It’s hard to digest
I’d forgotten what this was, and the person who wrote it
I’ll catch a glimpse of her from time to time
Hiding in the back,
Shes confused
Probably angry too
I wonder what she’d say now
Looking back
It’s hard to say if it was deserved, if I have learned, if I have grown
She shielded from so much, used the haze and dust
Didn’t really give anything a second thought.
While I pay for that now, the regrets
Unspoken apologies and blackouts
It’s been years and looking back,
I don’t mind it too much
I think I like it here now
Apr 7
Apr 7, 2026 at 7:43 PM UTC
maybe if i tried harder
maybe if i thought faster
it would have made the pain more bearable
and make me feel less shameful.
Mar 16, 2018
Mar 16, 2018 at 1:16 PM UTC
I wish I could break
Shatter into a million pieces
Of sharded glass, waiting to be stepped on.
Causing you to bleed wouldn't hurt me
Because I would already be broken.
This universe doesn't give a ****
Whether we're moving
Or camping out on life's sidelines.
The doers, in the end
Meet the same fate as the dreamers.
I want you to break me.
Work me until I fall apart
Until I can't take it anymore.
At least then
I will overdose on my need for perfection
Before I die of it.
You can take my needle from me
Before my heart stops beating.
Before it turns my blue vein black.
Then maybe I can stop craving
Everything that hopes to **** me off.
Mar 16, 2018
Mar 16, 2018 at 1:08 PM UTC
By my grave
I stood above
Looking down
The chaos left behind
the growing storms
Mar 11, 2018
Mar 11, 2018 at 9:41 PM UTC
I'm not sure
h o w
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N
G*
I can
k e e p
this P
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Mar 9, 2018
Mar 9, 2018 at 3:53 PM UTC
i wish to kiss her wrists
just like the blades once did;
replace those scars with wisps
of hope life once forbid
Mar 9, 2018
Mar 9, 2018 at 3:50 PM UTC
Why are we intent
On breaking our hearts more than
We already have?
Mar 9, 2018
Mar 9, 2018 at 3:47 PM UTC