Fins and gills
False thrills
River rapids, bottles, pills
Fish don't feel
Feb 1, 2020
Feb 1, 2020 at 6:20 PM UTC
I look upon my empty throne,
With naught but a kingdom of blood and stone.
This sorrow is all I'll ever own,
An audience of silence is all I've sown.
Feb 12, 2018
Feb 12, 2018 at 8:25 PM UTC
Stop
Tearing me apart
Only to ask why I can't
Put myself back together
Dec 17, 2017
Dec 17, 2017 at 10:26 PM UTC
Happiness is a mission and everyone is engaged
Obsessed with getting their piece of this "golden age"
But then there are others who sit inside when it rains
Because dancing isn't always the way to **** your pain
We can't all just smile when we're happy
Some hold in the joy to make it last a little more
Knowing expectations are to be flawlessly satisfied
Even when you are shaken to your core
"Don't conform" and individuality is a trend that doesn't mix
With those who aren't grinning ear to ear
True emotion is shunned and devalued
In this world where it's too cliche to care
Dec 12, 2017
Dec 12, 2017 at 7:08 PM UTC
Hey Darling,
Do you know where I set my pills?
I need some chemical help.
I know I said I love you,
but how can I love you
if I can only think of myself.
Don't blame me, my love,
it's my cells beginning to die.
Call my mother, my father, my sister, my brother.
I'm sure there's still time to cry.
Oh, it has to be this way my love.
No happy day could make this better.
My God chose no other fate.
I know it's hard to recover
from losing your mother;
I'd wish you not carry that weight
Now look at me, honey,
can you see the pain in my eyes?
Burning coals of desperation,
all part of my last aspiration
to finally lay down and die.
Please just know that I loved you,
but my dead heart will never keep you well.
So please move onto some other,
and you'll know that I suffered,
but at least I'm not burning in Hell.
Dec 12, 2017
Dec 12, 2017 at 7:08 PM UTC
I send a smile into the world and it's all for you
I laugh at a joke until I cry and it's all for you
I kiss those soft delicious lips and it's all for you
I make a fool of myself to see a grin and it's all for you
I take off my clothes and let go of my dignity and it's all for you
I let this fire burn me to ash and it's all for you
I jump off this cliff and break my neck and it's all for you
I feel frozen inside like winter and it's all for you
I turn into the monster underneath children's beds and it's all for you
I become the same nightmare that keeps me awake at night and it's all for you
I rip off my skin and bleed out what's left of who I was and it's all for you
Now you're gone
I don't know who I am anymore and it was all for you
Dec 11, 2017
Dec 11, 2017 at 2:14 PM UTC
I can see you looking from the outside
Pondering, curious of the interior.
You do not enter
Simply because there is no door.
Still interested, you look for another way in
To no avail you sit and wait.
I try hard to help
As four walls become six
And six become eight
But truly in the end,
What difference does it make?
Dec 11, 2017
Dec 11, 2017 at 11:42 AM UTC