I am utterly confused
I dont know what to do
its all feel empty
alot of spaces to be filled
but nothing to fill in
to those times I feel most desperate
for a solution
I am feeble
I cant think properly
my mind is full of unsaid things
they give me two options
i feel vulnerable
puzzled by tons of decisions
to some times I feel hopeless
for an answer
I am heartless
everything went fine physically
despite what I truly feel
inside of this paralyzed smile
all the pain was hidden
but still
no resolutions
Jun 12, 2016
Jun 12, 2016 at 4:50 AM UTC
she has a fragile heart which can easily break
with words or actions she might get upset
for every action he'd take cautiously
to take care of her feelings
to look after her heart
to never make her disappointed
simply because he don't want to lose her
May 21, 2016
May 21, 2016 at 12:40 PM UTC
I've found someone who's trying to love me
loves me as if there were no tomorrow
loves me as if he'd lose me
loves me with all his heart
who loves me for who I am
I've found someone who's patient with me
patiently cope with my ****** up attitude
patiently put up with the terrible me
while I might have shown my flaws
he'd still waiting for me patiently
I've found that someone
someone who owns a big heart
something that is hard to find
but definitely something I should never let go of
May 21, 2016
May 21, 2016 at 11:15 AM UTC
Tell me to stay
I'd like to stay
till my last breathe
with no regrets
Apr 8, 2015
Apr 8, 2015 at 8:55 AM UTC
No amount of people can fill the hole you left in my heart.
No amount of anyone can cleanse you from my insides.
You’re moss; growing strong from the waves of my tears that stream endlessly.
You leave longing in my heart.
The days are spent drinking you away but, as a ship must come back to port, my heart always comes back to miss you.
Feb 28, 2015
Feb 28, 2015 at 1:10 PM UTC
"I'll let you in on a secret.
Will you promise to keep it?"
He is...
*The allegro of every moment's decresendo.
The sense of deja vù, in a series de novo.
The lyrics of my song,
The right to my wrong.
The notes in my music,
The wisdom in what i believe.
The reminders on my board,
The message of these words.
The image in a scenery,
The metaphors of my poetry.
The giggle in my laugh,
The memories of my photographs.
The smile in my tears,
The courage to face my fears.
The North star in my sky.
The only truth in all the world lies.
The flame of my fire.
Every second of my hours,
My very reason for living.
The secret i held inside my heart.
Secured away.
Secluded.
His presence--
Justify my existence.*
(Don't tell him, what he doesn't know or he might...)
Feb 28, 2015
Feb 28, 2015 at 1:08 PM UTC
'Cause you're such a pretty face,
but you turned into a pretty big waste
of my time...
Your kind,
it's just the worst and lowest type.
Changing everyone for your benefit.
I hope your pretty face and yourself falls into a pit.
One filled with darkness,
so your so called "kindness"
becomes jaded with the pit's starkness.
Your pretty face,
one that brings disgrace.
One with...hazel colored eyes...
It led to my demise.
After so long, I can't help but to cry.
It's the same face, that I used to kiss.
Those lips, I dearly miss.
Why did it have to be like this.
Us, not even talking,
it's now just walking...
Further and further away.
I still remember the day,
I met your pretty face.
One that could be easily replaced.
Your pretty face, I would love to do nothing more than spray you with mace. (:
Feb 28, 2015
Feb 28, 2015 at 1:08 PM UTC
Oh sweet, sweet thing
How are you so perfect?
But oh my dear
How are you so blind?
Don't you see all the hearts
Resting in the palms of your hands
Oh sweet, sweet thing
How do you not know?
And oh my dear
How can you be so oblivious?
To the simple facts around you
That I am slowly falling for you.
Oh sweet, dumb thing
Why don't you get it?
I know all of your secrets
I see all of the hearts
I know where you have confessed
Your love to lie in the hands of another
Oh dumb, stupid thing
Why have you not changed?
You do no good with my heart
You hold it so carefully
But only in one hand
And although it feels comfortable
It's odd to know that a wing span away
Sits another heart in another hand
And someone with another hope
My dear, sweet thing
Can't you see?
You have chosen to pick the
The wildflower in all her
Undone glory
To care for but you have
Forgotten your vase is full of roses
And flowers die without a place to be held.
Feb 28, 2015
Feb 28, 2015 at 1:07 PM UTC
Warm bodies
Meshed into one
Cold night
blocking the sun
Hot fire
Heating my cheeks
Shy smile
showing through my teeth
Brown eyes
Full of love
Gentle touch
of your arms
Hearts beating
Like the sounds of a drum
now I know
You are my only one
Feb 28, 2015
Feb 28, 2015 at 1:05 PM UTC