
I’m dying
I’m dying
I’m dying while still on the vine
Every time I close my eyes
I find myself talking to you
Please, take my pen from my hand
And stick it into my heart
Otherwise, I can’t stop
Is going back nothing more than remembering?
Everything I’ve lost lines up in front of me,
And I squint my eyes just to see you…
My everything
My entire being
And you are everything I love
How the shape of our lips, is the same
One made for the other…
That way you look at me,
Look at yourself in the mirror the same way
Our names, our hearts and ourselves
What are they, if they aren’t things we share?
On those rocks where we sat side by side
I tear my body apart
Please, pull my organs out
And loosen the veins in my neck
Or lay me down
And cover me up with yourself
Are your legs always restless?
And when you’re alone at night,
Do you feel the love you kicked away?
Don’t speak, I don’t want to hear it
To a wall of black triangles
I sing a serenade.
May 26
May 26, 2026 at 5:44 PM UTC
I’m dying
I’m dying
I’m dying while still on the vine
Every time I close my eyes
I find myself talking to you
Please, take my pen from my hand
And stick it into my heart
Otherwise, I can’t stop
Is going back nothing more than remembering?
Everything I’ve lost lines up in front of me,
And I squint my eyes just to see you…
My everything
My entire being
And you are everything I love
How the shape of our lips, is the same
One made for the other…
That way you look at me,
Look at yourself in the mirror the same way
Our names, our hearts and ourselves
What are they, if they aren’t things we share?
On those rocks where we sat side by side
I tear my body apart
Please, pull my organs out
And loosen the veins in my neck
Or lay me down
And cover me up with yourself
Are your legs always restless?
And when you’re alone at night,
Do you feel the love you kicked away?
Don’t speak, I don’t want to hear it
To a wall of black triangles
I sing a serenade.
May 26
May 26, 2026 at 5:44 PM UTC
I’m dying
I’m dying
I’m dying while still on the vine
Every time I close my eyes
I find myself talking to you
Please, take my pen from my hand
And stick it into my heart
Otherwise, I can’t stop
Is going back nothing more than remembering?
Everything I’ve lost lines up in front of me,
And I squint my eyes just to see you…
My everything
My entire being
And you are everything I love
How the shape of our lips, is the same
One made for the other…
That way you look at me,
Look at yourself in the mirror the same way
Our names, our hearts and ourselves
What are they, if they aren’t things we share?
On those rocks where we sat side by side
I tear my body apart
Please, pull my organs out
And loosen the veins in my neck
Or lay me down
And cover me up with yourself
Are your legs always restless?
And when you’re alone at night,
Do you feel the love you kicked away?
Don’t speak, I don’t want to hear it
To a wall of black triangles
I sing a serenade.
May 26
May 26, 2026 at 5:44 PM UTC
I’m dying
I’m dying
I’m dying while still on the vine
Every time I close my eyes
I find myself talking to you
Please, take my pen from my hand
And stick it into my heart
Otherwise, I can’t stop
Is going back nothing more than remembering?
Everything I’ve lost lines up in front of me,
And I squint my eyes just to see you…
My everything
My entire being
And you are everything I love
How the shape of our lips, is the same
One made for the other…
That way you look at me,
Look at yourself in the mirror the same way
Our names, our hearts and ourselves
What are they, if they aren’t things we share?
On those rocks where we sat side by side
I tear my body apart
Please, pull my organs out
And loosen the veins in my neck
Or lay me down
And cover me up with yourself
Are your legs always restless?
And when you’re alone at night,
Do you feel the love you kicked away?
Don’t speak, I don’t want to hear it
To a wall of black triangles
I sing a serenade.
May 26
May 26, 2026 at 5:44 PM UTC
I’m dying
I’m dying
I’m dying while still on the vine
Every time I close my eyes
I find myself talking to you
Please, take my pen from my hand
And stick it into my heart
Otherwise, I can’t stop
Is going back nothing more than remembering?
Everything I’ve lost lines up in front of me,
And I squint my eyes just to see you…
My everything
My entire being
And you are everything I love
How the shape of our lips, is the same
One made for the other…
That way you look at me,
Look at yourself in the mirror the same way
Our names, our hearts and ourselves
What are they, if they aren’t things we share?
