Along the path I have taken
Flowers and thorns had welcomed me
It’s not an easy road ahead of us all
To the day I finally reach its end.
On that day, I’ll lose one of my abilities
The constant reassurance, a necessity
As I lower my gaze from the horizon
A certain light enters my line of vision.
That’s what I think whatever will happen to me
On the day I reach my final destiny
Not that I full on anticipate such thing
But I can’t help but wonder about this upcoming finale.
Mar 8, 2019
Mar 8, 2019 at 7:49 PM UTC
I’ve heard different people
Singing the same song
But in different tone
And giving off their own.
I’ve read different stories
Beginning the same way
Yet it all ends oddly
In their own special way.
I’ve seen different lives
All ending in similar ways
But with different reasons
And peculiar outcomes.
May 30, 2018
May 30, 2018 at 6:18 AM UTC
Anxiety *****
It sings a familiar tune
Everytime you hear it
But different lyrics
With original conflict
That a writer can either drown in
Or rise up.
Apr 30, 2018
Apr 30, 2018 at 9:02 AM UTC
What other kind of creature could divide
Each different thing into its different sides
With chaos versus order, dark and light
The stark duality of wrong and right
We even split the very world in two
With human versus human, we and you
But still no matter how much we divide
Each thing has infinitely many sides
Feb 24, 2018
Feb 24, 2018 at 8:20 PM UTC
Stop playing with my feelings
And getting my hopes oh so high
That I'll think you're still liking
And I'll just be too shy.
I question the universe's decision,
I have made fantasies and renditions,
But nothing compares to those small sparks
Whenever I talk with you during the day's dark.
And whenever we hear teases
Of all the jokes and praises
To the times you actually cared
Also, to when you were unfair.
I wouldn't admit I still wish
Granting me the want I crave.
And with one swish,
He is all I have....
To take.
But you wouldn't know why
Mr. He of all high
And I just want you to know
That even if we're not alone
I'd still know whenever you're not okay
And I'll always be there anyway.
Thanks for being a friend for more than a year
Even if I wish we could be more than just cheers.
Feb 23, 2018
Feb 23, 2018 at 7:04 AM UTC
I feel the thorns piercing
Like my heart trying to be free from the grip
And my mind pounding yelling it to stop
But it remained unanswered, unrecognized.
Not a single thought of doubt has escaped
All imprisoned in my mind
Played by my neurons on repeat
Until even my own my mind is sick of me.
The screams are getting louder
At the back of my head, no silence
It rings until I go deaf
Until I go beyond just simple self-doubt.
Jan 17, 2018
Jan 17, 2018 at 5:22 AM UTC
My heart is breaking,
But at the same it's not
I'm so confuse on what's happening
I wish I should've known this would come.
I didn't notice the glances you made
Maybe I was too busy daydreaming to see.
The poems you've created,
Suprisingly were all for me.
It's sad to know we could've had something
But none of us made a move
And it breaks my heart
That I'm the only one who remained in love with you.
Jan 4, 2018
Jan 4, 2018 at 8:07 AM UTC
I wish I could turn back time,
Don't most of us do?
To repeat the moments,
I have treasured with you.
I wish I could restart the year,
And then let our meetings be longer,
Time sluggishly moving for us,
As we slowly turn into friends.
I wish I could erase some moments,
So I could do more with positivity,
To embrace our happy memories
And delete all the miseries.
I wish I could rewrite the stars,
To the days that I completely adore,
To the times with you that I cherish,
I wish you knew how much I like you.
Dec 28, 2017
Dec 28, 2017 at 9:05 AM UTC
What do we normally see
In this world full of misery
What do we regularly speculate
In this place full of hate?
In the eye of a beholder,
We see different things,
Wonder a lot further
And daydreams full of flings.
Nov 26, 2017
Nov 26, 2017 at 12:55 AM UTC
Lights won't guide me home
Because where is my home?
It's somewhere else, I can tell
But I can't find it well.
It's not a structure or a foundation,
It's not when I'm with my friends
Since they have other friends to go to
And they have other squads too.
It's not with my family,
Sure I treasure them dearly
But sometimes I feel out of place
With my sister's familiar face.
It's not when I'm alone
Dancing with my thoughts
Playing tag with my insecurities
And Jumping jacks with my anxiety.
So where is my home?
Is it anywhere near me, would you tell?
Oct 23, 2017
Oct 23, 2017 at 7:06 AM UTC