a little less like an alarm,
a little more like being trapped in a burning building,
mistaking the fire for warmth,
mistaking the heat for passion,
mistaking the smoke for breathless bliss,
but things that promise light seldom go unheard,
and you aren't any different
Mar 22, 2017
Mar 22, 2017 at 6:28 PM UTC
How dare you.
How, DARE, you.
Try to talk to me...
as if you don't remember anything.
I trusted you back then
when I needed a friend,
you were nothing of the sort!
You were the opposite.
I try my best, I try really hard
to leave grudges in my past...
but I have a dreaded feeling
that this grudge for you, may last.
Pretending to be there for me,
patting my back so comfortingly.
When really all you were doing
was luring me in.
Down to last second.
Before I was faint,
I swear I remember
the smile on your face.
I can't stand it.
How easily you decided my fate.
How do ******* live with yourself?
You make me feel things I can't bare to say.
Mar 1, 2017
Mar 1, 2017 at 7:20 PM UTC
You gotta do it
There's no hiding it anymore.
But it doesn't make you weak.
It only shows just how strong you are.
You're not alone out there.
There are many like you.
There's no need to worry.
Just cry love
Feb 1, 2017
Feb 1, 2017 at 10:28 AM UTC
Such a sight for sore eyes
Your face just reminds me of a painting
A painting that was handle with such care
Such grace
Such passion
Its truly hard to explain why
Why I just feel like you belong to me only.
Jan 30, 2017
Jan 30, 2017 at 10:42 PM UTC
My head... My thoughts can no longer continue
** I'm afraid I must go**
Jan 13, 2017
Jan 13, 2017 at 11:38 PM UTC
It was killing me
To know
That I meant so little to you
But now
It's killing me
To know
That you know that I cared
Jan 12, 2017
Jan 12, 2017 at 12:23 AM UTC
I'm not a happy person.
Can't you see?
Its just not easy for me to be happy.
Why can't you seem to get that?
I try to tell you in every form of communication.
But still you don't get it!?
I don't know what else to say.
Do you not believe me?
Jan 12, 2017
Jan 12, 2017 at 12:19 AM UTC
I'm sorry for telling you my feelings.
I apologize for thinking you could handle me.
I'm sorry for thinking you understood me.
I'm sorry that I don't believe your words you speak.
All I can do now is say I'm sorry!
Because I believed you
I believed that you would truly love me.
I believed I wasn't your burden when I truly was.
I believed all the fake *** love notes.
I believed you wanted my soul, when you just wanted my body.
You saw me as only a prize horse to brag about to your friends.
But I still believed that you wouldn't give up on me.
I'm sorry I believed...
Jan 6, 2017
Jan 6, 2017 at 8:49 PM UTC
You are you.
You care about the little things;
About money and status,
About love and power.
You care about right now.
And about nothing more
But there is so much more to see.
Take a step back
Now you are human.
Your place in society is precious.
You, just as everyone else, are worth something .
You care about justice,
About the state of your world
And it hurts you
But you know you suffer less than others.
Take another step back
You are a body.
Your presence is replaceable and unfelt.
Your days are spent seeking pleasure and pain.
You live only to feel alive
Knowing that you’ll soon be dust blowing in the wind
And it makes you feel temporary
But you last longer than you know.
On your last step back
You are a soul.
You feel no pain nor pity- nothing at all
You live in sickly silent peace
As you float aimlessly through time.
You are a piece of the universe
Hoping that the clocks will stop some day
And you will be called to rest
But your piece in this universe will never die.
You are so much more than your shell.
You are the past, the present and the future
Embodied in a distracted human being.
You are every fibre of the universe that has created you.
You are eternal yet temporary
And it’s confusingly simple
But you won’t realize your worth unless you step back.
Jan 4, 2017
Jan 4, 2017 at 12:06 AM UTC
You ever have those days?
Where someone just seems to understand how upset you are?
They understand you need someone even for a split second?
They cover your ears just for that moment so you can't hear those demons.
They know that you just need some peace and tranquility even though it wont last long
My ray of sunshine
Jan 3, 2017
Jan 3, 2017 at 11:10 PM UTC