Oh darling,
How truly pleasing you are
Your gaze shifts to mine unknowing
If only you knew the power you're holding
Oh how I adore those helpless eyes
It's truly a shame they do no real looking
Clip, clop you walk steadily off
No! Don't go!
Oh darling,
Don't you understand I adore you.
Or have I not made it clear?
Well allow me to demonstrate my dear
How hopelessly, helpless i've become
Please won't you let me have you
Oh for heaven's sake!
You can not just ignore me,
Love me I beg you
Oh darling,
It appears you truly are blind
Or is it just that I've stolen your eyes?
You would not return my gaze
So I forced it
What a horrible mistake I've made
But no remorse do I have for it
Smick! Smack! You try to crawl away
No! You mustn't go!
Oh darling,
I've captured you once more
Not just in my gaze, of that I am sure
It appears my ropes are too tight.
You are turning blue like the brightest of skies.
Let me tell you the sweetest of lies.
Slithering, slipping, sliding through my grasp,
Your breath is drawing fewer.
Oh darling,
What have I done?
You were my one true love,
Why did you have to fade to grey?
Should I have just admired you and stayed away?
How I miss those helpless, sightless eyes
I am the monster who destroyed you
Oh darling,
I wish I had never known you.
Oct 22, 2021
Oct 22, 2021 at 11:29 AM UTC
I always used to wonder why things ended
Why "the end" was such a hard thing to admit
Why there were tears
Why there was no smiles to be found
I didn't understand why people would be so sad
Besides the end was just a new beginning
Then I grew up
I realized the end does in fact bring a new beginning
But that new beginning is something that you cant control
Its a change that is almost always expected
Yet no one sees it coming
I get it now
Sometimes "the end" is just to hard to bare
Apr 8, 2021
Apr 8, 2021 at 11:01 AM UTC
i'm ill
the soul of my being aches
aches for validation
from the one person
that cannot provide it.
Mar 26, 2021
Mar 26, 2021 at 1:58 PM UTC
When the emotions are boiling over
I speak to you
at least that's what I want to do
your never there
I was there, everytime
why can't I be treated the same in return
come on just pick up the phone
i've been calling
why am I waiting on you?
Mar 25, 2021
Mar 25, 2021 at 3:35 PM UTC
today was the last day
the last day for everything
the last day to love you
the last day to kiss you
the last day to hold your hand
one last embrace
one last glance
all I want is one more second
that's not what you want is it?
you want nothing
no one last anything
because you never wanted a first
a first everything
a first day to love me
a first kiss
a first glance
a first embrace
a first time holding my hand
so please tell me why if you didn't want a first anything
please just let me have one last
last anything
Feb 18, 2021
Feb 18, 2021 at 3:25 PM UTC
One day i'll be able
able to hold my fate in my hands
able to write a soothing rhyme
One day i'll be able to
to stand up taller
to know how to save my time
One day i'll be able to be
be someone or something
be happy again
One day i'll be able to be me
Me finally
Jan 29, 2021
Jan 29, 2021 at 3:46 PM UTC
Its not supposed to be this hard
right?
I'm not supposed to wonder day to day if i'll be ok
right?
I look back at pictures of the people I had to leave behind
they still remember me like I remember them
right?
Im not the only one who feels like they have to move on
right?
But you see I cant help thinking they dont remember me
I know i'm not ok
I am trying...
Oct 22, 2020
Oct 22, 2020 at 12:59 AM UTC
someday somewhere the sky are blue
it has to be true
you know i love you
i know you do
won't you come sit with me and enjoy the view
i'll be there waiting for you
Jul 19, 2020
Jul 19, 2020 at 3:36 AM UTC
If i could write the world a song
it would start with a drop
all pray for it never to stop
the people would join in on the melody,
they would all belong
every word that was uttered would make you fall in love
no one would be waiting for heaven above
there would be no insecurity,
no violence,
no doubt
There would be nothing you were living without
it would make you start wanting to live for today
and let you get over the fears of yesterday
when the song would end the world would stop
it would no longer feel like a ticking clock
the birds would still sing
and the wind would still blow
why the song ended no one would know
but from that day on goodness would flow
through the wounds of the people, the world used to know
this song would show how its ok to fail
but if you keep on singing you'll surely prevail
so don't stop singing my wondrous song
because believe it or not you DO BELONG
Jul 19, 2020
Jul 19, 2020 at 3:30 AM UTC
Change is in the air
Unknown if its good or bad
You feel the uneasiness in your stomach
so you know its there
Its an unparalleled feeling beyond compare
Unprecedented
There are no past emotions to compare this to
This thing that just popped out of the blue
At first we laughed and just played it away
Now we no longer keep track of the days
Unprecedented
So now we wait until the day will come
When we are able to simply lay in the sun
No it's not easy this feeling we have
We can no longer wave it away like a flag
The days keep rolling and toiling by
Until the day we don't have to stand by
Unprecedented
May 3, 2020
May 3, 2020 at 6:34 PM UTC