i'm so small!!!
i'm such a tiny little person
no one will mind if i take this second
to just be silly and small
Mar 27, 2019
Mar 27, 2019 at 9:54 AM UTC
Let me freeze this warm minute
the movie is loud, I'll admit
but the fish glub glub
and the room is firelit
your hair smells like some shampoo
or is that just the smell of you?
I either have used it before
or it's you I've grown used to
you lay your head on my shoulder
Cat, somehow your hands got colder
I warm them with my lips,
while my heart screams "hold her"
Dec 27, 2018
Dec 27, 2018 at 11:36 PM UTC
all i have to do is say yes
yes to the music in your head
yes to the books you've read
yes to sweet tone you use
when my behavior has you confused
yes to the laughter and smiles
yes to the 3000 miles
yes to you
but after that rant
ill tell you i can't
you need to be healthy
i can't be the motivation for your safety
heal, then ask me again
ill say yes
Dec 16, 2018
Dec 16, 2018 at 11:04 PM UTC
she, with an electric, gravitational pull
an affinity for crushing skulls
an attempt on her own
and even with me, she was alone
he, doesn't understand
i have mommy issues, not dad
though he has laid me in his palm
if crushed ill go off like a bomb
she, like coffee made my life bitter sweet
our hearts broke into a thousand pieces
just the way she wanted
like the beauty, she never flaunted
his, flaws reflect mine like a mirror
but his beauty could not be clearer
he has done nothing wrong
our mistakes dance like harmony in song
i've had my time alone
acknowledged, became fearless and grown
recently i had a break through
i want to watch Blue Planet with you
the people i loved are a problem
i love them still, but that's common
i have trouble saying goodbye
and you're too cute for me to lie
so I'll try to be good
but avoid the emotions that flood
when you ask, "who you texting?"
and i respond, "oh, my mom"
Dec 16, 2018
Dec 16, 2018 at 10:41 PM UTC
i am happy
lonely,
scared,
misguided,
and learning.
i am filled with
mistakes,
regret,
and love.
i am at peace
finally
Oct 30, 2018
Oct 30, 2018 at 2:21 PM UTC
Aren't you tired of fighting for every word or laugh
Aren't you tired of feeling different
You've felt different for so long
Every laugh leaves an echo
Ringing accompanied by loud silence
your own insecurity?
Or judgement woven in white noise
The voice in your head begs your mouth to close
You know imperfections shine
when you give them leave to speak
"Who cares what anyone thinks
You can be you"
sure
But aren't you tired of fighting
Apr 10, 2017
Apr 10, 2017 at 11:11 PM UTC
I just want you
to be happy
but sometimes
and selfishly
I want to be
your happiness
But
'happiness is a choice'
you say
and you didn't choose me
I clung onto the idea
since you made me happy
it would be the same for you
What is happiness now?
where has it gone to?
In time, society has robbed us
the real meaning of happiness
Go on your own way
and pursue your happiness
for your smile, is my smile
your laugh, is my laugh
and I'll be happy
when you find your happiness
because I love you
always have, always will
Sep 28, 2015
Sep 28, 2015 at 5:12 PM UTC
I guess I won that stupid fight of "I love you more."
Sep 28, 2015
Sep 28, 2015 at 5:09 PM UTC
***What is it that you cling to
What is it that clings to you
Is it old or is it new
Is it borrowed or is it blue
Did you choose
Or did it choose
Does it sick to you like glue
Never wanting to let loose
Does it know your every move
Contemplate the things you do
What is it that you cling to
What is it that clings to you***
Sep 28, 2015
Sep 28, 2015 at 5:09 PM UTC