your head,
Try using your heart.
Jul 8, 2017
Jul 8, 2017 at 10:17 PM UTC
Should I or should I not?
I always ask myself.
One chance is all I got,
My stomach is in a knot.
Should I or should I not?
I always ask myself.
What the circumstances have brought,
Is too far from what I sought.
Should I or should I not?
I always ask myself.
'plant a kiss on your cheek', i thought,
But your lips were what I caught!
Jul 8, 2017
Jul 8, 2017 at 10:45 AM UTC
Today but not tomorrow,
A 'hello' and then next is sorrow.
I hate seeing you leave,
At night all I do is grieve.
I miss you.
I love you.
I can never tell you,
Although I really want to.
I hate seeing you leave.
I want to stay,
That is what i want to say.
But a day is all you can give.
I understand,
I'm not complaining.
I want to hold your hand,
Can the clock stop ticking?
(even for just one moment)
Jul 8, 2017
Jul 8, 2017 at 9:42 AM UTC
Take a moment,
To look within;
Take a second,
To see beyond;
Take a glimpse,
Of what it is like.
Stop,
Look,
Believe.
May 30, 2017
May 30, 2017 at 11:35 AM UTC
Oo, mahal kita
Alam kong nahahalata
Oo, mahal kita
Ayoko mang ipakita
Ang hirap magkunwari
Na parang wala lang lagi
Ang hirap ikimkim
Nakatago lagi sa dilim
Bakit nga ba kasi
Hindi pa pwede
Di pa daw nasa sapat
Na edad; kaya di pa dapat
Masakit mang itago
Alam ko naman
Walang magbabago
Kung di mo man malaman
Pero sana malaman mo
Lagi, nandito lang ako
Naghihintay lamang
Na sana'y mahalin mo
May 14, 2017
May 14, 2017 at 12:34 PM UTC