Dear lover
I regret to inform you that I cannot refer to you as my lover any longer.
Not for lack of wanting, but for lack of love
See, two people can be together without love
Two people start out without love and may progress into it
But that was never going to be the case for us.
I cannot refer to you as my lover because we are not lovers;
We may have *** but we do not make love
Because to make love you need to have love
Have the intention for love.
Love making makes love and love allows for love making.
Dear lover
I've realised now that you were never going to love me.
It was never in your intentions to love me
Nor to make love to me;
I can't even remember an instance when you called me lover.
Perhaps the name was implanted within me because I had the intention of love
I was ready for your love and love making
But you didn't want to write me any letters.
Dear lover
I regret to inform you that your lack of letters has meant I was unaware of your lack of intentions
And I fear I may have fallen
And might want to call you my lover forever
Signed, a lover of non existent letters.
Aug 31, 2015
Aug 31, 2015 at 5:45 AM UTC
Never fall for a musician
Because even once they're out of your life
Their songs will still get stuck in your head
And it will break you
Again
Jun 22, 2015
Jun 22, 2015 at 4:42 AM UTC
I made holes
Inside myself
Bigger than the holes
That you created
Inside me
Apr 27, 2015
Apr 27, 2015 at 6:12 AM UTC
Tonight, I write in blue
I write with a thick marker on thin paper
I press hard onto the page
And make the ink run;
Make it bleed beneath the cover
A stain
A bruise.
Tonight, I write in blue
When I normally write in red
I scrape my letters together
And force them into words
With sharp edges
Sharper tongue.
Tonight, you make me write in blue.
You make me blue
When we used to be red.
Apr 23, 2015
Apr 23, 2015 at 11:45 PM UTC
Palm of hand touching hair touching cheek touching
you for the first time
Lend me your hips like
a sweet favor
I will teach this body rhythm and
the music of us will echo into
the bricked walls, syncing together melodies of
contact, electrical wire sparking in this blood, your
heart beating its way out of chest,
the softness, a catalyst for fire, I almost
swear I can hear the air particles kissing,
speaking, they are singing,
closer, closer
"gravity, is working against me"
the dark means nothing without
a glow under covers and
wrinkled sheets holding us eager, silent learning,
don't let go just yet,
we are falling,
falling
further into each other,
"just keep me where the light is."
Apr 19, 2015
Apr 19, 2015 at 9:22 PM UTC
I want you to love me like sand.
I want you to find me in your pockets
A week after you've been to the beach.
I want to fill your hourglass
And pour myself out
To count our time apart.
I want you to build castles
From my shattered pieces;
To build a temple
From this ruined frame.
I want you to make me hotter than I've ever been;
To touch me with pressure so hard
I turn to glass.
I want you.
I want you.
I want you.
Mar 21, 2015
Mar 21, 2015 at 5:20 AM UTC
I see galaxies in your eyes
But I fear they’re made up of stars
Other stars
More stars
More than just me.
Mar 13, 2015
Mar 13, 2015 at 3:56 AM UTC
He traced maps
on my back
with the tips
of his fingers
as if I was
the whole world
Mar 2, 2015
Mar 2, 2015 at 9:14 AM UTC
Under the watchful gaze of two suns
I lean in to kiss your dry lips.
Technicolor fissures in Space -
hold onto me
every different lifetime
leads me back to you and comes
circle - The Earth
tips like the time
you spilled cardamom in the *** brownies
making love sour for a week
We made sense sometimes;
even in this parallel universe - where moons
kiss and galaxies weep -
We burned into the heart, moments inverse
and our souls steadied the pace.
Dripping stardust and covered in Love-
it's understood. We are never apart -
Always One.
But I bait my breath each time I'm born
letting go only - when I hold your hand
again.
Jan 18, 2015
Jan 18, 2015 at 5:56 AM UTC