you see,
that’s the problem
with being the strong one
who always offers others
a hand
everyone thinks that you
don’t need a hand and
they think you have lots
of surplus energy and no
worries
(s.m)*
Feb 21, 2019
Feb 21, 2019 at 10:51 PM UTC
I was hoping I would not have to come back here,
typing these pieces. emotions flowing from the tips of my fingers. I am once again broken. I have been fixed before, this time may be irreparable. I can't express with words how it feels to be trapped in your brain, screaming for help. No one hearing your cries and no one feeling your pain.
Feb 21, 2019
Feb 21, 2019 at 10:47 PM UTC
When i hear our song;
my mouth and eyes water simultaneously,
because i want you so badly that it hurts but i know i can never have you again.
Mar 19, 2017
Mar 19, 2017 at 7:28 PM UTC
I can't count on my two hands how many suicide notes I've written.
Some of them were **** near perfect; yet,
They seemed so angry.
Somehow even on my mental death bed,
I was still rewriting this note as some sort of apology to my family and friend.
Some sort of apology I wish someone would've given to me.
The sort of apology that you don't ever second guess. I had to get it right.
Jan 23, 2017
Jan 23, 2017 at 11:01 PM UTC
I want you to know that you ******* killed me.
I want to hurt you like you hurt me.
I hate you but I don't think I have it in my heart to break you the way you broke me.
Jan 5, 2017
Jan 5, 2017 at 11:22 PM UTC
I've been there,
I've gotten the bottle of pills.
Ever since, I've been waiting.
I'm not scared of dying,
I'm scared of getting caught trying to.
Jan 4, 2017
Jan 4, 2017 at 12:08 AM UTC
I am no longer myself.
I left that poor girl on the shelf.
Everyone wonders why she left.
But when she explains they all seem deaf.
No longer can she express happiness.
These things that's taking over...
She has to let it do its job.
She has no one to run to anymore.
The people she thought she knew so well
Has left her in the dark.
They left her with her heart shattered
And her hands tied behind her back.
Jan 3, 2017
Jan 3, 2017 at 11:24 PM UTC
I just need someone to realize that I'm not okay.
I've tried to tell them that I'm drowning,
They all just claim that they've seen me swim.
Jan 3, 2017
Jan 3, 2017 at 11:22 PM UTC
I need someone,
I don't think I can do it for myself anymore.
Jan 3, 2017
Jan 3, 2017 at 11:18 PM UTC
I was never enough for you,
But now you're not enough for me.
Jan 3, 2017
Jan 3, 2017 at 3:02 AM UTC