i’m a leaking bottle of bleach
i’ll lie down and stain everything
i’m lonely and bummed
and i deserve free ****
Aug 17, 2020
Aug 17, 2020 at 1:48 AM UTC
the more i lose, i still grow taller
till the last one falls
and then i crumble
Aug 17, 2020
Aug 17, 2020 at 1:42 AM UTC
it’s exactly what you think it is
it’s 2pm
i’m drunk again
and i feel so alone in my throat
Aug 17, 2020
Aug 17, 2020 at 1:40 AM UTC
staring off at the blank walls that surround me
I don't think I'll ever recover
from the nights I spent sobbing
staining the pillow with the makeup thats been left on my face for days
I don't even care anymore
the pent up rage
the anger
the disparity
I want it to leave
leave behind the empty vessel that once held a pure soul
May 10, 2020
May 10, 2020 at 9:36 PM UTC
with you sinking down next to me
i found it hard to sleep
so last night i stayed up and watched
the whites of my eyes turn green
will you visit me
under the willow tree?
i tried to see you
but the strings make my hands raw
and the ashes burn my skin
mixing benadryl and cetirizine leaves me in a hazy dream
now times passing through me
why cant i feel myself moving?
Nov 18, 2019
Nov 18, 2019 at 9:40 PM UTC
my heels are raw and bleeding
my mouth has been cut up
i’m so sick of being the girl lying in the snow
crying on the side of road
you live in fear
your empathy will empty you
you’re so ******* sour
i wonder if it hurts
i wonder for how much longer
i’ll keep picking you flowers
Nov 18, 2019
Nov 18, 2019 at 7:19 PM UTC
couch locked
my teeth are feeling rotted
and i’m sick of all the nothing on your face
katie tried to find a dentist
but i can’t stand the taste of metal
my gums bleed while we drink boxed wine
i want the night to stick around
so i don’t have to keep finding new sounds
that i like
i’ll just end up sleeping all day
trying to avoid the pain
it’s been almost a year
things still feel the same
Nov 18, 2019
Nov 18, 2019 at 1:31 PM UTC
i think i love you
but i’m messed up and sick
maybe i don’t know what love is
you tried to teach me
but i’m impatient
i don’t know how to listen and i talk for days
about nothing in particular
just trying to keep your gaze
Nov 18, 2019
Nov 18, 2019 at 1:22 PM UTC
irresponsibility
you are dear to me
you are why i dont mind sleeping in the back seat
of my car
in early march
the parents of indifference and anxiety
have taught
apathy
it has been instilled in me
emily doesn’t like my box of coins i bring everywhere
i dont think she likes my antics
i dont think she finds them endearing
but it has been instilled in me
irresponsibility
Nov 18, 2019
Nov 18, 2019 at 11:14 AM UTC
in july i tied flowers into crowns trying to get you to love me
in may you gave all your crowns back to me
and now ill never like the 5th of july
my teeth still shatter in my dreams
your sound is a dull empty ache
but ill still pick you handfuls of flowers
just in case you decide
im really not a waste
Nov 18, 2019
Nov 18, 2019 at 11:13 AM UTC