It's either a whisper or an outburst
Either way it's done on purpose to make the target uncomfortable.
The target is better off not to hear any of those bullying comments,
although they hurt either way.
SHHHHH make sure she just gets our bullying point...
We're too smart to incriminate ourselves.
SNIDE & SHARP
BIG & SMALL
Those bricks pile higher and higher to build the target a big, strong invisible prison.
BE STRONG, DON'T SAY A WORD
SHUT YOUR EYES, YOUR MOUTH & SANITY OFF!!!
While the bullies dreaming the target can't sleep.
They collect the weak and meek or those who won't fight.
If you can't beat em' do you join 'em?
You know if you try to fight 'em you're bound to be next right?
It's wrong So wrong
So hurtful & damaging
ANXIETY, STRESS, PANIC & PUKE why not add some more to boot?
STROKES & SEIZURES, ULCERS & BOOZE...why are the good ones the ones who lose?
Is this how giving, caring & loving humans are treated?
Oh nooooo, not here....we preach respect then abuse it!
The bully is there no matter what, if you don't join them they lose their power! KNOW IT! LIVE IT! Don't take the cheap, easy & morally wrong road!
BOW, COW & FOLLOW OR
GROW UP, STAND UP, STEP UP & STICK UP!
Don't let anyone change who you are inside
Because from yourself you cannot hide!
Dec 9, 2015
Dec 9, 2015 at 11:48 AM UTC
So furry and snuggly but not too much...simply a touch
Are we gonna run run? Where are we going mum?
Can I follow you upstairs so I can get under your feet while you try to get ready? I'm so excited to get to the trees, the dirt, the slime of the bog of eternal stench. Please don't shower me off if I get too stinky by maybe rolling in a dead animal left in our sanctuary. I just want to run and chase the deer. I'll come back to you no matter what Mum cause I love you, you know exactly where and how hard to scratch my *** mum! You feed me too and give me that tasty orange stuff. I know when you're gonna give it to me cause I have memorized the sound of the package when you take it out of the fridge. Ok Ok I'm just so excited I can't concentrate on one thing. You tell me to go get my collar...I think I know what you mean. I'll go look for it. I found it, let's goooooooo mum. Spin spin spin around we're close to the door now so it's going to be soon. I know you want me to calm down mum but I just don't think I can! Oh wow , we're going out the door....
May 15, 2015
May 15, 2015 at 2:51 PM UTC
It's so lovely out here
I think I'd be okay if I never went inside again
All I'd need is paper and a pen
And maybe a little food
May 15, 2015
May 15, 2015 at 2:35 PM UTC
The truth is bleeding out of my pores
And yet the feelings are all bottled up inside
I fall out of my skin, disappearing out the back door
Losing my mind, struggling to find the best place to hide
Running laps around the sounds of my own screams
Trying to decide which dreams I should or should not believe
Thinking that my life is no more than it seems
And these struggles I have are sent by the devil to deceive
It works; the lies, the hate, the pain that I'm put through
It makes me break down and I get scared of the truth
But the suicidal thoughts in my mind all lead back to you
And the tears that stream down my cheeks burn like a fire
That's bigger than all the flames of rage from my youth
It hurts; it builds in my soul before it pours out my eyes
Becoming rivers that flood my life with disguises and lies
I don't know how to make it all fade away, to disappear
Because it's more than I can handle and I hate to admit it
But it fuels my spirit and awakens all my childhood fears
Chilling me to my core, causing me to give up, simply quit
How do I do that? How do I commit myself to suicide?
Is that what I really want? Is that truly what I need?
Do I believe that my life is only my choice to decide?
And if I hide in the corners of my mind, will I still bleed?
These are the things I ask myself every morning when I wake up
As I stare at all the sugar settled at the bottom of my coffee cup
Then the caffeine hits me and I finally start to think clearly
What was I thinking? There is no way in hell I'll ever give up
May 15, 2015
May 15, 2015 at 2:16 PM UTC
I don't know
If we're supposed to float along
On a gentle breeze
Or on a rolling ocean
With our minds at ease
Or if it's a little bit of both
And you just gotta believe
But I do know one thing
Whichever way that you choose
Life is never very easy
But when happiness is on the line
You have **nothing to lose **
May 15, 2015
May 15, 2015 at 2:13 PM UTC
I can only be whole
And actually be myself
Or
I can hide who I truly am
And I'll simply be broken
There's no inbetween
May 15, 2015
May 15, 2015 at 2:12 PM UTC
**I'm
Not
Afraid
Of
The
Dark...
I'm
Afraid
Of
What
Might
Be
Hiding
In
The
Dark**
May 15, 2015
May 15, 2015 at 2:11 PM UTC
If someone ever asked me
Why I liked the sky so much
I think I would tell them
Because I hate it here
And I’d rather be a cloud
That can go anywhere and everywhere
And see everything
And spill my emotions everywhere
Instead of just sitting in my room
Crying beneath my sheets
Because I hate it here
May 15, 2015
May 15, 2015 at 2:06 PM UTC
I am lost with you...
I find so many directions with you..
and never know which to choose...
I watch your eyes light up...
the smile that breaks across your face when you see me...
I'm lost here... lost with you in this time and space..
watching the light filter through the trees...
the tepid breeze that catches my hair...
I'm completely lost...
watching the grasshoppers frolic from brush to brush...
the crickets trilling in the trees...
pricking my hands on sandspurs...
I'm lost here in this place I know from memory...
Lost here with you....
always waiting for you...
E.J.M.
May 15, 2015
May 15, 2015 at 2:03 PM UTC