Dear lover
I regret to inform you that I cannot refer to you as my lover any longer.
Not for lack of wanting, but for lack of love
See, two people can be together without love
Two people start out without love and may progress into it
But that was never going to be the case for us.
I cannot refer to you as my lover because we are not lovers;
We may have *** but we do not make love
Because to make love you need to have love
Have the intention for love.
Love making makes love and love allows for love making.
Dear lover
I've realised now that you were never going to love me.
It was never in your intentions to love me
Nor to make love to me;
I can't even remember an instance when you called me lover.
Perhaps the name was implanted within me because I had the intention of love
I was ready for your love and love making
But you didn't want to write me any letters.
Dear lover
I regret to inform you that your lack of letters has meant I was unaware of your lack of intentions
And I fear I may have fallen
And might want to call you my lover forever
Signed, a lover of non existent letters.
Aug 31, 2015
Aug 31, 2015 at 5:56 AM UTC
I can't believe I used to see you bare and fear what I saw there
Aug 31, 2015
Aug 31, 2015 at 5:47 AM UTC
Not everyone
can be a star
That shines bright
even from a far
But even a star
needs darkness
For its light
to shine brightest
Aug 31, 2015
Aug 31, 2015 at 5:45 AM UTC
I discovered a new part of me.
A part that loved mornings
and that found beauty in my surroundings.
A part that enjoyed watching sunsets
and romanticizing a simple stroll through the park.
A part that believed in positivity
and finding the good in everyone.
But that part of me is no longer here.
It disappeared around the same time you did.
All I could think of is getting you back,
of getting that part of me back from you,
so I could be complete again.
Until I realized you did not take that part with you,
you did not take anything.
That part of me was hidden,
because you taught me how to love everything,
but myself.
Four years later and I realize
I have nothing to thank you for.
I found myself with you, and found myself again without you.
In the end, you made no difference.
You were not and never will be essential to my life,
for I do not only love mornings and my surroundings anymore,
I now love myself
Aug 31, 2015
Aug 31, 2015 at 5:45 AM UTC
our sick minds, they get no sympathy.
you can get caught in the civil war
your mind wages against itself and
emerge victorious night after night,
who cares, no one's looking,
you're not supposed to show off.
but cry for three days straight
and *everybody loses their ****
i don't want to have this sick mind,
i didn't ask for this sick life,
i'd rather take it all and sell it
to the devil.
Aug 31, 2015
Aug 31, 2015 at 5:42 AM UTC
Let's steal my father's car
even though I don't have my license yet
even though you're not allowed to drive in this country.
Let's run away to a place
where your parents aren't fighting
where your mother is healthy
where my family isn't toxic
where I'm not burdened with crushing responsibilities.
Let's roam endlessly under the stars
with only the moon to keep us company;
let's escape to a place
where the cops won't pull us over
where only you and I will matter;
let's escape to a time
when you and I can happen.
Let's drive away to a place
where our laughter will resonate
for miles around;
where your face will bathe in starlight;
where we can be the only lovers left alive in the galaxy;
where your soft lips can touch mine again;
where your fingers can draw patterns all over my skin
with invisible paint;
where we can fight until we make out:
your lips
my hips
your hands
my hands;
let's run away to a place
where nothing else matters;
to a time
when we can forget about the world.
Let's escape and paint the world anew
in screaming color,
in bright lights,
in loud sounds;
let's leave all fears behind
because you've been hurt
and I've been hurt
but I've had enough of being wary,
I've had enough of guarding myself.
Let's steal my father's car
and run away together
to a time and place
when and where together exists.
I'm sick and tired of this pride,
Of building walls around us,
I don't believe in
amori vincit omnia
but maybe I can warm your heart up
and you can stitch my scars up
and maybe this will be enough.
Aug 31, 2015
Aug 31, 2015 at 5:40 AM UTC
His innocent eyes full of questions
looking my face, shaking his voice
Worried about the future and fare of losing
Asked me a question
You are cold as a rain and
I am hot as a sun
Can we be happy together?
I hold his hand, making him secure
Looking at outside
Making him smile
See its raining and sun is shining
Together they make beautiful rainbow
And believe me dear its perfect
I close my eyes, He Kissed my lips
We are together and its perfect
:)
Aug 31, 2015
Aug 31, 2015 at 5:39 AM UTC
Don't worry I am not feeling miserable this time
Of course you prevail for making your arrogance
You shouldn't worry as it won’t hurt me
Yeah you got me right; I don’t have pain in my heart
No weeps can take my grief this time
You throw wind for me, but that won’t blow me now
I am not a trivial and frail as before
Yeah You are correct; I am now tough this time
Aug 31, 2015
Aug 31, 2015 at 5:39 AM UTC
If I have to describe
the love
in one word,
I will use
your name
for that !!!
Aug 31, 2015
Aug 31, 2015 at 5:39 AM UTC
I cant close my eyes
except the night
You hold me tight
Aug 31, 2015
Aug 31, 2015 at 5:39 AM UTC