Why is it
That the biggest hearts
Are emptied the fastest?
And the brightest souls
Are blackened
The quickest?
Jul 4, 2015
Jul 4, 2015 at 7:43 AM UTC
He could not see
the picture her eyes painted
the lyrics her heart beats wrote
the grace by which she walked
he could not see her for the magic she was.
he could not see
the way buds blossomed
when she walked their way
or how the way stars aligned
to guide him to her
because he was too caught up in someone else's light
she could not see
he was far off wandering
to a place she could never reach
his eyes following the movement
of someone else's gaze
she could not see him
for the momentary delight he will bring
followed by a series of never ending longings
that never to be fulfilled
He was blinded
But was never numb enough
not to feel the homely aroma
she carried
slowly the aroma became his choice of drug
soon she became the irresistible force
her vision was tainted
with the sweet words he framed
moments after moments
she made a house
where memories
were bricks
with love as cement.
she knew he would fall in
and he did
but no matter how strong the drug is,
a person gets accustomed to it
and wants more,
everything seems off-limit
no matter how much you are willing to sacrifice
you can only destroy yourself
till you still have something left in you to give
but she already had loved him
with every bit of love she was allowed to give.
and on a stormy night, past came knocking at the door,
the girl was terrified, but the boy let the stranger in.
When he saw her face, she was no stranger at all
she was the girl, around whom
majority of his life had evolved
Back before she knew,
the pictures in the frames were replaced
the background was same
but it was the hands of his childhood love he was holding,
the letters he wrote for her
now had a new address
she came like fresh air,
and swept off the traces of the drug
He once could not do without
she became stranger in her own house,
he did not force her out,
but nothing was the same
With love gone
All the walls had cracked
now if there is one thing that is worse than to never have known love, it would be to have known love and watch it getting snatched away
she watched him delete all the messages,
rephrase the words he so happily wrote for her not so long back
the photographs were burnt
the numbers were removed
it was as if,
she was never there.
and the boy lived happily
with his girl
I'm sure this is not how
you thought the story would progress
but this is how it usually goes,
so if you are in love,
you are the lucky ones
cause most of us are writing
about the love we lost.
Jul 4, 2015
Jul 4, 2015 at 7:42 AM UTC
My memory is damaged and short lived
But when you're scent became a drift
I looked out my window
Hoping you would be there
Your scent so powerful
INHALE
_______________________________________
It revived our last call to my mind
You told me it would be fine
I told you it was going to be like the movies
And that I would be your beauty
But
The rain has stopped
The pain is real
And
I missed your kiss
Where has my beast disappeared
______________________________
As I look out my window
It begins again.
I hear the dance
drip
drop
drip
drop
Like the sound of a clock
The rain has come back
For a second chance
May 31, 2015
May 31, 2015 at 9:06 PM UTC
Go ahead...
taunt Me
I no longer matter in the
doings of Your day to day
Go ahead
distance Me
seperated by hurts
which seep into Our tomorrow
Go ahead
keep moving
I can no longer catch up to
Your love so far away
Go ahead
painful, this place
of isolation and dispare
In hopes that you might care
Go ahead
As I waited
You chose a different way
A path not ment for us to share
Go ahead
I need to fathom
This loneliness that
I can no longer bear
Go ahead
without Me
I am no longer safe
In the Company of Your Heart
~MoonFlower~Fluer de Luna~
Copyright © 2015 Christi Michaels.
All Rights Reserved.
May 31, 2015
May 31, 2015 at 4:46 PM UTC
I try to touch your breathe with my lips
Holding on to your heart
I want you to touch the curves of my hips
But you are tearing me apart
One more kiss just for the road
Come on, please don't go
if it's just lust then why am I breaking?
I need more memories of your soul
My heart's now turning to the color of coal
May 31, 2015
May 31, 2015 at 4:41 PM UTC
Kiss her in the rain
Before she leaves for her plane
Just like a movie, but with more pain
You better hurry she's going east
She is your true beauty, to your depressed beast
Wipe those tears away, its making your vision...
Shhh blurry
This shouldn't be a hard decision
no wonder why your chest is so heavy
Will you stay the night and make amends
Will you become more than friend
Will you go now before it all ends.
May 31, 2015
May 31, 2015 at 2:40 PM UTC
I have handed you the scissors.
So you can cut free.
So please don't pull the trigger and leave .
She's pulling your strings, leading you on
dance puppet dance its been a show all along
How can I help my puppet?
Realize that she is gone...
Oh my little Pinocchio
You do belong
You're not her toy, you're a real life boy.
May 31, 2015
May 31, 2015 at 11:51 AM UTC
Fill this empty head with your meds and send me off to bed
Tell me my story by candle light
About how my feelings are wrong, how I don't belong
But I can still fight so my body can reunite
I am crying, screaming, and bleeding
But boy I am still dreaming
I dream of being strong
I dream that I can hold on
While you're gone.
May 24, 2015
May 24, 2015 at 10:03 AM UTC
Every morning, I check the pages
lonely or in love
I'm lost and only want your hug
I stare, at these empty web pages
You've done it again
You've vanished into thin air
Depressed and delusional
Did you find your way through prayer?
When you return will I still be beautiful
Will you be the way you were
Depressed and delusional
This won't be a blur
While I'm at your funeral
Don't die on me now
I can't stand this anymore
Lets make love not war
These web pages have been torn
May 24, 2015
May 24, 2015 at 9:49 AM UTC