When I see her smile everything is alright.
Though my head's not ******* in tight.
I love it when she laughs
I hate it when she cries
And i know when we fight, there's nothing I can despise.
Are you sure? They laugh.
You can't be together. They screamed.
God hates you. They punch.
Eeww, how disgusting. They turn away.
No matter what, i'll stick by her, because she's mine,
And i'm not letting her go.
Oct 11, 2016
Oct 11, 2016 at 1:06 PM UTC
She's decorated with skulls
Engulfed in darkness
Her aura screams death and weeping
She writes until she falls
And she sings until her voice leaves her
Her voice is described as the one in which persuades you to leave this world.
She's a beauty to behold, her long black hair rests at her sides.
Some call her a cult leader, others call her Satan.
Her best friend on the other hand,
He's bright.
Colors cascade him everywhere he walks.
Flowers grow with his gaze.
His aura is filled with music and love.
His blond hair is messy and he keeps a book at hand.
His freckles and bright blue eyes attract even the most dangerous of men.
Some call him love, others call him God.
Oct 11, 2016
Oct 11, 2016 at 12:57 PM UTC
A split second can change everything
A sudden kiss
A pull of the trigger
A simple step
Can change your entire life
Whether it’s a good or bad second is up to you
A hour of conversation can change you
Secrets and Confessions
Experiences and Arguments
Taking the time to understand
It can change your perspective
It can change your actions
What you make of it
How you see it
How you respond
Is up to you
Just make sure it’s a good one.
Oct 11, 2016
Oct 11, 2016 at 12:56 PM UTC
Writing in the night
Waiting for the moments come
Writing for tonight
Waiting till the clock strikes one
And the papers, are shred to pieces
And the songs, are hidden away
These words are fond memories
These roads keep me safe
My pencil,
Keeps on writing
Writing till the days end
Writing just to pretend
Everything’s okay…
Time to let it go
Just once time has shown
Time to say goodbye
Ending this lullaby
Oct 11, 2016
Oct 11, 2016 at 12:55 PM UTC
I don’t know what to write about.
As I sit in class my mind is blank.
No thoughts.
No songs stuck in my head.
Just the endless silence.
If I think, I’ll think about him, if I think about him I’ll think about us.
If I think about us I think about how we are no longer, we.
Just him.
Just me.
I refuse to accept that I may still have feelings for him.
Which is hurting me just as so.
I want to know the truth, of what really happened.
I don’t want excuses, just the truth.
I don’t know what to write about.
These words in the page in front of me aren’t mine.
Someone else wrote them.
Surely.
I couldn’t have thought like that.
If I think, I think about friends, and if I think about friends, I think about her.
Our friendship is strong, surely to last a lifetime.
Every day is a blessing.
I guess I do have things to write about.
Friends, Enemies, Almost’s
Life has been nice.
Life has been painful.
Life has been healing.
Life has been waiting.
When I think, I think about them, when I think about them, I cry.
I can’t remember everything, only bits and pieces.
Makes me wonder if it actually happened.
When I think about my future,
I think of a young lady who knows nothing about where she came from.
Who she’s met.
Who she is.
It scares me, that maybe one day, I’ll forget all of this.
And I don’t want to forget.
I’m scared of everything.
I don’t want to be scared.
But fear consumes me.
It haunts me through every moment of my being.
Aug 29, 2016
Aug 29, 2016 at 1:43 PM UTC
I feel sadness and anger
I show whats left of my joy
Never gonna let you know
You'd never believe me
These feelings confuse me
I do but I don't
I hate but I love
I'm sorry?
I don't even know.
LEAVE ME ALONE
But don't leave my side
I'm sorry!
Sorry?
Sorry.
For everything
For my annoying-ness
My bossy and my ugly
My stupid and my mind
These feelings.
Why can't i do anything?
I upset my mother
cause her trouble
Trapped inside my bubble
Leave me in the rubble.
May 12, 2016
May 12, 2016 at 1:34 PM UTC
The stars rest in your eyes
Nothing about you i can despise
When days are cloudy
and roads are rough
I'll be standing tough
Next to you
Never through
Wishing to stay forever
I wave goodbye
Until another
I love you
I'm being true
I love you
I really do
May 10, 2016
May 10, 2016 at 1:34 PM UTC
Dear depression,
You've been killing me inside for eight years now
Dear depression,
You've kept me in bed because the thoughts in my head consume me and eat me alive.
Dear depression,
I've faked a smile and skipped a meal for too long.
Dear depression,
Your best friend anxiety always kicks me when I'm down and causes my heart to stop and my hands to tremble when facing my fears.
Dear depression,
You've told me I'm not pretty enough so many times, to the point where I dodge the mirror and hide behind a mask.
Dear depression,
I've tried to numb you with alcohol and drugs but it only makes it worse.
Dear depression,
I'm tired of you. I'm tired of you determining my happiness and I'm tired of you making me stay when I could've went out.
May 9, 2016
May 9, 2016 at 2:03 PM UTC
Happily we dance
Stuck inside this deadly trance
Though others cry
You may die
Happily you dance
May 9, 2016
May 9, 2016 at 10:03 AM UTC
I like hearing you scream
(no that's not what i mean)
I like seeing your blood drip out.
Though some may call me gross
I don't mind for the most
For they are the next to be found.
May 9, 2016
May 9, 2016 at 9:54 AM UTC