paula-pineda
" I don't know how to be myself. It's like I'm permanently outside myself. Like, like you could push your hands straight through me if you wanted to. And I can see the type of man I want to be versus the type of man I actually am and I know that I'm doing it but I'm incapable of what needs to be done. I'm like Pinocchio, a wooden boy. Not a real boy. And it kills me" / / i will love to receive advices from all of you I'm not the best at writing and i will love to get some help<3
Her:
I'm permanently broken
i lost my pieces when i lost you
i left them in europe in every place i cried
some are in your shirts where my tears fell.
But they have been cleaned.
as time passes by it seems harder to find them again
you say i can't never lose my perfect match.
but i lost myself
there are no pieces left.
Him:
Yes your pieces were left there
but someday we will go back as i promised
that one day in florence.
we will go back and pick every single one of them.
i promise i will buy new shirts that will get wet
of your tears of happiness.
because no matter how broken you are
i promise i will complete you.
i will make the tears that were on your pillow disappear.
i loved you yesterday, i love you today and i will love you forever.
Nov 23, 2014
Nov 23, 2014 at 3:12 PM UTC
my secret lover i write you this poem
so you remember that i will always be yours.
My heart belongs to you
please be gentle and be nice.
i will wait for you a million years and more
Distance is just a bad joke
true love can't be fooled
Our love never been so real
us never been so strong
like we are now
my secret lover
i will love you to infinity and beyond.
till i see you again
your one and only.
Nov 14, 2014
Nov 14, 2014 at 9:57 PM UTC
his eyes
his smile
his scent
his skin
his heart
his soul
he is everything
Nov 14, 2014
Nov 14, 2014 at 9:52 PM UTC
he has the most beautiful green eyes i've ever seen
he has the sweets voice i've ever heard
he has the best skin i've ever touched
he has the best heart of them all.
thank you Lord for giving me a man like this
he changed my life in the most beautiful way
he made me smile like no one else can
he fills me with love and peace
thank you lord for making a human so perfect
a human so gentle
a human so kind
a human so lovely
Father he stole my heart since the first time i saw him walking around school.
he came from a foreign land
to the most remote place in earth
never thought i was going to meet the love of my life that day
but it was the best surprise i've ever had.
its been almost 1 year and 6 months and he still fills me with butterflies
he is my path and the light in the darkness of this life
he is strong and wise
i never met a person so passionate for life and dreams
Nov 14, 2014
Nov 14, 2014 at 9:51 PM UTC
i met a boy almost 2 years ago.
my heart was stolen by this john doe.
time passed by and we became friends
never thought we were the same
so many things in common it was surreal
but it was obvious our love was real
we gave our friendship a month
not a day more
not a day less
we knew right away we were meant for each other.
Nov 14, 2014
Nov 14, 2014 at 9:43 PM UTC
romeo and juliet were more lucky than we are
we can't talk, we live far away
my love its all harder now.
we are trying to stay together
but we don't know if it will be till forever
love is so hard
love is so sweet
our love seems so impossible.
when would i see you again?.
when i die?
or in this life…
our love story is uncertain
but our feelings aren't
Nov 6, 2014
Nov 6, 2014 at 11:31 AM UTC
Haunted by the thought of you.
Nightmares terrorize
And torment my slumber,
Even though you're gone.
As if you never left.
Like I had never even ran.
Kicking my face in.
Pushing me to death.
You shower me with maggots.
And as they pour down my body,
And death seems like a gift,
You keep me.
Alive
Just enough.
To keep me.
Oct 19, 2014
Oct 19, 2014 at 1:04 AM UTC
37 seconds
that's all it took before I hung up the phone
that's all it took for me to see that you didn't care
at least not like you used to
so much silence
normally our silence is comfortable and filled with love
normally our silence breaks with laughter
but not this time
we said that we were ok
we said that we were gonna be fine
so how then does everything feel so broken
Oct 19, 2014
Oct 19, 2014 at 1:01 AM UTC
This thought won't let me sleep.
This terrifying thoughts won't let me be.
What can I do to stop them.
They are consuming me.
Lost in confusion.
Like an illusion.
Wishing I was never born.
Dying to be reborn.
Can't find my way.
I lost my soul as I traveled back to earth.
Where is it?
Where am I?
Oct 18, 2014
Oct 18, 2014 at 11:26 PM UTC
Sometime i wish people could understand me.
I wish they could see the world through my eyes.
Hear the numbing noise and the embracing silence through my ears.
I wish I could express myself so they could understand
Why i like to be alone, why i like soft music and why i like odd things.
Instead of judging me like a book they haven't read.
But sometimes I'm glad they can't understand me,
it makes me feel like a work of art
hard to understand but with an indescribable mysterious
beauty.
that only free spirited people,
can appreciate.
Oct 18, 2014
Oct 18, 2014 at 11:22 PM UTC