Maybe someday we'll be together,
when you're mine I know I'll sleep better.
It may be difficult, the challenge we face,
but we're okay because of God's grace.
We'll keep fighting, we'll smile not frown,
the world is against us but we won't back down.
Lately I can't separate fiction from fact,
how will I walk away with my pride intact?
Faking a smile is my personal victory,
but my delusive manner still makes me a mystery.
I'm sorry if I'm frustrating and confused,
I'm not quick to trust, I've been too abused.
The timing is off, we're not in our right minds,
but there's something in you I never thought I'd find.
I know right now we're stuck in stormy weather,
so sleep, and maybe someday we'll be together.
Jun 21, 2012
Jun 21, 2012 at 1:19 AM UTC
There is a change in the way you speak to me,
There is a change in your touch.
I am used to your different moods,
But it has never hurt this much.
There is a change in the way you walk,
You no longer call my name.
Someone has taken over your mind,
Leaving me in pain.
I just want the other you back,
The one that I used to know.
I think I know what’s coming,
But I can’t stand letting you go.
Please show me you’re the same,
It’s something that I need.
I don’t think that we can be fixed,
You’re just too different to me.
Jun 19, 2012
Jun 19, 2012 at 2:37 AM UTC
The water is getting higher,
it surrounds me on all sides.
I'm panicking,
I'm looking but there's no way out.
It's climbing fast, over my ears and over my head,
I think the worst is over but it's only begun.
I'm not drowning,
but sinking.
I can still feel everything,
the pain didn't vanish.
Lord, if this is my punishment just let me die,
I don't want to burn anymore.
The worst part is feeling so numb,
but still feeling everything.
Jun 19, 2012
Jun 19, 2012 at 1:08 AM UTC
Sometimes I see you,
A face in the crowd.
Walking through my dreams,
Calling out loud.
Sometimes I forget,
You have gone away.
I wake in the sunshine,
To a cold lonely day.
Sometimes I hold you,
But only in my dreams.
I wake up and you're gone,
just like the moon beams.
Sometimes I follow,
Down the rainy way.
Following your footsteps,
they never go away.
Sometimes I hear you,
Laughing down the hall.
But I know I can't see you,
You're not there at all.
Sometimes I hold you,
Kiss your sleeping head.
it hurts to remember,
cause it feels like you're dead.
Jun 18, 2012
Jun 18, 2012 at 8:18 PM UTC
Being alone again makes it hurt,
people whisper that it could be worse.
I cannot focus on more than one thing,
my mind says I'm healthy but it stings.
There I go, breaking myself down,
it's no wonder nobody sticks around.
There's a simple comfort, "Last time I was bigger,"
There are things I can't avoid,
and everything is a trigger.
You can't catch lightning,
and it's dangerous to try.
But if I almost die from it,
maybe it can change my wicked mind.
Jun 18, 2012
Jun 18, 2012 at 3:42 AM UTC
It hurts to have no one to run to,
it hurts to have no one to care.
It hurts to have no one to share my pain,
when my dreams disappear in thin air.
The weight of the pain piling up on my back,
it leaves me to wonder "what does my life lack?"
Someone like you, someone to be my friend,
someone to trust to be there til the end.
Someone to comfort me when I mourn,
it hurts as bad as the ***** from a thorn.
I want you now and I want you forever,
I want you to be here and leave my side never.
Jun 18, 2012
Jun 18, 2012 at 2:46 AM UTC
Dio, sono ovunque,
Mi stupisce la bellezza di questo mondo.
Riempire di me, Dio.
Bisogno di te ora e per sempre.
Tua grazia mi lascia senza parole.
Jun 18, 2012
Jun 18, 2012 at 2:38 AM UTC
I waited until I knew she was gone,
the whole time checking behind me.
I went up the stairs in silence,
I knew she'd let me be.
I got to the top and there it was,
the horrible bathroom door.
I went inside and locked it,
and then sank down to the floor.
I turned on the water,
I knew it would drown out the sound.
Sticking my finger down my throat,
my head was spinning around.
I held onto the seat,
then came the tears.
I looked at who I'd become,
someone that I feared.
I felt like such a failure,
tears streamed down my face.
I'd disappeared slowly,
and I was gone without a trace.
I'd wished for help all the time,
but what was I to do?
I was the one that had made this choice,
it was this I'd put myself through.
I flushed my sorrows down,
and turned to face the sink.
I grabbed the bottle of mouthwash,
and took a shameful drink.
My mom knocked at the door,
my heart began to race.
I turned the water back on,
and started to wash my face.
"I'm busy right now" I started to say,
I knew she wouldn't ask why.
I told her I was taking my makeup off,
hoping she'd believed my lie.
I finally came out,
I was weak and tired and ready to sleep.
I wanted to hide my secret from the world,
bury it really deep.
I got in my bed,
and turned off the light.
I closed my eyes,
and tried to sleep through the night.
The next day came again,
I finally was awake.
I put on another smile,
the one I had to fake.
The day went well,
until I locked the bathroom door.
Where once again like always,
I would sink to the bathroom floor.
Jun 18, 2012
Jun 18, 2012 at 1:49 AM UTC
A fragile Cinderella sitting in her castle,
she hides from the sunny skies.
She yearns to break free from her prison,
she looks out with her sad, green eyes.
The only people in her life,
all they do is feed her lies.
Though when she closes her door,
they pretend not to hear her cries.
"You are unloved, you are unwanted,"
they constantly whisper in her ear.
She has no choice, she has to listen,
as they tell her how to act and what to fear.
A fragile Cinderella sitting in her castle,
they all tell her she's bad luck.
She wants to scream and run away,
but there's nowhere to go, she's stuck.
She drifts off into daydreams,
floating to the clouds above.
A glimmer of hope from the stories she hears,
at least in Heaven they'll show her love.
Her family doesn't listen to her goals,
they try to map out her fate.
She's done everything she can,
but she cannot break through the hate.
However, life is better outside these walls,
it is not as bad as it seems.
For when she finally gets out of her castle,
she finally realizes her dreams.
For once in her life she feels happy,
her heart doesn't feel so hollow.
When she gets away from the judging eyes,
she knows the right path to follow.
This fragile Cinderella knows her worth,
not another tear will fall.
As of now, she controls her life,
she is learning to stand tall.
The people may not listen,
they'll tell her that she's ******
She'll just nod along in silence,
but in her heart she knows where she stands.
She knows who she is inside,
she's ready to take this risky move.
From this day on she is living for herself,
to her friends and family she has nothing to prove.
A fragile Cinderella sitting in her castle,
she chooses not to speak out.
Loneliness may surround her,
but her heart is free of doubt.
Jun 18, 2012
Jun 18, 2012 at 1:24 AM UTC
The sight of you releases butterflies inside of me.
Your eyes, deep and endless, call to me, lure me in.
Mesmerizing, hypnotizing, like a dream, like a fantasy.
Your voice is like velvet, every word you say is a symphony.
Your touch sends a tingling shock through my body.
I melt, your fingertips touching mine.
It's hard to control the feelings inside of me, a sensation like nothing I've ever felt.
Strong and unchanging, you're so close, your sweet aroma filling my head.
Your arms are like my lullaby, soothing my soul.
Hold me, don't let me go, stay in this moment.
Your kiss is a drug, and I'm helplessly addicted.
It's hard to breathe, I can't even speak.
Restless thoughts, and my knees go weak.
Jun 18, 2012
Jun 18, 2012 at 1:13 AM UTC