all my days now are
days of fatigue
and i know they will ever be
swimming in this sickness cloud that is fatigue
where are my limbs
where
head a balloon
an empty earthen ***
where
my tongue dry out of place
place, trying to find it in the mouth
where
body
strangely light
some weird machine i have to drive
skin
rhino skin
old, dry parchment
eyes glass things
where
worn out soul looks at a dreamy world.
i wonder all the time if I am going really to faint or run into a wall, but all that happens is just more
fatigue
Dec 10, 2012
Dec 10, 2012 at 9:38 AM UTC
I am the dreamer
So I don't belong
In world of things
I carry its distortion that is me
To blur and change its real colors
So dazzling clear
And every rustle and puff of wind
Rumbles in my ears
I hear
I feel my life
I taste the very air I breathe
Enjoy the pressure of my pen
On paper
See what I see
The castles of clouds
The velvet sea as jelly lazily lolling
And every blade of grass
So perfectly created
And hazed sky where winds as currents mingle and mix
See what I see
The dazzling limpid image of my world
With every line and shape as cut in light and glass
See what I see
For I'm the dreamer
Dec 9, 2012
Dec 9, 2012 at 5:10 PM UTC
Wordspinning
Wordthreading wordsewing
Wordspinning
Melted in some mellow glow
Deep inside
Words come in flickering flow
Bondless glide
Wordmatching wordpatching
Wordhatching wordsnatching
Wordspinning
Dec 9, 2012
Dec 9, 2012 at 5:08 PM UTC
Six tongues in my mouth
Six minds in my mind
Six knives in my back
Six bullets.
Each tongue wants its turn
Each mind wants its way
Each knife wants a hand
To pull it.
Dec 9, 2012
Dec 9, 2012 at 5:06 PM UTC
I raised my hand
Yet could not **** them...
A pair of winged lovers
Mating
In my empty coffee cup
Fat black flies
Dec 8, 2012
Dec 8, 2012 at 4:44 AM UTC
If I just could
pull the skin in one piece off my face
tearing slowly, strongly with my fingernails
baring the muscles
Then if I just could
pull the muscles away piece by piece
tearing slowly, strongly with my fingernails
baring the bones
Then if I just could
pull my eyes out of the sockets
tearing slowly, strongly with my fingernails
baring the empty gaze
Baring the truth of my face
Baring the grin of my skull
Dec 6, 2012
Dec 6, 2012 at 7:12 AM UTC
through the thick soup of human plankton
a tiny gray particle
me
in the thick soup of bodies
human plankton
me
looking up
the sun clouded by layers of human plankton
above me
me
looking up
skies obscured by layers of human plankton
above me
me
pushing my way up through the thick layers of human plankton
upwards
for just one, just one
breath of fresh air
Dec 5, 2012
Dec 5, 2012 at 6:58 PM UTC
Under the old linden trees
Deep, fragrant dark spreading.
There were two of us
Yoshitsune and me
Silent
Silent
Silent
Linden blossoms
Quietly fell to the ground
And then, it was morning
Dec 4, 2012
Dec 4, 2012 at 3:17 PM UTC
There's a bond of invisible flame
Infinitely strong
Infinitely thin
Stretching over the ocean
Connecting us
Forever
Forever
Though we will never
Touch each other again
Till the death parts us
Dec 4, 2012
Dec 4, 2012 at 1:15 PM UTC
Through the thick soup of human plankton
A tiny gray particle
Me
In the thick soup of bodies
Human plankton
Me
Looking up
The sun clouded by layers of human plankton
Above me
Me
Looking up
Skies obscured by layers of human plankton
Above me
Me
Pushing my way up through the thick layers of human plankton
Upwards
For just one, just one
Breath of fresh air
Dec 4, 2012
Dec 4, 2012 at 1:00 PM UTC