It was lovely,
The sight of a moist skinned sun.
I forgot my illusive state
And found myself harmonized
With the cold but gentle outburst.
It's bewildering,
These droplets so fragile
Yet it calms me down
With its cold and subtle presence.
I must listen,
She says to me
Listen to the rhythm
The ringing of the earth.
She wants to tell me,
It's growing faster than time
Life, in all its chaos
It's growing.
I try to capture her
But she dissolves
Dissolves into my hands ,
Into the earth
Then she disappears.
Nothing, ceases.
Heavily, she pours down
Touches and strokes me.
In her cloudy armour
She gives me shelter
Over my meagre posture.
Washes away my desolute land
Embraces me
Devours me
Smell of wet earth.
Now I long to touch you,
Keep you caged.
But you! my Mother,
You teach me
The earth ,your child,
Life transcends
Life evolves
Life. It changes.
And I must just remain,
Remain as it is.
Jul 22, 2015
Jul 22, 2015 at 12:33 PM UTC
So today, what should I be?
A rhetorical being ?
Or a pretentious hard worker ?
Why not a clown?
No, let's just play safe
And be no one.
Here I go, keeping gentle strides
Erasing my steps taken,
Oh there! I missed a spot!
Let's not leave a trace.
Look down, focus on my foot.
Focus!!
Ah!! My feet looks extremely yellow today!
Or is it blue?
Will never know.
Hey look!! There's that kid from across the street
Look down!! How easily I forget!!
I should be insignificant today,
I should be no one.
Planning my moves ahead
I slowly get a hang of it
Invisible ! Yes that's it!
No word spoken, no word said.
Transparent!
No hair moved, no glimpses taken.
I should be still and small
Yet I shouldn't lose grip.
Doesn't look so hard, at least for the time being ,
Let me feel myself for now
Float in my own shadows
Crippled in my own skin.
Is there someone knocking?
Sorry, I'm no one today!
Please come back when I'm someone!
I hope they heard,
Well doesn't matter , does it?
I'm invisible , transparent and insignificant.
Let me forget, let it all burn down
Ashes, zero.
If you call me, I won't wake up now.
It has to be tomorrow
It has to be a new realm.
For I have dissolved into the sands
For I have become as sublime as air
As pure as distilled silence.
In the wake of a thousand rays
I do not show up in your eyes
For I am gone, for I am throbbing
A ghost of your mind.
Jul 18, 2015
Jul 18, 2015 at 11:46 AM UTC
A casual evening of coffee and thoughts
made me feel that you were far apart
Amongst my words and glances I made you come alive.
you breathed ,beneath the layers of my own skin
I awoke, to your gentle stride and touch
Don't fly away my paradise bird, put me to sleep with your lullaby.
Feb 4, 2015
Feb 4, 2015 at 1:29 PM UTC
Lost and frivolous.
Seems like I'll never find shore,
Floating amidst the blackened sea
I see bodies beside me,
Dead and rotten
Asking me to eat them,
Devour them
And drink the juice of life's uncertainties.
I reach out for the far away boat
Waving and pounding with all that's left.
As it approached
I saw nothing but a weathered soul draped in silk of the finest threads,
It's eyes spoke of nothingness,
Its ears deaf and mute,
Its lips dry and numb,
Yet its heart beat with fervor when it met its kin.
"Welcome back brother, it's time we unite."
Nov 5, 2014
Nov 5, 2014 at 1:39 PM UTC
Where the mind doesnt fear its own existence
Where the heart doesnt fear its own pace
Where I dont fear my own 'Presence.'
Jul 29, 2014
Jul 29, 2014 at 12:07 PM UTC
To love is what I want to do in my life
Feel the breeze, touch the rain and smell the ground.
Tear out our hearts into the soil, the Mother Earth,
From where we were born and return to when we are dead.
My silent prayer is that there won't be blood and meat all over the world,
rather rain and soil,
so that I can feel my skin and walk the earth
And still feel my presence.
Bind me to this space.
Nov 26, 2013
Nov 26, 2013 at 1:29 AM UTC
Frozen in time, are those gazes you gave me
while I passed by, seeing if you knew me.
Lost, you were, beneath your being
while I clicked away past your seeing.
Now, you are far off in your distant land
but you will remain in my timeless stand.
Nov 24, 2013
Nov 24, 2013 at 9:11 PM UTC
What can I do when I battle within thy self?
Looking for things around me
To satisfy, to quench my hollow dark soul.
Twirling and twisting with everything that I see
To know which suits me best
As a brand new tiara for every event.
This tiara never stays, never glows
But I tend to not give it up
Despite its disparity.
Laughs and cheers often mask me,
Thy self, pouring in for more
From the best of multitude.
I believe in something that the eyes can't see
Which I see through your eyes
By the yearning of a touch
Missed by everyone,
Even yourself.
I search outside my own
It satisfies my flesh and bone,
Where will my insides go hunting?
When all that's left behind
Is a withered feather from my last wing?
Oct 28, 2013
Oct 28, 2013 at 10:24 PM UTC
My think box is a small little abode
Found in the deepest dungeons
Of a place that bears a key,
A key that you can give me
If you're patient enough to find me.
Sep 7, 2013
Sep 7, 2013 at 7:10 AM UTC
You and me are someone else's,
Solemnly vowed together but not forever..
We dwell in minds that's long forgotten
but never far away beyond our reach.
Smiling, kissing and living as hypocrites,
Of a promise that was never made.
Staring deep into those eyes,
Searching for a pause
Only to realize you missed that gaze,
That was once yours forever,
But nevermore.
Sep 2, 2013
Sep 2, 2013 at 2:35 PM UTC