I had always prided myself on my strength
The fact that I survived multiple abuses
And still didn't break
I told you about it all
The beatings I received
The ****
And the hopelessness I felt everyday
You promised me sanctuary and I was cautious at first
You gained my trust
And quenched my love thirst
You made me feel safe
As you slowly burrowed into my soul
The manipulation, like a slow acting poison
Rotted me from the inside out
And by the time it was obvious
I was already under your control
And already falling down
I always prided myself on getting right back up
But your hold on me and abuse
Was such a mind ****
And I'm stuck
Even after I broke free from you
The roots of your control were still buried in my soul
And to this day, you make me the weakest
And you make every ray of sunshine the bleakest
I'm so paranoid
And so confused
I mix up pure love
For someone trying to abuse
And I'm trapped here
Forever pretending to be the same old me
So strong and so brave
But my unbreakable heart is starting to cave
Mar 4, 2016
Mar 4, 2016 at 1:36 PM UTC
Its as cold as ice and hard as stone; no positive emotions are radiating off of it.
The edges are sharp like a razor, ready to cut anything that comes it’s way.
When the light tries to shine over it, a darker shadow castes under it.
The shadow is so dark that people get blinded in the darkness.
You can feel the hatred and lust for vengeance from just looking its way.
When you turn around a soft voice tempts you to look back at it.
And when you do, everything goes black.
Just like her heart
Jan 29, 2016
Jan 29, 2016 at 1:32 PM UTC
Tell me, can you still break a heart once it stops beating?
Jan 28, 2016
Jan 28, 2016 at 1:42 PM UTC
Write a man a poem he will feel appreciated and flattered
Write a boy a poem and he will shut you down and leave you tattered
Tell a man you love him, he'll say it back with truth
Tell a boy you love him, he'll use it as a gateway to rip off your clothes
Show a man affection, He'll respect you forever
Show a boy affection and to him it will never matter
Spend your money on a man, oh wait a man doesn't want you to do that
However a boy will strip you of everything you've ever had
The difference between a man and a boy is a great one indeed
A man will cherish you forever
While a boy will take what he wants and then leave
Jan 28, 2016
Jan 28, 2016 at 1:42 PM UTC
a sweet uncertain
future awaits
us all my friend
please
teach me
to forgive my
yesterdays
oh the pain
oh the pain
yet again
yet again
teach me
to forgive
dear friend
Jan 28, 2016
Jan 28, 2016 at 1:30 PM UTC
But, this is the part where you are supposed to wrap me in your arms and tell me you love me.
But you don’t, you push me away, yell at me and curse my name.
I always thought you were mr. perfect, but i guess things aren't always as they seem.
I believed in you, but you cut me down like an overgrown ****
But you don’t, you push me away, yell at me and curse my name.
I watch you anger face grow red and contorted with rage.
I believed in you, but you cut me down like an overgrown ****
You gave me the idea you would never hurt me, but i guess that was another one of your many lies.
I watch you anger face grow red and contorted with rage.
Your voice rises and i cower down to the flow, putting my hands over my ears.
You gave me the idea you would never hurt me, but i guess that was another one of your many lies.
The whole relationship was a lie, everything you said, everything you did.
Your voice rises and i cower down to the flow, putting my hands over my ears.
I always thought you were mr. perfect, but i guess things aren't always as they seem.
The whole relationship was a lie, everything you said, everything you did.
But, this is the part where you are supposed to wrap me in your arms and tell me you love me.
Jan 28, 2016
Jan 28, 2016 at 12:18 PM UTC
By the hand of my lover I was taken
He raised the gun and fired three shots into the darkness
I watched in horror as he stepped closer to me
I was afraid to look into his eyes
All I could seen was a monster in front of me
A monster I once loved only moments before
Raising his dirt stained hand he fired once more
The shining glimmer of the lightning fast bullet
My once white dress now stained crimson
The hole is my heart that would never be fixed
These were my final breaths
This was my end
Gazing into my monster’s eyes a tear slipped out
A red tear that showed so much thought
My monster’s eyes watered to
With the same red tears
Jan 28, 2016
Jan 28, 2016 at 12:16 PM UTC
And just like that, you left him.
With no thought to how it would effect him.
How selfish of you, how vain.
This is why no one will ever love a broken girl like you.
With no thought to ow it would effect him.
He did so much for you, sacrificed himself for you.
This is why no one will ever love a broken girl like you.
You’re cruel like everyone else, you lack empathy and a heart.
He did so much for you, sacrificed himself for you.
That boy threw away his own family for you.
You’re cruel like everyone else, you lack empathy and a heart.
He cried over you for nights on end, because you wouldn’t smile for him.
That boy threw away his own family for you.
How selfish of you, how vain.
He cried over you for nights on end, because you wouldn’t smile for him.
And just like that, you left him.
Jan 28, 2016
Jan 28, 2016 at 12:15 PM UTC