Stop making me fall for you
Please don't, unless you're willing to catch me
Stop making me smile every time I talk to you
I look like a weird creep laughing to myself
Stop making me feel butterflies in my stomach
It feels ticklish but empty, knowing you don't feel the same way
Stop taking me to all these beautiful places I've never been
I don't want to start thinking that maybe I'm special
Stop making me wonder how it feels like being warmly wrapped around your arms
I'm fine without it and I would like to believe that "...the cold never bothered me anyway"
Stop making me sound so poetic
It's frustrating how all my poems end up being about you
Stop making me think that you might like me
I don't want to start hoping that it's true
Stop appearing in my dreams every night
I don't like waking up wishing I would just stay asleep
Stop making me like you more and more everyday
I will find it hard to let go even if you weren't even mine in the first place
Most of all, stop making me fall for you
I can't afford having my heart even more broken than it already is
And you're responsible for it but I still foolishly fall hard for you anyway
Sep 13, 2015
Sep 13, 2015 at 3:30 AM UTC
Mga daliri’y nanginginig
Aking mga labi’y sumisigaw ngunit walang tinig
Buong katawan niyayakap na ng lamig
Nang siya’y tumalikod para bang walang naririnig
Kailan kaya matutunaw,
Singlamig ng yelo, mga matang aking natatanaw
Kahit ganoon, isang bagay parin saki’y malinaw
Oo, puso ko’y iyong nabihag at paulit-ulit na ninanakaw
Sa mga nasisilip na bihirang ngiti mula saiyo
Ako’y mapapangiti, tatawa parang baliw ng totoo
Minsan ngiti mo’y kasing init ng araw
Ngunit tuwing ika’y nalulumbay, o luha ko’y umaapaw-apaw
Lubusang nagugulumihanan, nakakabaliw
Bakit itong nararamdaman ni minsan di nagmaliw
Paulit-ulit na binubulong sa sarili walang pag-asa
Ngunit sa loob looban di maiwasang patuloy na umaasa
Tinig ng puso ko’y hinding hindi mo napapansin
Di bale patuloy kang mamahalin ng palihim ng aking damdamin
Hihintayin ko ang pagtunaw ng yelo lumipas
Kahit abutin ng walang hanggan ang lamig ng pag-ibig na dinaranas
Sep 12, 2015
Sep 12, 2015 at 2:34 AM UTC
Minulat ko ang aking mga mata
Bigla na lang naisip kita
Sana’y sa araw na ito
Kahit saglit lang, maisip mo rin ako
Pilit kong sa daan iwasan ka
Ngunit, maya maya’y nasa harap na kita
Ganito ba magbiro ang tadhana?
Pinaglalaruan ang damdamin, wala nang nangyayaring tama
Nakaraan kong ika’y kasama
Burahin ko man ay hindi mawawala
Tila hangin, ito’y balik ng balik
Iyong ngiti, sa aki’y parang matamis na halik
Kay daming masasayang alaala
Pag mulat ng mata’y ito’y wala na
Lahat ng ito pala’y isa lamang panaginip
Galing sa damdamin, pawang likha
Lamang ng kathang isip
Sep 12, 2015
Sep 12, 2015 at 2:31 AM UTC
It may look like it’s easy for me to fake a laugh
Behind it is a heart tearing apart
Faking a smile, but in truth starts to cry
O God, this face filled with lies
I thought I can suppress my feelings
But in the end, all I can hear from myself
I love you, can’t you feel?
All this time…even if you always push me away
There was this person who told you first
I was beaten ahead even if since long ago
You already captivated me
This face faked with no reaction from it at all
It wouldn’t do any good if you knew
The feelings since long ago kept hidden
Protect a treasured friendship
I must bury these feelings down with me
I am so scared of the time
Shall it comes for me to be rejected
This whole time loving you
How foolish but I just can’t help it
It really hurts but what must I do?
I must put this face expressionless
For I fear you might see
My love that was never meant to be
Sep 12, 2015
Sep 12, 2015 at 2:24 AM UTC
If losing you is the price I have to pay,
For loving you in my own secret way
I would rather go on forever without your memories
Than right now every moment reliving all of you that will never cease
I'm so sorry I'm just a human who fell for you
Suppressing it all for myself who doesn't have a clue
That falling for you was the biggest mistake I ever made
Me losing you for these stupid feelings that can never fade
I should have rather go on without you knowing
I should have stopped myself for showing
That every single second, you're all this heart yearns for
That for every piece of your memory would be all my heart would tore
Now you acting like nothing ever happened
With me going crazy thinking about you every minute I would have spend
Everyday I think about why given a chance to be so happy today and miserable the next?
Life feeding you with lies of stupid love getting so perplexed
Well pardon me for feeling this way for you
Loving you, I found no reason not to
'Cause until now you're still all I think about
With this I realize, you are that someone I can never live without
I hope you appreciate my distancing away
'cause I cannot promise you in my heart you will not stay
Now it was as if everything will only be a memory of you and me
With you being my most beautiful nightmare that could ever be.
Sep 12, 2015
Sep 12, 2015 at 2:21 AM UTC
I've been lying to myself all this time
All this time because I know you'll never be mine
This deceitful face in front of you I use
Feeding you with bunch of lies, I couldn't take if you I had to lose
Those three words I would always tell you everyday
Is the only truthful thing despite those lies just so you'd stay
I'm sorry, I promised myself, I wouldn't fall, I couldn't fall
I wouldn't fall for you, I can never break between us this unbreakable wall
Whenever you're gone, there would always be an empty feeling within me
But whenever you're here right beside me, Oh how my heart would warm up when you're the one I see
How easy for you, it would take no effort to make me smile
In return, I'd always be there for you even if I had to run a thousand miles
I just really hope that this deceitful face would never reveal
Would never reveal what my heart's been trying to conceal
I just can't help it no matter how hard I try to hide
I keep on falling for you but I can't because you'd leave my side
Please don't leave me when that time would arrive
When I was heartbroken and dead, you were the only one who kept me alive
Through bliss and sorrow, you were always there
But I'm forbidden to fall for you, life is so unfair
Though I know that this love will never be mutual
I still fall for you anyway, stupid heart of mine as usual
My face is a good liar, it deceives you and hinders my heart from trying
But if you ask me if I really love you and I tell you I don't, then again I'd be lying
Sep 12, 2015
Sep 12, 2015 at 2:20 AM UTC