drugs1814 - Hello Poetry

I always thought we were the perfect match. But matches are meant to ignite and burn out.

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drugs1814

Feb 1, 2020

Feb 1, 2020 at 11:51 PM UTC

emmy22

Perfect Match

I always thought we were the perfect match. But matches are meant to ignite and burn out.

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Why does it seem like every moment I spend thinking is wasted on you? Even when I know my mind is filled with so much more and it can't be true. Sometimes I see your face in my dreams, haunted and pained. Then I hold you in my arms and looks just the same. Is my mind creating fiction to feed my addiction to the satisfying attention I feel in our tension? Or is the pain from your lies that you try to play down causing your face to set in an almost permanent frown? Stop making me out to be this impregnable foe. I melt when I'm with you, but you freeze as if I'm ice cold. You wouldn't ever listen to me pour my soul even if I tried, You wouldn't even care if I were to lie down and die.

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Feb 1, 2020

Feb 1, 2020 at 11:44 PM UTC

drugs1814

Caring

Why does it seem like every moment I spend thinking is wasted on you? Even when I know my mind is filled with so much more and it can't be true. Sometimes I see your face in my dreams, haunted and pained. Then I hold you in my arms and looks just the same. Is my mind creating fiction to feed my addiction to the satisfying attention I feel in our tension? Or is the pain from your lies that you try to play down causing your face to set in an almost permanent frown? Stop making me out to be this impregnable foe. I melt when I'm with you, but you freeze as if I'm ice cold. You wouldn't ever listen to me pour my soul even if I tried, You wouldn't even care if I were to lie down and die.

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The way you infect my blood I am unable to fight your disease My pale skinned face red with heat My troubled head goes without ease Bones are frail, you allow me no sustenance I lie weak in my bed drenched in sweat I know you are gone for all of tonight so why does it feel like you never left? Tortured heart racing, keeping me alive My labored breaths keep me from sleep Tossing and turning, feeling you near My mind spiraling from your fever dream I feel the end is making camp nearby Death's cold, unjust hand rests on my my own You make your way throughout my body Until at last my body becomes your home

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Feb 1, 2020

Feb 1, 2020 at 11:29 PM UTC

drugs1814

Your Disease

The way you infect my blood I am unable to fight your disease My pale skinned face red with heat My troubled head goes without ease Bones are frail, you allow me no sustenance I lie weak in my bed drenched in sweat I know you are gone for all of tonight so why does it feel like you never left? Tortured heart racing, keeping me alive My labored breaths keep me from sleep Tossing and turning, feeling you near My mind spiraling from your fever dream I feel the end is making camp nearby Death's cold, unjust hand rests on my my own You make your way throughout my body Until at last my body becomes your home

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Content by silence sits my heart But races through with threaded hurt Quiet slides the strings through flesh Hard to know when pain is pure Music is a tasteless joy with no compare Empty noise fills mindless heads My soul is heavy with weightless air My body is full of food not ever fed How the days do pass when my eyes dont close My nights spent seeing the next and more Peril is a sleepless slumber had when dreaded And how I do dread the nights to my very core

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Aug 27, 2019

Aug 27, 2019 at 11:24 PM UTC

drugs1814

Sleepless Nights

Content by silence sits my heart But races through with threaded hurt Quiet slides the strings through flesh Hard to know when pain is pure Music is a tasteless joy with no compare Empty noise fills mindless heads My soul is heavy with weightless air My body is full of food not ever fed How the days do pass when my eyes dont close My nights spent seeing the next and more Peril is a sleepless slumber had when dreaded And how I do dread the nights to my very core

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I like the ivy that grows in the stones In every crevice it finds a home A place it will find, always one to belong A nuisance to many, but of them I'm quite fond I wish to be an ivy plant and make way as I please Riddle the world with my beauty, though my beauty is weeds The condfindence of an ivy, such a sight and a treasure I wish to be an ivy but to an ivy I cannot measure

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Aug 27, 2019

Aug 27, 2019 at 11:22 PM UTC

drugs1814

Ivy

I like the ivy that grows in the stones In every crevice it finds a home A place it will find, always one to belong A nuisance to many, but of them I'm quite fond I wish to be an ivy plant and make way as I please Riddle the world with my beauty, though my beauty is weeds The condfindence of an ivy, such a sight and a treasure I wish to be an ivy but to an ivy I cannot measure

