My princess charming
My smile keeper
My down when I am up
My controller when I am out of control
My calmer when I get insane
I see you wish to shield me
You can't
because what you want to protect me from
is within
I sit and look at you
Your hopelessness bits me on my ***
I see you can not, not get worried
Your powerful love can't even win this over
You are sweet... as I look at you, while trying to help
While trying to figure this out
While trying to get to the bottom of it
Don't you see though
There isn't even bottom about it
I don't even know myself if it is
down
Shapeless
Oval
I don't know, yet it is within me
Complicated you say
I know hey
I don't want you getting involved but
By loving me mean you are involved
Like it or not you are introduced to this
That is the perks that comes with my love
I am stuck with it, you you my beloved
You are not obliged to
To be stuck with it too
You have a choice
You go or stay
Let me warn you
If you choose stay
Well buckle up this ride with me
Is too bumpy
I hope you ready
But I say it again, you are not obliged
As the ride get too much
You may get off
But because you delayed
You might get off with more than scarce
Sorry about that but I warned you
I did ☺
Oct 30, 2018
Oct 30, 2018 at 4:49 PM UTC
I met my princess charming
How amazing to love and to be loved
Was it ever love?
If it was love or not I guess I will never know
She brought with her happiness
She brought with her hope
She brought with her a change to
A chance to experience yet again life
It has been long since I felt what I felt
With her I felt it or I thought I felt it
The moments lived with a chance of
A chance of happiness was life
I thank God for you and the time
The time we were given
Given life to experience and live
I will forever cherish us
I am greatful for what it was
No regret what so ever
This was thee greatest distraction the
Distraction to my nun so existing
Nun existing life
Now.... now you drifting away
You parting with all you brought
The happiness
Hope
Life
Thank you
Bye
Oct 5, 2018
Oct 5, 2018 at 7:40 AM UTC
music, songs soothes hearts
songs calms and songs heals
I am listening
all is as
possible
pleasant
and pure
I am stepping up
I am letting go
the rhythm allows me to
courage is gathered
and music picked me up
I am healing
I am smiling
I am growing
Oh! I love music
I took charge
It feels amazing
when this song reach my ears
in early hours of the morning
my soul dances and moves
my ears hears and my lips sings along
yet my eyes are shut closed
I touched the finish line with the tip of my figures
I can feel all settles with my tongue
And i felt free
I am free
Nov 14, 2017
Nov 14, 2017 at 2:50 AM UTC
Love is spiritual
Loves has no gender preference
It sees no human’s colour, race no shape
Love has no eyes
Love develops in the midst of
Respect
Kindness
Caring
Trusting
Believing
Most of all when eyes are
But closed and souls are opened
Love is drown in by the soul a person has
Love develops deep within
Love know nor society values
Love plays its own beats
But human being created
But huge walls around them
This prevent souls to connect
Gender preferences prevents love
Race of a being prevents love
Colour of our skins prevents love
Hell yet shape of a human body prevents love
Why did we become like this
When did we become like this
Can you feel that?
That is my soul connecting with yours
How will we be happy if the society deems it
But not acceptable
Why can’t we let love rules?
This will make this sick world be
But the better place for all
Only if we allow love to be LOVE
Oct 25, 2017
Oct 25, 2017 at 9:40 AM UTC
No one can see this
No one can feel this
No one understands
No one and not this body
But it has see it all
Tears
Emotions
Anger
Sadness
Most of all pain
Is it Pain....pain but
Not physical pain
Not emotional pain
Though it is so painful as i feel it
Skin
Veins
Blood
Gone all gone
they are all dead and buried
Inner being is visited but with emptiness
Time with you adds no pleasure
No memory to re-live by thought
Touches from you are not felt
Day night i long for the days when all lives
I didn't get time to say my good bye
I could have...
I could have asked then when will you return
There was no time for me and you
There was no time for me and you when you departed
I can not recall the last of you
All i could pick up was you no longer existed in me
Only in the head i live
But that is not enough because
Because the head recalls
no caressing
no butterflies
no assurance of embrace
Day night i live
emptiness is ruling within me
Oct 17, 2017
Oct 17, 2017 at 9:22 AM UTC
You hide yourself in us so beautifully
No one notices that you are within us
You take over when 1 is feeling sad
also when one is very happy
I sit in my comfortable corner and wonder
What is your aim....
