How do you ask for help,
When you don't know what's wrong?
I keep saying I'm fine,
But I'm just trying to be strong.
I'm exhausted
Completely drained,
Emotionally, physically,
My whole body is pained.
There's a black hole in my body,
******* my life away,
I just need a break,
But I feel as I have no say.
I can't take it anymore,
The pain is too much to bare,
But if I admit I'm broken,
All they'll do is stare.
So I'll keep saying I'm fine,
While I'm ripped apart bit by bit,
Cuz you know what they say,
Fake it till you make it.
Feb 5, 2016
Feb 5, 2016 at 1:39 AM UTC
I have this aching feeling,
Deep inside of me,
It dominates me completely,
Makes me weak in the knee.
I only have this feeling though,
When you are around,
It consumes me inside and out,
I think I might drown.
I’ve always been good at describing my feelings,
Forming thoughts into a creative flow,
But this thing I’ve started feeling for you,
How to describe it I just don’t know.
Like a meadow of butterflies,
Or a caribbean beach,
Your beauty is indescribable,
It takes away speech.
But even if I could speak,
I still couldn’t say,
The feeling deep inside of me,
You make me feel everyday.
Nov 16, 2015
Nov 16, 2015 at 12:17 AM UTC
I'm drowning in an ocean,
One that use to be blue and smooth,
It's now getting dark and choppy,
And I have everything to lose.
The ocean is consuming me,
Leaving scars on my heart,
I'm being pulled deeper every minuet,
I'd get out now if I were smart.
If I swim I can make it back,
I can still see the light,
But this ocean feels like home,
Everything still feels right.
There's a chance this storm will pass,
And everything will be fine,
But if it doesn't pass soon,
I'll be swept up on the shore line.
Do I stay where I feel at home,
Take a risk and stay in case there's something I can find,
Or heed the warning,
And leave this ocean behind?
Jul 25, 2014
Jul 25, 2014 at 8:20 PM UTC
*I lay in the road,
Waiting for a car to come,
I see bright headlights,
I wait till they get closer,
But I roll out of the way.*
Jan 12, 2014
Jan 12, 2014 at 2:19 AM UTC
Bright leaves,
Cold crisp nights,
Makes me miss summer,
Autum.
Jan 12, 2014
Jan 12, 2014 at 1:55 AM UTC
**I'll always miss you,
You were the first guy I loved,
You have changed my life.**
Jan 12, 2014
Jan 12, 2014 at 1:43 AM UTC
*You're there holding me,
Kissing my forehead,
Protecting me from the world,
Telling me you love me.
Then as quickly as I remembered it,
The vision is ripped from my mind,
It was only an impossible wish,
For it would take a miracle to get you back.*
Jan 12, 2014
Jan 12, 2014 at 1:35 AM UTC
I'm hiding from the truth,
For the truth hurts too much,
I've gotten so use to lying,
It's becoming my crutch.
I say I'm fine,
And I would believe it,
If my heart didn't feel this pain,
From all your ********
You never wanted me,
You just wanted my body,
You made me feel loved,
But all of it was *****
You're a sick monster,
A liar,
And for all you've done to me,
You'll end up in hell burning in fire.
But somehow I miss you,
And I'd take you back in a flash,
Your love spread all over me,
Like a red hot rash.
The truth is you hurt me,
But I need to stay strong,
I don't want people knowing,
There's something wrong.
So I'll keep saying I'm fine,
Until it destroys me from inside,
Because even though I'm still alive,
It was a long time ago my soul died.
Jan 11, 2014
Jan 11, 2014 at 8:16 PM UTC
I hope she breaks your heart,
Just like you did to me,
That way you know,
What it's like to have to plea.
I hope she breaks your heart,
So you can compare,
So you know what it feels like,
For your mind to be bare.
I hope she breaks your heart,
So you know how it feels,
For someone to hate you,
When you fall head over heels.
I hope she breaks your heart,
So much that you break down,
Every single time,
You hear her sound.
I hope she breaks your heart,
So much you start to see,
I loved you more than anything,
And you come running back to me.
Jan 10, 2014
Jan 10, 2014 at 2:41 AM UTC