I am worth love
This body is a part of me
It is beautiful as it is
My worth is not defined by others
I accept my flaws with
Everything they bring
I am not alone
My friends actually care
My relationships are healthy
I love my partners through anything
I am strong
My depression does not define me
I control my own future
I do what I want
I am living my best life
I am happy
Jun 9, 2018
Jun 9, 2018 at 1:00 AM UTC
Thoughts cross my mind
Do i mean something to her
Do i care too much
Does she know how much i hurt
It comes to me then
she doesn't care anymore
We don't talk and chat endlessly like we used to
I have become astranger to her
Well, feeling come and go
As they say, but mine has refused
Still stuck to her, though
She hs gone so far
Jun 9, 2018
Jun 9, 2018 at 12:52 AM UTC
I must be the one to truly let go.
Though I know in my heart
that all of your actions are for some masochistic show.
And that is okay in a twisted way
because it makes you feel alright.
Just know that when you're ready
I won't be there to take on your emotional load
through the days and nights.
So this is goodbye,
though it feels so wrong.
I must move on,
though I won't stop mixing my emotions into songs.
You are merely a wave
in the ocean's endless pool.
One day you may be ready for me,
but until then,
I will not be waiting for you.
-Whitney Adele
Oct 18, 2016
Oct 18, 2016 at 2:54 AM UTC
Here we are again.
After all the times that you've said goodbye;
With all the times I told myself I'd never see you;
I always wondered what it would be like;
Could it all change with just one kiss?
We've never met;
Not even once.
And we've talked about that day countless times.
Where your eyes meet my gaze,
And I see your smile,
And I reach out my hand for you to take.
What a day that would be;
To be so cliché;
To love with a love that is more than love,
As one of the best once put it.
To love you as if it were my last day on Earth.
The years have passed,
And you've changed,
As well as I.
But the only thing that remains the same,
Is the fact that I still love you.
Stranger.
Friend.
Enemy.
Lover.
The girl that I seem to find myself always fighting for.
I just want to know;
I've been dying to know;
Could it all change with just one kiss?
You could change my life;
And I could change yours.
We could defy all odds
And just focus on what matters most,
To the both of us;
Each other.
Could it be?
That we're all we need?
We could find out;
With just one kiss.
Oct 18, 2016
Oct 18, 2016 at 2:50 AM UTC
The feeling so mutual,hurting, though independent.
My dear heart for how long shall you hurt?
My heart i gave to her,yet she toys with it.
My heart back i shall take thee,to our solitude life.
\\love \\pain\\
Aug 18, 2015
Aug 18, 2015 at 6:46 AM UTC
dear you,
i don't know where to start this. you came into my life at the most opportune time, when my heart was open and i was ready. you spoke the loveliest words i have heard from someone's mouth, the connection between us something i could not begin to describe.
your soul touched mine in the weirdest way, a way i was not sure i could feel again. the conversations into the early hours of the morning are something i can recall; soon you just became a part of my life. wake up, shower, talk to you, work, go home, talk to you, sleep.
you became so important to me. and before i knew it, the feelings i felt for you were real, and so tangible. much more than the innocent friendship i thought it was...i did not tell you, though. i thought the feelings were not mutual.
you kindled something in me that sparked a flame, something buried underneath of the rubble left from people before you touched my soul. you made me feel something again that i thought had died, with the others that have left me.
one drunken confession led to the admission of feelings to each other...and the message from your significant other made it crash to the ground, in my eyes. did you care, though? no. six and a half years with her and you wanted something new, wanted new skin to place your lips upon.
the conversations were no longer just small chat, a lot deeper and less appropriate. i cherish every single conversation i have ever had with you, every beautiful word pouring out of your mouth like a faucet spewing out letters onto the ground, onto my feet.
i found someone, someone i could be held by at night while you held your lover. he was beautiful, and after more drunken words you let me know that you did not care for the way his eyes lingered on me, his hands touching the soft curves of me. i lost interest in him...for you. a man who already had a woman on his arm, someone to say "i love you" to every morning. some would consider that selfish, on your part, telling you that you cannot have both while holding onto the other.
i am not sure if i am the other, or if it is her.
the moment our lips met, the moment your fidelity turned black, i knew something in me had changed. i do not regret what i did; no, i do not regret how ravenous i felt when you touched me. i understand most people think about how terrible i am for it, but it was not one sided, darling. i know you feel it, too.
it would be a daft statement to say that i am in love with you. you are almost unattainable, to me, and yet...i cannot seem to find my way back from you. but i do think i love you. i am not sure in what way, all i know is that i believe i am. a man does not tenderly touch my heart like you do without leaving a trace of yourself behind.
the only question i have is if you love me too. and currently, my heart is hurting because i do not know if we are the thing we are, anymore. if we are not, then here is a goodbye to you. just know that a man like you cannot deny the connection between us.
i know you will probably never read this, and i do not expect you to. but just know that you have changed me in a way that i cannot begin to explain. and if we never talk again, if everything has gone to ash, i will remember you somewhere in the deep pit of my heart.
i love you. wholeheartedly and irrevocably.
Apr 1, 2015
Apr 1, 2015 at 6:27 AM UTC
You don’t bring me flowers
You don’t sing me love songs
You hardly talk to me anymore
When I come through the door
At the end of the day
I remember when you
Couldn’t wait to love me
You use to hate to leave me
Now after loving me late at night
When it’s good for you baby
And you’re feeling alright
Well you’ll just roll over
And turn off the light
You don’t bring me flowers anymore…
You use to be so natural
Talk about forever
Use to bee's don't count anymore
They just lay on the floor
Till we sweep them away
Baby I remember
All the things you taught me
I learned how to laugh and how to cry
Well I learned how love and I learned how to live
So you'd think I could learn how to tell you Goodbye
You don't bring me flowers... anymore
You'd think I could learn how to tell you Goodbye
You don't say you need me
And you don't sing me love songs..
You don't bring me flowers.....
any...more...
Jan 22, 2015
Jan 22, 2015 at 4:41 AM UTC
*If you're willing to wait there
I will come
Run your fingers through my hair
locked together as one
My soul to you I will bare
and you will see
All that we can share
together, us, we
Let us breathe the same air
view the same stars
Swim in the clearest ocean where
we'll drown in a love that's only ours*
Aug 8, 2014
Aug 8, 2014 at 7:52 AM UTC
I remember the first time I saw you.
You had this light gray shirt on and
your dark brown hair was styled to the side.
You wanna know a secret?
Gray looks exquisite on you.
You have these dark brown eyes and freckles that adorn your cheeks.
You know, I never even knew that I liked freckles until I met you.
I remember the first time I talked to you.
You're voice was the right kind of deep.
It wasn't too high or too deep. It was just perfect.
I remember the first time I hugged you.
Your long arms wrapped around my small figure,
and for those few seconds, everything felt complete.
I remember the first time you called me pretty.
For just a second, in that moment in time, I actually believed it.
Jul 4, 2014
Jul 4, 2014 at 7:46 AM UTC
I don't understand what's going on in my head
Everything I've learned falls around me
And I just yearn to lie forever in my bed.
It hurts so much
I have so many incomprehensible feelings
That began with your touch.
And I don't mean a physical sensation
No, your words mean so much more
Or is this really what I've wanted: an unexpected revelation.
Well now it's killing me inside
I'm begging you to set me free
Til then I'll just run and hide
Til my heart gives out on me.
Jul 4, 2014
Jul 4, 2014 at 7:40 AM UTC