It is to be recognised, acknowledged and accepted
And if this above mentioned are done
Will you stop your ways of increasing the pressure
You get me thinking hard without any lead
Without anylead to your aim
I must say I think your main aim is to destroy lives
Is to end lives
Your way of winning is a corpse in a grave
That is your accomplishment
I know you... i know you on a personal point of view
You take over a life
A life that end in loosing interest in life all together
1 becomes new to themselves
1 thrives to find new ways to be happy in life but not too happy you(depreciation) don't aprove
It annoyes and irritates me the fact that you want more
You want more than you take/took
You specifically want a life
You want once precious life
I don't think I will allow you to do that
No I refuse to let it be
You taking over 1ns being and their life
No you cannot
Accepting you in us might be the only
The only weapon will use to defeat you
So I think
Sep 11, 2017
Sep 11, 2017 at 1:03 PM UTC
This pain comes in different forms
This pain makes sure that it is stronger than the last time
This pain want to leave a mark always
Its strokes devastates me
This leaves me vulnerable
This leaves me confused
My weakness is not physically nor mentally
But weak internally
This makes me not see a will to can
A will to break through
A will to fight
A will to calm and use my brain
This pain blocks all the possible ways to can
Pain you are painful
You are heavy
You a monster
Yes you are and I am scared of you
I am scared that you will visit me and I wouldn’t be able to can
I am scared of you because you possess me
You destroy me
You take control and my being stops
My being stops and honour you
I am scared of you that one day you might just win me
Aug 23, 2017
Aug 23, 2017 at 4:08 AM UTC
You didn’t even knock
You stormed in like you own it
To my surprised this is not a visit
You have settled already
To my shock
This looks permanent
I gave you notice
You ignored it
I used all the powers known to evacuate you
Boy that was just waste of time and resources
I had to try, I believed you are here temporary
I never wanted to share my space
Not with you anyway
You are heavy, unpleasant
Uncomfortable when you are around
you do not even utter a word
yet your actions are felt
ignoring you is like trying to sleep with eyes opened
you are impossible
I can understand why you decided to settle
That is because no one wants you
Just a blink of an eye and you stormed in
I am stuck with you
I have accepted you
But i cannot get used to you
It’s a year now
I hope and pray that
You can be attracted to a corpse
And settle there forever
Because no soul deserves
Your presence
You make one feel like a walking dead
Your presence *****
Jul 6, 2017
Jul 6, 2017 at 9:41 AM UTC
I let you get aways with things
That is because my eyes has
My vision has favoured you
It chose you my fit buddy
Hours pass without word from you
How does this feel
it doesn't feel good or bad
My eyes lingeres to see
My digital longs to get signal
The signal from you
Do you see what you have done
Do you realise what you have done
Can you measure what you have done
Can you tell what you have done
Yes I said it
It feels not but in the head
It feels good when my digital
Connects you
It connects you to me
And my eyes sees
Sees what they long lingered for
You are my buddy buddy
You said so yourself
I don't know what future holds
What it holds for us buddies
But the current makes my eyes
My eyes continues lingering
Lingeres for my digital to connect
Yes to connect us
Jun 17, 2017
Jun 17, 2017 at 3:06 PM UTC
Was I created by the same God
That created this beautiful creature?
I asked myself.
If she is a living being,
What does that make me?
I asked myself.
Her angelic features, substituted all
The perfect and precious pictures in my mind.
For a brief moment I thought
I was healed from being blind.
Touching her hips,
felt like kissing
Her juicy lips…
Her figures makes a
dumb person to
Shout “Jesus”
And I call them
“the figures of speech”
I call her buhle…
Her glittering eyes simulates the
Reflection of the sun in the
Skies and seas.
She is the most precious stone
In the entire galaxy.
And i call her buhle…
Yena muhle shame
Maaka a dirang
Her nose so sharp like it could
Scratch my brown skin when
We kiss and leave a lovely scar
Right next to my chin.
I could tell by just a sniff
She is heading my way when
She is still afar…
Her teeth so white as snow…
She makes me rush when I am slow…
Steering at her,
Feels like watching my favourite show…
For a matter of fact,
She is my favourite show…
I do not call her like they do
They call her…
Sweet lom’khuhlane
Some call her…
Seponono sa dikoti marameng
Mmago ditshaba, moferehla moikutlo.
Ke ra yena mma kgosi wa bokone
Bophirima legaeng la maswi le mamapo
A dinosi
The mother of all heavens on earth
But I call her Buhle
May 31, 2017
May 31, 2017 at 2:33 AM UTC