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I like to think of you little moments and tiny things Keep on thinking so I think again Laughing and smiling Walking away Keeping a good distance Keeping a good pace I have a headache Thoughts are no good yet not so bad so maybe I should A warm hand A place I like to be I like to be there only If you're there with me There you are in my head Bursting at the seams Get out, you funny friend You devilish fiend I love to think of you Little moments They mean everything So I keep on thinking And I think again

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Sep 23, 2018

Sep 23, 2018 at 8:18 PM UTC

drugs1814

Funny Friend

I like to think of you little moments and tiny things Keep on thinking so I think again Laughing and smiling Walking away Keeping a good distance Keeping a good pace I have a headache Thoughts are no good yet not so bad so maybe I should A warm hand A place I like to be I like to be there only If you're there with me There you are in my head Bursting at the seams Get out, you funny friend You devilish fiend I love to think of you Little moments They mean everything So I keep on thinking And I think again

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I reek of new living the silence of sobriety is deafening Can't stand my heart beating Chest rising, finally breathing Falling together at the seams for the lack of grieving Jump out of my skin at the sound of my name Hearing a whisper of enthusiasm scares my wandering brain I am standoffish but I'm not timid nor meek You say you're here for me but I'm not who I seemed Am I better because of my brand new living? No, I am not new in the least I pretend in my imagination but I'm the same old me Weak Time to stop writing Time to go to sleep

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Aug 26, 2018

Aug 26, 2018 at 8:51 PM UTC

drugs1814

New Living

I reek of new living the silence of sobriety is deafening Can't stand my heart beating Chest rising, finally breathing Falling together at the seams for the lack of grieving Jump out of my skin at the sound of my name Hearing a whisper of enthusiasm scares my wandering brain I am standoffish but I'm not timid nor meek You say you're here for me but I'm not who I seemed Am I better because of my brand new living? No, I am not new in the least I pretend in my imagination but I'm the same old me Weak Time to stop writing Time to go to sleep

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Hey there I caught ya staring Got your attention Was it these earrings I knew that you would like em So I went straight out to buy em For you Hey darling You look so perfect With your hair so messy, and so tussled and I'm lurkin 'neath the covers Oh how I wish I was your lover Oh you're so sweet Like strawberries Or cold ice cream And I love you ************** Oh you're so fine Babe, please be mine Just give me time Cause I love you Oh honey You're a dream A perfect moment Or a long forgotten memory Now that I know ya I'll never throw ya Away I'll keep ya safe Always warm I swear to God that you're the only one I want So please stay Please say To me You're so sweet Like fresh honey I can't believe That I found you ***************** You're so fine And you're all mine For all of time Oh how I love you

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Aug 22, 2018

Aug 22, 2018 at 10:53 PM UTC

drugs1814

A Little Silly Love Song

Hey there I caught ya staring Got your attention Was it these earrings I knew that you would like em So I went straight out to buy em For you Hey darling You look so perfect With your hair so messy, and so tussled and I'm lurkin 'neath the covers Oh how I wish I was your lover Oh you're so sweet Like strawberries Or cold ice cream And I love you ************** Oh you're so fine Babe, please be mine Just give me time Cause I love you Oh honey You're a dream A perfect moment Or a long forgotten memory Now that I know ya I'll never throw ya Away I'll keep ya safe Always warm I swear to God that you're the only one I want So please stay Please say To me You're so sweet Like fresh honey I can't believe That I found you ***************** You're so fine And you're all mine For all of time Oh how I love you

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Life is a thousand times more beautiful when you know you won't go through it alone. He is more truly beautiful on the inside than anyone I've ever known. He's always my rock when I'm trapped between a hard place and a pile of stones. And I'll gladly live this life with him beside me as we travel into the unknown.

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drugs1814

Aug 22, 2018

Aug 22, 2018 at 10:40 PM UTC

the-girl-who-loved-you

True Beauty

Life is a thousand times more beautiful when you know you won't go through it alone. He is more truly beautiful on the inside than anyone I've ever known. He's always my rock when I'm trapped between a hard place and a pile of stones. And I'll gladly live this life with him beside me as we travel into the unknown.

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