but that handle was made for his hand
hand - handle
handle - hand
the fingers would close
around it to never let go
It had to have flesh around it
at all times
But the blade...
the blade was still naked. He couldn't let
the blade naked
It wasn't fair
"So that's why you stabbed your
mommy then?" the psychiatrist asked him.
"Yes," he said.
"The knife is more important
to you than mommy?"
"The knife listens. Mommy doesn't."
Apr 18, 2020
Apr 18, 2020 at 1:11 PM UTC
If redemption is measured by one's purity, then no foot would step on the streets of gold.
Those grand mansions promised to the "true children of god" will be nothing more than just bricks and stones.
Those gates would remain shut.
White garments would remain unworn.
The paradise would be left alone in its own for eternity cause no one will ever be worthy. God said it himself.
So i don't see no point bruising your knees down on prayers, living most of your life by a scripture written by men.
Living by the promise of an eternity without fear, pain and tears.
Without these things that maketh life people will go crazy in heaven
Apr 18, 2020
Apr 18, 2020 at 11:07 AM UTC
I'm afraid that if I tell you
"I love you" too much
the word will lose its meaning
after all, it's just a word
so I guess I'll just have to find a way
to express my love to you
in infinite different ways, somehow.
Jul 4, 2019
Jul 4, 2019 at 8:28 AM UTC
YOU need to be validated.
now, I know that "you love yourself" and all that crap.
Maybe too much, actually, that you feel like you don't need anybody else.
But isn't it nice to have someone commend you on how you try make yourself better?
I think it's nice to know that people could notice the way you radiate with light.
That same light that you've worked so hard to conjure up through the chaos. your chaos.
Don't you see? YOU are beaming, my love, and the whole world is blinded by you. Can you expect us to shut up?
Dec 5, 2018
Dec 5, 2018 at 8:17 AM UTC
a thought;
"I'm never gonna find love, ever."
you wait
and wait
and wait
for the dread to come
but it never came
maybe because you've already accepted it
or maybe because you don't really believe it
because somehow
deep inside you
you believe you deserve love
and you believe it will come
and so
you wish
and wait
and wait...
Nov 28, 2018
Nov 28, 2018 at 8:10 AM UTC
a friend once told me
"be WISE and consider
all the possibilities"
but thinking about
the possibility
of you and I
is the complete opposite
of WISDOM
when all I want to do
is to forget about you
when I've already settled
to the "other" possibility;
the TRUTH
Aug 13, 2018
Aug 13, 2018 at 8:50 PM UTC
I did this to myself
and what hurts the most is that
I have no one else to blame
this world has somehow taught me
that everything is easier
when there's someone accountable
for every pain
it's hard to let a corpse go
without knowing who the murderer is
because isn't this how justice works;
played by the victim and the manace?
Aug 6, 2018
Aug 6, 2018 at 11:39 AM UTC
you've taught me how meaningless
actions are
you've made the body language
foreign to me
like a tongue spoken
by my long-gone ancestors
actions are stronger
than words
but words are certain
than actions
for your eyes
your mouth
your limbs
your touch
and your absolute loss
of sense of space
does not speak for you
and your ****** feelings
and if they do, I refuse to hear them
Aug 6, 2018
Aug 6, 2018 at 11:31 AM UTC
so tell me
how do you do
paint charcoal
under my eyes
without getting your hands *****
how do you
break me and bend me
and crush my heart
in your fingers
without getting them all ******
tell me
my white-hand boy
do you realize you're killing me?
Aug 6, 2018
Aug 6, 2018 at 10:30 AM UTC
the feeling of knowing and not knowing
that pull toward conclusions
empty faces, blank eyes
racing hearts
we live for the thrill of it
-the thing about secret crushes
Jul 30, 2018
Jul 30, 2018 at 4:33 AM UTC