I said it, because it felt so nice to say and
because I can say it very well
-in the moment I meant it
but it's a bitter familiar spell
I've memorized the phonetic stitches the
spacing that knits a magic fleece that
when draped over the shoulders of the mightiest
turns them back to boys, gives full release
the belief
that love, real love, can be-
I can teach any man to fall in love with love...
just not in love with me.
Feb 17, 2015
Feb 17, 2015 at 8:23 PM UTC
Oh,
You could be such a
perfect little distraction
for a
sad
sad
girl.
Sep 6, 2014
Sep 6, 2014 at 12:17 AM UTC
You always seem
To ask
Me
"Why do you hate me?"
And the truth is
I don't
I can't
I can't hate you for breaking my heart
I can't hate you for leaving
Because I knew
I
Asked
For
It
Sep 1, 2014
Sep 1, 2014 at 6:11 PM UTC
Suffocated.
That's what I am.
I am suffocated.
So many people
and my hands and legs
won't stop shaking.
I can't breathe
but I can't run.
Is this what it feels like?
To be so scared and afraid?
All you want to do is stay at home
forever and ever and ever...
No friends, no one.
Only me, only me...
I think I like it,
the suffocation and darkness
and this loneliness.
What's gonna happen to me?
I think I'm going crazy,
and that's absolutely fine with me.
(n.d.)
Sep 1, 2014
Sep 1, 2014 at 6:05 PM UTC
I want you
I can't lie
But will you leave?
Will I cry?
What should make me
Believe you won't
I'm scared
So scared
Sep 1, 2014
Sep 1, 2014 at 6:04 PM UTC
What is wrong with me?
I don't want you
Why are you here
Why are you in my mind
Don't tell me to smile
Don't tell me
Anything
I miss you
And you know that
I miss you..
Aug 31, 2014
Aug 31, 2014 at 2:28 AM UTC
maybe you're different
maybe I'll trust you
but
then again
maybe
you'll
break
me
Aug 28, 2014
Aug 28, 2014 at 1:57 AM UTC
I love you
No I don't
And god, Jesus Christ
I'll thank The Lord
Every
Night
That I never will
So hate me
Do it
I'm sorry
This is only
The story of a heartbreaker
Aug 27, 2014
Aug 27, 2014 at 1:15 PM UTC
You piece of ******* ****
I hope she
breaks your ******* heart
I hope you fall to the ground
and cry
I hope you lose your ******* mind
Karma, you see her as an angel
I can't wait until the day
she breaks your
worthless
stupid
hollow
heart
Aug 26, 2014
Aug 26, 2014 at 10:10 PM UTC
When terror met fear
He introduced
You
To
Me
And for a split second
I saw the devilish look
In your eyes as you
Went in for a hug
The devils got a grasp on my heart
And pain is all i am in for
I've found myself chained down
But
I
Love
The
Horror
Aug 26, 2014
Aug 26, 2014 at 9:45 PM UTC