born different
it feels like a curse
when you make
'different'
rhyme with
'worse'
when nothing that I am or do
could ever be enough for you
expectations
list of demands
you get so angry when
I can't
I see your limitations
yes
I am the one who understands
May 2
May 2, 2026 at 12:17 AM UTC
welcome back
welcome home
back to where
we all belong
our world
our home
alone in black
how does it feel
to come back to that
Apr 10
Apr 10, 2026 at 11:57 PM UTC
Everywhere I go
Try to find my place
Try to find one place
Where I belong
There must be somewhere
I can find a space
I can find one space
Where I can be safe
Every day I try
Try to earn my place
Try to earn my space
Find what I can trade
Try to hide my needs
Trade my needs away
I can only cry
Where I hide my face
I can only hide
Where I have a space
Where I have a place
That they cannot find
What I am inside
What I learned to hide
When they cannot face
What they cannot place
Try to find my place
I can't seem to find
Could it be
This place is a state of mind
I will take my strength
I will build a place
I will build a space
Where I belong
Mar 24
Mar 24, 2026 at 7:57 PM UTC
You might not understand
Why I'm so caught up
In doubt
Just
Having an existential crisis
Because I can't control outcomes
How can I take ethical actions
If I can't predict the whole
Chain reaction
I am afraid
To take a step
Because I can't choose
What happens next
I can't protect
The ones I love
I think that's what
I'm most afraid of
Mar 12
Mar 12, 2026 at 5:44 PM UTC
I tell the truth
I wish that were
enough to make
people believe
even with all my
evidence
people would rather
be deceived
by someone who
is more persuasive
someone who can
make them feel
when I can only
make them know
when I have only
what is real
as if we cared
about the truth
as if that were
what matters
when I know
people are animals
I shouldn't have
expected better
I just need to learn
to play their game
to dance their little dance
and talk their way
and maybe they
will give the truth
another chance
Feb 23
Feb 23, 2026 at 9:40 PM UTC
I put a filter on myself
I see the good in me
I bet that you could sell that
For a million bucks
To those
Who give too many *****
But that would undercut
Too many industries
Jan 29
Jan 29, 2026 at 3:26 PM UTC
maybe I could say
what you want to hear
maybe in hope
maybe in fear
maybe I could write
what you want to read
maybe in word
maybe in deed
tell me how to be
to move
I'll change myself
for your approval
or
I'll say
**** the sunk cost
if you don't like me
it's your loss
Jan 3
Jan 3, 2026 at 5:55 PM UTC
I am outcast
I am reject
I am scary
I'm a freak
empty screaming
in the darkness
till I taught myself
to speak
I am *****
I am freaky
I am hungry
I get high
I am ugly
I am hateful
**** you
look me in the eye
I have courage
I am powerful
see me
give me a name
I'm not like you
I am part of you
I get off on your
shame
even now
you sit and censor
try to fit me in your hand
how much courage
would it take
for you to
see me as I am
Dec 29, 2025
Dec 29, 2025 at 8:01 AM UTC
nothing is isolated
everything is symmetry
every particle is a wave
of probability
every leaf is the tree
every drop of water is the sea
to exist is to be
inextricably
interwoven
into everything
intricately
intimately
entangled
Oct 10, 2025
Oct 10, 2025 at 4:28 PM UTC
existence
everything
is the expression
of the essence
of what is
is it transcendent?
no one knows
we know
it is what is
and it is within
everything
in all of its expressions
not one aspect
not one fragment
not one fraction
the whole fractal
light and shadow
time and energy
and all their interactions
every action
is a fraction
of a causal chain
of infinite reactions
everything that we
look forward to
and back on
and react to
is all stacked up
like the turtles
the world stands on the back of
and in the space
between the vectors
there's a shape
there's a shadow
there's a force
there's a field
there's a push
there's a pull
there's a presence
there's a pattern
in the echoes
of the echoes
of the echoes
every echo
is another event
to reflect on
and the essence
of that presence
is reflected
into everything
in synergy
with the heavens
waves in the energy
woven together
and the void
and the silence
and the senselessness
and the violence
are no less
an expression
of that essence
Sep 25, 2025
Sep 25, 2025 at 9:59 PM UTC