You promised me the world,
Then left to go find your own.
Jan 14, 2015
Jan 14, 2015 at 9:22 PM UTC
I miss you so ******* much
Its been 6 months without
You didn't understand me but you tried so hard to
And now you're gone,
You've vanished
And I know you're with Him now but I'm jealous
He gets to see you every day
Grandma I miss you,
And I don't know what to do anymore
Grandma I love you so **** much
Nov 3, 2014
Nov 3, 2014 at 11:14 AM UTC
*I'm running on no sleep and no you
You've been gone for what seems like years
I miss you
and the catch is you make me less cynical
I'm completely and utterly cynical without you.
I miss you.
I miss everything about you.
and I'm hoping and wishing you were missing me too...*
Sep 7, 2014
Sep 7, 2014 at 9:16 PM UTC
and even if you would choose the world over me i would still choose you over the world.
even if i could bring back Robin Williams
or fall deeply in love with Ryan Gosling
i would choose you
because even if they are amazing comedians and actors they arent you
and they cant make me feel everything and nothing at all
they cant produce your lovely smile
without a doubt
without a pause in the world
i will choose you
and i will keeping choosing you over anybody else
because you are you
and no one can change that
Sep 7, 2014
Sep 7, 2014 at 4:25 AM UTC
I'm home alone
my thoughts are starting to take over
the more I think the slower I breathe
I thought I fell in love again, but I was wrong and now I'm stuck with somebody I can't stand kissing because he isn't you
you ended it 6 months ago, why are you still in my head?
I'm no longer sane
I wish I could love him like I loved you
I don't think I'll ever love again
my life is falling apart
everything is going wrong
my mom kicked me out and I'm not even concerned
because
all I can think about is you
and how it was
and what could've been
but it won't be
because
you don't care
and you never did
you told me you loved me and left 2 weeks later, you don't do that to somebody you love
do you know how bad you messed me up?
all I think about is how much I hate myself for letting you leave
I could've stopped you
but I was so stubborn
I thought you were gonna come back,
you always did
but boy was I wrong
I think I'll miss you forever
but then again
they say time heals all wounds,
so how much longer do I have to wait?
Aug 6, 2014
Aug 6, 2014 at 3:39 PM UTC
sometimes I just get in these moods where I think about nothing but destruction
But, what's the point in living, anyway?
I don't see a purpose quite exactly
my idea of fun is everything illegal
but if I get arrested, it's gonna be more than difficult to find a job
I could end up homeless
Or even worse, 40 years old living with my mother
we're born, and education is forced on us
we go to school with people we hate
atleast 50% or more of the school population hates themselves because of the people and remarks they have to deal with
everyday
but if we drop out of school, it's gonna be hard to get a job
and if we get lucky enough to get a job without education it's usually a job with poor pay
but how do you pay for your wife and two kids as a coworker at McDonald's?
"Lifes to short to have bad days," they say
life's not so short when you spend most of your time drowning in sadness and remorse
thinking about different ways to commit suicide
because it all started with a stupid boy
and it ended with a couple girls from school laughing at you
I breathe in anxiety
I exhale insecurity
while I'm stuck contemplating wether or not the girls across the room laughing at me
It's all so stupid
I guess life's not so short after all.
Jul 27, 2014
Jul 27, 2014 at 9:12 PM UTC
**DON’T CALL YOURSELF A FATHER WHEN ALL YOU EVER DO IS DRINK
DON’T CALL YOURSELF A FATHER IF ALL YOU EVER DID TO ME WHAT POINT OUT MY FLAWS
DON’T CALL YOURSELF A FATHER WHEN YOU TREATED THE ONLY WOMAN IN MY LIFE LIKE ****
Don’t call yourself my father.
You didn’t raise me
*You are not my father
You never were.*
Jul 26, 2014
Jul 26, 2014 at 10:34 PM UTC
*One day its going to me and you
Against the world
Against ourselves
Against society
And if one day you wake up and regret what we had
I will not cry over your loss
But I will smile because of what we had
I won't forget you
I won't forget us
And I hope you don't either...*
Jul 23, 2014
Jul 23, 2014 at 10:14 PM UTC