Tell me what to do
To wait and be with you
Or to choose a life anew
Tell me what is wrong
If it is really you
Or do I stir a fire... and cause chaos in your heart?
Tell me what you feel
When I ask if this is real
Am I still the one... who captivates your heart?
But then again don't tell me
Deep down I know
I'm holding on to nothing
And you are just a ghost
Haunting me with false hope
Apr 21, 2015
Apr 21, 2015 at 2:15 AM UTC
Swinging
Thinking
Hanging on a fragile stick
Hear me
See me
Save me from this life of ick
Desperate & Hopeless
Broken & Lifeless
When will this all stop
And come to an end?
Maybe I'd rather die
Than eat a slice of life's pie
Tired of all the pathetic lies
Can't you hear my desperate cries
Oh, hear I am hanging on
Sick of it but being strong
What else can I do but say I'm okay
Sleep to death and feel heaven's rays
Nov 2, 2014
Nov 2, 2014 at 7:10 AM UTC
Red lips
Bright eyes
You're my everyday eclipse
A celestial body obscuring other guys
With you
There is no other
The skies may be blue
But with you, it's full of thunder
Sparks fell
Traveling through
Every nerve; every cell
Feelings of love imbued
Celestial you
For you are like a gift from heaven
Supremely good; Forever true
My valuable possession
Do you now see
How much I am in love with you?
Nov 1, 2014
Nov 1, 2014 at 12:15 PM UTC
You say you love me
what exactly do you mean by "love"
cause I don't know anymore
maybe I need that love
a little too desperate
a little too hopeful
but how exactly can you love
a person who's on the verge of ending her life
how can you love if she's all ****** up
how can you love when she doesn't even know what is love
how can you love when she cannot even feel
these thoughts unraveling through my head
it's a mystery
how
can
you
love
Oct 31, 2014
Oct 31, 2014 at 11:32 AM UTC
They say your house
is your home
but can it still be
when it's the place that tears thee
heart fragile as a *******
cries of laughter
burning your soul
left a big hole
now I feel empty
echoes of a memory
now I am running
the distance is stretching
searching for a home
where there will be shalom
when can I finally say
"I'm home"
or, did I went astray?
now I wish haven't gone
making me lonesome to the bones
Oct 31, 2014
Oct 31, 2014 at 2:26 AM UTC
Perhaps you'll never know
the part you have made
the impact that you gave
the words that came out of you
that scarred her forever
her confidence receding
her joy gone
her life slowly slipping away
Words
how little they can be
amazing yet dangerous
encouraging yet depressing
Oct 30, 2014
Oct 30, 2014 at 11:33 PM UTC
Here are some things I know:
2+2 is always 4, in the center of an apple lies the core.
One foot is left and the other is right, you need lots of wind to fly a kite.
Puppies are soft and the earth moves slow, red means stop and green means go.
Clouds are white, the sky is blue, and I am absolutely, completely, in love with you.
Oct 30, 2014
Oct 30, 2014 at 11:30 PM UTC
I want to cry
And fall apart
But I must be a brave soldier
And silence my heart
Oct 30, 2014
Oct 30, 2014 at 10:22 PM UTC
Missing words
softly surge
through her silence
again
like long
soothing fingers
of whispering
rain
that soak
their way in
through her bare
thirsty skin
until
not a dry moment
remains
.
Oct 30, 2014
Oct 30, 2014 at 1:20 PM UTC
Alone I am in the darkest days
The roads the streets all block my way
The beast inside fighting to thrive
To find my way in the ocean and dive
To save my soul though it chose to die
I am the lonely, I am the weak
I took the burden, fell off the peak
They keep coming one after the other
Shattering my soul, but it doesn't bother
I already lost what mattered the most
& nothing I do would get back what's lost
I choose to turn it all off
To fly away just like a dove
Nothing to lose , nothing to gain
I choose to let go of the pain...
Oct 30, 2014
Oct 30, 2014 at 1:19 PM UTC