you act like something that comes out of an ***
always use a ******
you would be a horrible father.
i can't believe you can say such cruel things to someone that you once loved.
but honestly what does a piece of **** know about feelings?
Feb 9, 2016
Feb 9, 2016 at 8:39 PM UTC
maybe its the changing of the seasons
but I don't love you anymore
Mar 7, 2015
Mar 7, 2015 at 3:42 PM UTC
and I can love you in my heart
but I cant love you in my arms
and its the worst part of reality
Mar 4, 2015
Mar 4, 2015 at 9:42 PM UTC
and I wish I could wind back time
because babe you're on my mind
and I saw you at the gym today
you gave me a small smirk
as if you've only talked to me once or twice in your life
and i know it's possible
but i don't want to love somebody else.
Mar 4, 2015
Mar 4, 2015 at 9:30 PM UTC
and we stopped talking again
just as I expected
but tomorrow I have to see your face for the first time since then
and im not looking forward to it
because I know Im going to have untamed butterflies flooding my stomach
but for some chance if you're reading this
im doing my best to move on
I found this kid
which is probably going to make you mad
but im not trying to I promise
I just know he's a lot better for me than you ever were
im sorry
my love is finally fading
Mar 2, 2015
Mar 2, 2015 at 4:57 PM UTC
I wish bawling my eyes out eased the pain
and I also wish my parents would stop asking me whats wrong when they already know
and I wish I could stop crying everynight
and I wish I wasn't suicidal
and I wish I was good enough for the only person I love
and I wish you loved me back
and I wish writing this poem right now wasn't the only thing stopping me from killing myself
but I looked into your eyes tonight
and I hope you saw it
but I know you're blind
im broken, you broke me
you told me the things I made for you meant absolutely nothing anymore.
I spent days on that
days.
and when you said that
I walked away
hoping you would chase me
or hit me with your car to put me out of my misery
but no, you didn't
and I wish you ******* cared about me
then maybe I would think my life is worth living....
and maybe I could go to bed at night without wanting to take my life
I just wanted you to ask me to stay
so I could be happy, be sane, stay a good person
but now that I know you don't care for me
why does it matter if I **** someone?
why does it matter if I do **** with a million boys
doesn't matter to you? why should it matter to me?
truth is im done giving a **** about life
when the one person I truly loved doesn't give half a **** about me
its one of those nights where I can't resist the temptation
im done
goodbye
Feb 24, 2015
Feb 24, 2015 at 8:52 PM UTC
I thought about sending you my poetry link tonight
but immediately resisted the temptation
why should I give you the satisfaction of caring
*you probably ****** the school **** tonight*
im beginning this act where I don't care about you
and I don't care what you do
and I wish that was true
I wish you didn't consume my thoughts
every day
every hour
almost every minute
all the guys I talk to
are only a temporary high
they are a temporary filling for the hole you left in my heart
and maybe im the dumbest human being for still loving you through everything you have put me through
but I have never really been common sense smart
and maybe all of this is a lesson
to tell me what I deserve
but I still know I don't deserve better
and it just hurts
it hurts when I try and fall asleep
knowing you're probably not thinking of me
but another girl that you're probably just using
and I wonder when you'll realize that you actually liked me for me, not my body
but all these other girls won't mean **** after you please yourself
and I wonder when you will realize I actually mattered
and I wonder when you will realize you lost me
you lost me
and I lost myself
and I hope I can get back to the happiness I held before I met you
im just learning to live without you
how is it so easy for you babe?
Feb 19, 2015
Feb 19, 2015 at 12:39 AM UTC
roses are red
violets are blue
its almost valentines day
but I don't **** with you
Feb 12, 2015
Feb 12, 2015 at 5:51 PM UTC