On those rocks where we sat side by side
I tear my body apart
Please, pull my organs out
And loosen the veins in my neck
Or lay me down
And cover me up with yourself
Are your legs always restless?
And when you’re alone at night,
Do you feel the love you kicked away?
Don’t speak, I don’t want to hear it
To a wall of black triangles
I sing a serenade.
May 26
May 26, 2026 at 5:44 PM UTC
I’m dying
I’m dying
I’m dying while still on the vine
Every time I close my eyes
I find myself talking to you
Please, take my pen from my hand
And stick it into my heart
Otherwise, I can’t stop
Is going back nothing more than remembering?
Everything I’ve lost lines up in front of me,
And I squint my eyes just to see you…
My everything
My entire being
And you are everything I love
How the shape of our lips, is the same
One made for the other…
That way you look at me,
Look at yourself in the mirror the same way
Our names, our hearts and ourselves
What are they, if they aren’t things we share?
On those rocks where we sat side by side
I tear my body apart
Please, pull my organs out
And loosen the veins in my neck
Or lay me down
And cover me up with yourself
Are your legs always restless?
And when you’re alone at night,
Do you feel the love you kicked away?
Don’t speak, I don’t want to hear it
To a wall of black triangles
I sing a serenade.
May 26
May 26, 2026 at 5:44 PM UTC
I’m dying
I’m dying
I’m dying while still on the vine
Every time I close my eyes
I find myself talking to you
Please, take my pen from my hand
And stick it into my heart
Otherwise, I can’t stop
Is going back nothing more than remembering?
Everything I’ve lost lines up in front of me,
And I squint my eyes just to see you…
My everything
My entire being
And you are everything I love
How the shape of our lips, is the same
One made for the other…
That way you look at me,
Look at yourself in the mirror the same way
Our names, our hearts and ourselves
What are they, if they aren’t things we share?
On those rocks where we sat side by side
I tear my body apart
Please, pull my organs out
And loosen the veins in my neck
Or lay me down
And cover me up with yourself
Are your legs always restless?
And when you’re alone at night,
Do you feel the love you kicked away?
Don’t speak, I don’t want to hear it
To a wall of black triangles
I sing a serenade.
May 26
May 26, 2026 at 5:44 PM UTC
I’m dying
I’m dying
I’m dying while still on the vine
Every time I close my eyes
I find myself talking to you
Please, take my pen from my hand
And stick it into my heart
Otherwise, I can’t stop
Is going back nothing more than remembering?
Everything I’ve lost lines up in front of me,
And I squint my eyes just to see you…
My everything
My entire being
And you are everything I love
How the shape of our lips, is the same
One made for the other…
That way you look at me,
Look at yourself in the mirror the same way
Our names, our hearts and ourselves
What are they, if they aren’t things we share?
On those rocks where we sat side by side
I tear my body apart
Please, pull my organs out
And loosen the veins in my neck
Or lay me down
And cover me up with yourself
Are your legs always restless?
And when you’re alone at night,
Do you feel the love you kicked away?
Don’t speak, I don’t want to hear it
To a wall of black triangles
I sing a serenade.
May 26
May 26, 2026 at 5:44 PM UTC
Now is when you realize
No matter how you contend
Laughing is the butterflies
Of your short-living content
The sadness will find you
With it’s insidious intent
On the brink of a midnight
You will plead with yourself
Apr 24
Apr 24, 2026 at 6:57 PM UTC
Fled the past
And the beautiful dreams
For pain accrues
And sweeps away
All the scents off the streets
For this I have wept
In a vacant old basketball court
And kept it, so no one sees
Gone are the laughs
And life’s fleeting ornaments
Burdens broaden and last
With sweetening torments
Vastness softly left
Itself to a dead end
So slowly in my head
Days shortened and passed
And years suddenly leapt!
In the gloom
In the shady living room
Still warm the bloodshed
Flashbacks are killing me good
Though I prayed and fasted
Knelt and dipped my face
In words that are never said
And promises that weren’t made
Stay!
I have seen my grace flicker
And my face begin to wrinkle
I have seen my own decease
And ashes of me scattered
Don’t ask, when will this cease
What are nights, if you’re at ease?
Look at the sky
The placentas of shooting stars
Tell you this is not the last
To these nice white lights
But as of now
Fled, the past
And the beautiful times
Apr 22
Apr 22, 2026 at 6:54 PM UTC