I'm drawing a blank
I think this is a mistake
where did all my friends go?
I thought I had it right
you and me and they were tight
now I watch from across the road
I see all of the tweets
products of ignoring my greets
where you've all gone? I don't know
thought I could count on you forever
and nobody knew me better
it's 3:42 and now I'm alone
Jul 22, 2015
Jul 22, 2015 at 5:07 PM UTC
You told me
You'd never let anyone hurt me
But here you are
Hurting me
And you don't even realise it
Jul 3, 2015
Jul 3, 2015 at 7:47 PM UTC
I cant seem to keep my eyes off you
I hate you
Yet I like you
You're mean
you're selfish
And you couldnt care less about yourself
Let alone anyone else
You are
Dramatic
Mean
Weird
Loud
Annoying
Messed up
Selfish
Rude
Egotistical
Yet somehow I still find myself looking at you, smiling at you, waiting for you to arrive, wondering what your thinking and laughing at your jokes
Because even under all that
You are
Kind
Funny
Protective
Innocent
Caring
Talented
Different
Unique
I think thats why I cant seem to stop thinking about you
Because you annoy me yet make me laugh
Because you are unlike noone ive ever met
No matter how weird you are
You're my type of weird and even though I know I cant have you I'm akways going to care.
If you ever need me
Ill be there.
Jul 3, 2015
Jul 3, 2015 at 7:47 PM UTC
I miss you so much
You dont have a clue
Yet, when you talk about her
Im never jealous
Im never sad
Only do I ever wish you the best
And It makes me wonder
Does that mean I really miss you?
Maybe just as a friend
But then again
If you were to chase after me
You would'nt have to run very far
Because for you
Id stop running
Even if I was running from something that terrified me the most.
Jul 3, 2015
Jul 3, 2015 at 7:46 PM UTC
Bom Bom
Bom Bom
Bom Bom
Do you hear that?
That's the sound of my heart beating.
Bom Bom
Bom Bom
Bom Bom
Do you hear that?
That's the sound of your heart beating.
It was first day of October. I was wearing my blue sweater,
You know the one I bought at Dillard's? The one with a
double-knitted hem and holes in the ends of the sleeves
that I could poke my thumbs through
when it was cold but I didn't feel like wearing gloves?
It was the same sweater you said made my eyes look
like reflections of the stars on the ocean.
You promised to love me forever that night. . .
and boy
did you
ever.
It was the first day of December this time. I was wearing
my blue sweater, you know the one I bought at Dillard's?
The one with a double-knitted hem and holes in the ends of the sleeves that I could poke my thumbs through when it was cold I
didn't feel like wearing gloves?
It was the same sweater you said made my eyes look like
reflections of the stars on the ocean.
I told you I was three weeks late.
You told me it was fate.
You promised to love me forever that night. . .
and boy
did you
ever!
It was the first day of May. I was wearing my blue sweater,
although this time the double-stitched hem was worn
and the strength of each thread tested as they were pulled
tight against my growing belly. You know one.
The same one I bought at Dillard's?
The one with holes in the ends of the sleeves that I
could poke my thumbs through when it was cold but
I didn't feel like wearing gloves?
It was the same sweater you said made my eyes look like
reflections of the stars on the ocean.
The SAME sweater you RIPPED off my body
as you shoved me to the floor,
calling me a *****
telling me
you didn't love me
anymore.
Bom Bom
Bom Bom
Bom Bom
Do you hear that? That's the sound of my heart beating.
Bom Bom
Bom Bom
Bom Bom
Do you hear that? That's the sound of your heart beating.
Do you hear that? Of course you don't.
That's the silence of my womb because you
RIPPED OFF MY SWEATER.
Jul 3, 2015
Jul 3, 2015 at 7:45 PM UTC
Anger is nothing but terrible.
It quickly burns bridges to other people.
and it sets you on fire.
Leaving you alone in eternal pain.
Jul 3, 2015
Jul 3, 2015 at 5:42 PM UTC
The moment when someone notices,
and they hold you so tight,
You have no choice but to let everything out.
Jul 3, 2015
Jul 3, 2015 at 5:29 PM UTC
"I love you , but you made me!" You say as you slap her across her beautiful face.
All the had "done" was speak to an old friend.
She speaks her mind or speaks at all and you beat her when you are alone.
She wants to leave you but every time she stands you shove her further down then before.
You're
the reason she started that dreaded habit, and instead of holding her when she's is in pain you beat a once strong and unharmed girl.
You tell her you love her
The only love you have for her is that you love to BEAT her when she is herself.
She gives younger everything.
She makes you her king.
And what does she get in return ?
Your fist on her once unmarked body.
She has to cover herself because of the marks you leave on her.
But she's not just your punching bag she's your *** slave too, huh?
In your mind you can have her bruised body whenever you say.
When she tells you no you call her mean , horrid, demeaning names.
But you love her , after all the things you've done
how DARE you use the word we hold to the most high regard
She is smart , beautiful , sweet , caring , loving , bubbly , and outgoing
And you crushed every once of respect she had for herself and her opinion on how she deserves to be treated.
But she's gone now she left you FOREVER.
because love NEVER existed here .
Jun 24, 2015
Jun 24, 2015 at 5:02 PM UTC
To my future love,
I have been broken more than once & torn to shreds on my road to you..
Because of this, my heart has been forced to rebuild itself & learn to love anew..
And though I’ve seen the darkest nights I could ever imagine,
That they'd lead me to your arms & to a light I cannot fathom..
So to my future love, I vow to give u everything that I have,
jus promise me that if I slip up & make a mistake, u won't do like the others & begin to pack your bags....
Jun 24, 2015
Jun 24, 2015 at 1:03 AM UTC