i used to try and make believe you were the other half of me.
Apr 14, 2021
Apr 14, 2021 at 8:35 AM UTC
i want to jump off a bridge
and feel the strange way the air brushes against my back
as i fall towards the sea
the way it sends a warm, but bittersweet chill up my spine.
i want to jump off a bridge
and count the seconds it takes me to fall
how long would it take really?
how long would it take?
i want to jump off a bridge
and focus on the world as it shifts from the view at the top
to the view of the shimmering ocean
when i hit it, will it ripple? will i cause a difference?
i want to jump off a bridge
and let the freezing water entangle me
taking me under even more so than before
under, under, under
i want to jump off a bridge
and see what it feels like to want to live again
feel the sting of regret and missed chances
and the longing to go back
i want
Apr 14, 2021
Apr 14, 2021 at 8:34 AM UTC
I always used to wonder why things ended
Why "the end" was such a hard thing to admit
Why there were tears
Why there was no smiles to be found
I didn't understand why people would be so sad
Besides the end was just a new beginning
Then I grew up
I realized the end does in fact bring a new beginning
But that new beginning is something that you cant control
Its a change that is almost always expected
Yet no one sees it coming
I get it now
Sometimes "the end" is just to hard to bare
Apr 13, 2021
Apr 13, 2021 at 8:26 AM UTC
i wish to live forever
to live in the damp earth
to live within the hearts of the ones i love
to live within his head.
yet i will only live for a small while,
just for a small while
Apr 13, 2021
Apr 13, 2021 at 8:25 AM UTC
She was a thrifted sweater and denim and jersey knit sheets
Pizza breath and red wine and toothpaste
Alabaster skin and knotted hair and freckled shoulders
A tangible dream and my favorite good morning
She agreed to let me kiss her and I agreed to let her slip my shirt over my head before she became
Blood and tears
"I trusted you" and "I’m sorry"
Midnight poems and a drunk "I need you"
I’m afraid I loved you like the way I wrote
Apr 6, 2021
Apr 6, 2021 at 10:26 AM UTC
words get stuck in my throat
like fire waiting to be splashed out
this fire that roars within me
seeps out into my words, puts a sour hit on the tip of my tongue
this fire that rages within me
that sadly wont go out
Apr 1, 2021
Apr 1, 2021 at 2:29 PM UTC
empty thoughts, filled with empty words
floating around the abyss that is my head
yet they all make sense to me,
why not anyone else
Mar 31, 2021
Mar 31, 2021 at 9:52 AM UTC
the solid beat along the floor
the echo of the violin
the pace of pining breaths
against each other's skin
the music kicks up
you part with my waist
and the longer i'm away
the more time seems to chase
my eyes open to darkness
i'm left with a dream fleeting
all i recall are the notes of a song
such a bittersweet meeting!
Mar 29, 2021
Mar 29, 2021 at 12:25 PM UTC