As I try to forget
I realize it's impossible
To erase the words of our duet
Nevertheless I keep trying all possibilities
From others to hate
And creating all kinds of hostilities
Defeat greets me at the end of each day
I am left when the thoughts of my heart
This love will never decay
Reminiscing on every bit of us
The care, love, understanding
And even the smallest stress
Every fragile memory
Dances in my head
And breaks my heart tenderly
While the pain disappears
Understanding grows
Maybe it's not as bad as it appears
Nov 25, 2011
Nov 25, 2011 at 9:24 AM UTC
Sometimes I'm lost
Left to wonder do you care
I'm the one who has to pay the cost
In my heart you'll find a tear
Sometimes I search
Someone take your place
Light me up like a torch
I need to solve this case
Sometimes I'm broken into pieces
I look to others to be mended
I think of you and the hurt increases
You, I've never really needed
Sometimes I'm confused
How can you just leave
I feel so abused
I'm whole, thats what I want to believe
Sometimes I'm empty
Someone fill these spaces, you?
So much uncertainty
How could you just forget us, I haven't a clue
Sometimes I'm ignorant
Not a single thing have I been told
Never recieved the slightest hint
I strive for the truth that you hold
Sometimes I wonder
What if you had been there
I know I can do without, still I ponder
Though sometimes the pain is almost to much to bare.
Sometimes I'm needing
Why weren't you there to minister auspices
My mascara is bleeding
But just like you, I make sure to leave no traces
Sometimes I see
Daughter and father
With me, this will never be
Recycling cognitation why do I bother?
Nov 25, 2011
Nov 25, 2011 at 9:23 AM UTC
I am a broken soul
You are super glue
I am brand new
I am unaware
You know every last detail
I am well taught
I am blind
You see every inch
I am able to see the inside
I am hurt
You are the healer of all
I am comforted
I am alone
You're always there
I am hand in hand with believers
I am unloved
You have loved from the start
I am covered in agape
I am misunderstood
You comprehend more than anyone is capable of
I am aprehended beyond reason
I am confused
You open minds
I am clear minded
I am underappreciated
You smile at your granted gifts being used
I am gratified
I am a sinner
You are the way, the truth, the life
I am saved
Nov 25, 2011
Nov 25, 2011 at 9:22 AM UTC
Let's go back to when we met
Occuring long ago
Viewing you on the stage
Everything about you seemed so untouchable
Little did I know
Our paths would cross again
Voices we would exchange
Eventually leading to an undeniable connection
Liking every second of our conversations
Obtaining everything under the sun
Validating my admiration for you
Enjoying every laugh we shared
Loosing all interest in others
Only to be caught up in you
Vast feelings growing quickly
Everytime we met
Letting go of our fears
Outcomes uncertain
Varying from heartache to love
Explaining all of this to be a risk
Looking back, I'm glad we took it
Obeying our hearts
Veering from concern into security
Enjoying every memory of us
Living our lifes together now
Occupying our days with eachother
Very hopeful about the future
Excited by our possible trip into love
Nov 25, 2011
Nov 25, 2011 at 9:20 AM UTC
Love is the best feeling
A small word that is so strong
And so heart breaking if used wrong
But when right, so thrilling
True love is hard to discover
If you are chasing after it
You only find false love and want to quit
Just bouncing from lover to lover
You have to let love find you
By simply letting go
Give God the wheel even if He's driving slow
After all, patience is virtue
You'll know when its right
You can't help but fall
You'll feel like you have it all
And when you do, hold on tight
Treat all the moments like fairytales
Remember love is not a game,
Love is not tame
And love never fails
Nov 25, 2011
Nov 25, 2011 at 9:19 AM UTC
We walk by faith, not by sight
What did Paul mean?
We walk in the dark with God as our light
We believe in the things unseen
Faith is the substance of things hoped for
Longing for a better country-a heavenly one
Will help us rely on God more
And walk in the footsteps of His son
Faith is the evidence of things not seen
Believing God is everywhere
Helping us stay clean
With faith in Him, nothing can cause a scare
Faith is true belief in the Lord
Letting Him take the wheel
Hanging onto Him as if he is your last cord
Trusting Him for more than blessing your meal
Without faith it is impossible to please Him,
Impossible to see His best
So who wouldn't want to go out on that limb
And take everything as His simple test
With faith we can say 'it is well with my soul'
We can feel happiness, even down deep
Knowing He is in control
So faith, you should always keep
Nov 25, 2011
Nov 25, 2011 at 9:18 AM UTC
You're what I long for
A hole in my heart, he has tore
You say you love me
But so does he
You're everything I love
He thinks I'm sent from above
You told me to wait it out and see
He doesn't think he wasted his time on me
We grew so close, you and I
I use to think he was the guy
You push me away
Without me he doesn't want to go a day
You were something new
His love for me is overdue
You feel its not right anymore
He claims its me he will forever adore
You were the one I wanted to win
But to him I always say 'remember when'
So what they say is true, I admit
You always want what you can't get
Nov 25, 2011
Nov 25, 2011 at 9:17 AM UTC
We sit here and ponder
On whether we should be take a chance
So our minds wonder
Cause we can't honestly know from the first glance
We only want God's will
But tell me how to know
Cause that's all I want to fulfill
So are we meant to grow
We are so great as one
At least that's what people say
We didn't want this when it begun
So how do we know what God wants us to portray
We are both indecisive
Forever in my heart , your name in engraved
So why isn't it incisive
Maybe we just need to be brave
Nov 25, 2011
Nov 25, 2011 at 9:16 AM UTC
Love is a beautiful thing
Butterflies turning into sparks
No where near a fling
Carvings on trees act as their beauty marks
Love maybe be beautiful and inspiring
But we find it confusing
Yet it shouldn't be expiring
Stay next to me for the moments we shouldn't be loosing
Love's beauty is undeniable
Completely amazing
Sincerely indescribable
There is not enough words for its phrasing
The beauty of love is true
Present all day
Especially when I'm tangled in you
Hoping our love will never decay
Love is a beautiful thing
Sneaky and nonchalant
We're secretively contemplating not pursuing because of pain that distance may bring
Resulting in the loss of love's beauty, is that what we honestly want
Nov 25, 2011
Nov 25, 2011 at 9:14 AM UTC
My love for you is like a flame
Burning so bright the whole world can see
So wild it can't be tamed
How much do you love me?
So much that the number can't be named?
I want to stay this way
Everyday is so wonderful
Especially every moment I hear you say
"I love you", those words are like a tool
Fixing everything, so stay with me forever and a day
Nov 25, 2011
Nov 25, 2011 at 9:13 AM UTC