I didn't see it coming
Like a storm
You came
And numbed my will
To choose the one I chose
But to choose the one you chose
This reserved heart you struck Cupid
Against my will
I fell inlove.
Jun 2, 2015
Jun 2, 2015 at 3:14 PM UTC
Don't tell me
that I am too good for you
We didn't take the time
to get to know our demons
Oh
The emptiness
I feel
When in this world
we strive to be perfect
and when people say
that's what you've got
you're still alone
the world is confusing
is it not?
Jun 2, 2015
Jun 2, 2015 at 3:13 PM UTC
So after approximately 2 years and 6 months
of being infatuated with you
I stood in the shower with tears in my eyes and
I washed your words off my shoulder
I washed your scent out my hair
I washed your fingertips off my face
and the hand prints on my thighs
I finally learned to let you go
I've never felt more alive, my almost love.
Jun 1, 2015
Jun 1, 2015 at 3:08 PM UTC
giving you space is so **** hard
when all I desire is to be held in your arms
and hear your voice whisper it's all going to be okay
you swore to me you cared
swore you'd always be here
babygirl,
I'm calling out, where are you now?
i'm shouting at the moon and hoping you hear me too
all because I know you're with her smoking a few joints as you both lay in your bed
the same bed you'd hold my hand in
kissing sweet words to me before sleep
those same words sneak directly off your tongue
into her memory that she will never hold as dearly as i hold mine of you
you are so precious to me and all I ever wanted was to be enough for you
but I will always be so grateful
to have kissed the same cigarette your lips so gracefully did
for that was the closest I ever dare got
to you being mine
Jun 1, 2015
Jun 1, 2015 at 3:06 PM UTC
The pieces of me
Were falling through the cracks
The pieces of me
Shattered from the past
These pieces I've
Been missing so long
You've put them back
Where they belong
In your shirt pocket
Grazing your chest
Where those pieces are safe
And can be loved best
You've found those shards
Where someones thrown them away
You're now who will
Keep them safe
Be careful because
My thinly severed parts
Hardly resemble
What once was a heart
They may embed
Themselves within
And splinter you with
Broken passion
I may not give you all of me
But I can share my pieces
A bite of me is all you need
The bite that never ceases
Jun 1, 2015
Jun 1, 2015 at 2:33 PM UTC
I have handed you the scissors.
So you can cut free.
So please don't pull the trigger and leave .
She's pulling your strings, leading you on
dance puppet dance its been a show all along
How can I help my puppet?
Realize that she is gone...
Oh my little Pinocchio
You do belong
You're not her toy, you're a real life boy.
Jun 1, 2015
Jun 1, 2015 at 2:28 PM UTC
Rest. You did well
Today.
Smiled when you didn't have
To. Worked when you
Didn't want to.
Rest. You
Left nothing for the next day
That was truly
Critical.
You've earned
All the trust that tomorrow
Requests;
The hopes you have for it seen as
Solid matter.
Listen to the wind moving
The branches of the Tree of Time.
It sings of you.
It sings of how good you are
At Life.
Listen.
Listen and
Rest. Rest
Knowing you can do it.
You already are.
Jun 1, 2015
Jun 1, 2015 at 2:24 PM UTC
hello, my beautiful baby
never have i seen something so sweet
i really love the way you smile
and i haven't felt like this in a while
you seem like you descend from heaven
you appeared to me like a dream
the words you speak feel like ribbon
soothing to touch in a silky sea
please tell me i'm what could be
feels like you're the only one
perhaps you could set me free
and i'll always be singing our harmony
again and again and again and again, so..
Jun 1, 2015
Jun 1, 2015 at 2:21 PM UTC
i'd like to sing you a song
a beautiful melody to right all your wrongs
just like when we were young
sweet songs & laughter we haven't felt in so long
i want you to remember
just to make your heart melt
let our souls intertwine,
breathe deep--common feelings we have felt
locked in your embrace.. i want a taste.
i want a taste!
please let me sing you a song
a wonderful harmony to fix what i have done
tell me we'll be alright
i want you to tell me that we'll be just fine
i know it's hard to forgive me for all the pain i've caused
but i was just reminiscing & thought you'd like to come along..
my emptiness replaced--
you filled the space.
you filled the space!
if i could sing you this song
i'd sing it to you all night long
my little snugglebug..
you'll always have my undying love.
Jun 1, 2015
Jun 1, 2015 at 2:20 PM UTC
i wish i could do anything i wanted to
for you.
dance together, travel far,
take me to my first bar,
with you.
paint a picture, write a song,
turn it into a sing-a-long,
it's true.
we'd be together finally,
the miles wouldn't be stopping me,
from you.
i'd slow down the clock, you see
to see your face eternally,
to live inside this memory,
the only place i can be,
with you.
in my dreams, we never part
arm in arm, from the start,
with you.
you hold me close, i'll kiss your nose,
close our eyes, the warmth does grow,
it's true.
i wish i spoke your language well,
pictures & colors all could tell,
to you.
they'd tell,
to you.
red trees towered high, flowers growing in the sky,
numbers running out of time, a glass filled with books i'd write,
to you.
a house made of bread & mold, with little folks just growing old,
stars crying with the moon, wishing they were next to,
you.
i'd paint,
for you.
we'd be together finally, the miles wouldn't be stopping me,
from you.
*we'd be together finally, the miles seem to be stopping me,
from you.*
Jun 1, 2015
Jun 1, 2015 at 2:17 PM UTC