1:25 AM and i can still feel your breath on my shoulder when you would beg me to stay
Feb 26, 2015
Feb 26, 2015 at 11:29 AM UTC
reflects smiles
mirrors pains
its beauty beguiles
entertains
wakes up heart
opens door
transcends art
furthermore
swells in vein
its maddening flow
drops as rain
on parchment glow
once seeded within
grows deep root
makes you come clean
speak only truth
soul's inked beat
pearls dug from deep
in true spirit
have it worshipped.
Feb 7, 2015
Feb 7, 2015 at 1:57 AM UTC
God must've painted the sunset in your eyelids
and the stars in your eyes
he must've made a jungle out of your heart
that everyone keeps getting lost in,
drowned by a forest of wildfires.
he must've tucked sunshine in the corners of your smiles.
he must've patterned the oceans and seas with your words --
i keep drowning in them.
he must've tried to recreate the softness of heaven in your lips.
blackholes may have been named after your eyes --
they keep ******* me in and I can't help but see the birth of stars in their edges.
you are a whole universe of your own,
and I like exploring the corners of it alone.
Feb 7, 2015
Feb 7, 2015 at 1:54 AM UTC
I was never anything but flammable material
I kept you warm but I burned myself out
Every week I tell my therapist about you
How things have changed
How I have a new man every night
How I rarely learn their names and they never call me back
How I'm nothing but empty anymore
And you judge me for healing wrong
As if what I'm doing is any worse than five weeks of self pity
As if your feelings will always continue to trump mine
As if you still have some say in what I do
As if you're still holding the matches
But I'm learning to speak for myself
I've learned how to moan three different names in less than two days
And how to make none of them sound even remotely like yours
I'm moving on and it kills you, I know
But you only liked the dancing fire and the warmth
You never could stand the smell of smoke.
Feb 7, 2015
Feb 7, 2015 at 1:50 AM UTC
Shame on you for not loving me back
Shame on you for not staying
Shame on you for not making me stay
Shame on you for...
Shame on you
Shame on you
Shame on
Shame on me, for hoping, believing and loving, and living.
Feb 7, 2015
Feb 7, 2015 at 1:50 AM UTC
and maybe i fell so hard into lust
that you tricked me into believing it was love
Feb 7, 2015
Feb 7, 2015 at 1:49 AM UTC