abovelove1
Erased / / There is a war in my head. As my thoughts collide. The angel and the demon fight for their life. I get scared, I hide in pain. I’m silent but I’m really screaming inside. Telling myself it’s gonna be okay. But it’s just a lie, I want myself to believe. But I just can’t, because I know it’s not, it’s not okay. I shouldn’t have to fight for my life. Thinking to myself maybe if I die it would all be okay, then as the demon whispers in my ear “it’s time to go, pick up that gun and die” the war keeps going. Then finally it comes to an end as the demon wins. I pick up the gun and erase my life as it never happened
