when you left, i
was only left with
theses photographs.
and i looked them so many
times so that the
image of your
face won't leave
too.
May 11, 2016
May 11, 2016 at 12:05 AM UTC
i am my favorite song
i am rhythms and patterns, strategically placed
i am mezzo-piano
i am fortissimo
I am dynamics and crescendo
i am all the words i don't know
i am the sound of my guitar
with the "phaser" **** turned up
i will be amplified, i will be loud
and looped
and manic.
im the noise you can't get out of your head
i am sound
i am a whisper and a shout
perfectly blended
i am velocity
i am the build-up
and then the drop
i am the echo in a dark room
i am my favorite song.
Apr 23, 2016
Apr 23, 2016 at 6:19 PM UTC
life is so unpredictable,
it changes with the seasons,
even your coldest winter,
happens for the best of reasons,
and though it feels eternal,
like all you'll ever do is freeze,
i promise spring is coming,
and with it, brand new leaves.
Apr 23, 2016
Apr 23, 2016 at 2:16 PM UTC
Lately I've been oblivious
It's the cold weather that reminds me
of you.
It makes me think off all the pain
and all the happiness you brought
me.
It reminds me of the nights I wondered
The emptiness of my mind thinking of
you and hoping you were doing the
same.
Apr 21, 2016
Apr 21, 2016 at 4:39 PM UTC
I know that he hurt you and now you
want to build walls around your heart
so no one can ever make you feel such
pain ever again, but darling, you'll only
hurt yourself in the end.
Apr 20, 2016
Apr 20, 2016 at 11:08 PM UTC
she wanted to tell him she
missed him, but knew it wouldn't
change a thing so she just kept
pretending she didn't
Apr 20, 2016
Apr 20, 2016 at 11:05 PM UTC
let's pretend for just one minute
more
that I'm yours and you're mine again
but I get to walk away from all the
mess you left, your emptiness.
I want to forget about the pain
in me.
Apr 20, 2016
Apr 20, 2016 at 10:40 PM UTC
I saw you
at your
lowest point;
your miserable,
wallowing worst,
pitiful and *****
sorrowful and shame
and I
still
love(d)
you
Apr 20, 2016
Apr 20, 2016 at 10:34 PM UTC
do you ever feel,
so sad that,
your chest aches,
and you feel so numb,
and there's a big hole
right where your heart
should be,
like you don't matter,
like you're nothing,
and your life is nothing,
and you're just invisible,
you just want to lie in your bed,
and sleep for awhile,
sleep just for a very long time,
and possibly never wake up.
Do you ever feel that?
Cause that's how I always feel.
Apr 20, 2016
Apr 20, 2016 at 4:11 PM UTC
what a shame
that the girl who once believed
in fairytails and magic
had to be struck by reality
with demons in her mind
and the fear of never being loved.
Apr 20, 2016
Apr 20, 2016 at 4:06 PM UTC