We are the ones who are hard to understand
We'll be the last ones in the movie theatre
because the ending scene made us cry
We'll stop to smell the roses
because they deserve to be appreciated
We are the ones who will take the time
to learn what keeps you up at night
We are the ones who will imagine
an entire future of adventures
with the people who show us love
We are the ones who will love you more
than we love ourselves
We will give you our strongest parts
in hopes that we can make things better
We desire to see you become the best you
to make sure that you always feel our love
We crave affection and appreciation
We give a piece of ourselves away every day
sometimes to people who don't deserve it
Our love is easy to take advantage of
and sometimes we don't get back
the love that we give away
When we hurt, we crumble and fall apart
We constantly have to put ourselves back together
We are more fragile than we like to give off
We carry our emotions on our sleeves
Our flaws have the ability to consume us
We aren't afraid to give you the world
but we are afraid to feel unloved
We want you to see what we see
We want you to understand where we're coming from
We are good people with good intentions
We are stronger than we believe
Not everyone can feel the way we feel
We feel too much, too often
We are not hard to love
We are something not everyone knows how to love
But you need to remember that
your worth does not change just because
no one is there to appreciate you, to remind you
You are not any less lovable
You are the most lovable person in the world
You are a light that the world needs
Your kindness is not your weakness
You do not need to change for anyone's acceptance
You do not need to stop giving love
just because you don't get any back
Your heart is the best thing about you
And one day when you least expect it
someone will notice you from across the room
and know exactly how to love you
They will think all of these things are beautiful
They will deserve the love you can give
They will fill the empty space in your heart
But for now, don't stop feeling
We are the ones who feel everything so deeply
We are the ones who can't give up because
We are the ones who will teach the world
how to love
Mar 7, 2019
Mar 7, 2019 at 4:41 PM UTC
Sometimes I think of killing myself
How the end would be so nice
How the darkness would swallow me up
And how the numbness would suffice
My need
For all the voices of the feelings
That constantly keep me reeling
To softly slow to a hush
As my brain starts tur-tur-turning into mush
How wonderful it would be
To have that powerful silence
Not even grasshoppers would bother
To wake me
My cells would stop dividing
My brain would stop the lying
Myself would stop denying
What I truly want
But but but
This is just a reckless fantasy
A way to elude one’s own reality
Because as I sit here on the floor
Tears drip drip dropping
I realize there’s those who care for me more
Cherish me more
Love me more
Than I love my own self
The crickets chirp
I put the pills down
Mar 7, 2019
Mar 7, 2019 at 4:37 PM UTC
I couldn't sleep,
So I went to you.
But you pushed me away,
And just said
"I don't need you, talk to your friends",
Knowing
Full well
They're asleep.
When I told you,
All you said was
"Well then, that's your problem, not mine."
Dec 6, 2018
Dec 6, 2018 at 12:56 PM UTC
Like a piece of dust
That floats in the air;
If I was the flying snow,
Would I reach you faster?
✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ:
I'll stop time to go back
Before you left,
And opening your page in my book of memories,
I am there with you,
Inside that fateful winter.
｡･::･ﾟ★,｡･::･ﾟ☆
The fateful words that you left behind.
They're now a poem,
A song.
And I know it'll reach you where ever you are.
･ﾟﾟ･:.｡..｡.:ﾟ::✼✿
｡.｡:+* I just want to finish the blank pages in my story *+:｡.｡
.・。.・゜・.・ And be with you to the very end ・.・゜・。.
Dec 6, 2018
Dec 6, 2018 at 12:55 PM UTC
If all else perished
And he remained
I should continue
to be
And
If all else
Remained and
He was
Annihilated
The universe
Would
Turn into
A mighty stranger
He's
More
Myself
Than
I
Am.
What
Ever
Our
Souls
Are
Made of,
His
And mine
Are
The
Same
Dec 6, 2018
Dec 6, 2018 at 12:53 PM UTC
What if I said
"Bonjour, je suis le chanté"
and
"Hello"
And never said
"Goodbye"
Would you
Remember?
The life?
Happiness?
Sadness?
The tears that we both cried?
At the
Opposite sides
Of
The
World?
Dec 6, 2018
Dec 6, 2018 at 12:53 PM UTC
You just standing in front of me
Makes my heart race as if I ran for miles
Your voice makes me go crazy
As if I got hit hard on my head
Your smile can fly into dimensions
As if I got struck in a paradox.
Nov 21, 2018
Nov 21, 2018 at 9:39 AM UTC
Oh what I'd give...
to live in my dreams
where everything's perfect
and just as it seems
There are no hidden meanings
or broken hearts
nothing left unanswered
straight forward from the start
but...
Here in reality
I can barely breathe
my heart has stopped beating
and I no longer believe
There is no hope
no cure for this cause
Just a heartbroken misfit
holding onto love that once was
Oh what I'd give...
to live in my dreams
where everything's perfect
and just as it seems
If I could sleep forever
In my dreams I'd be a queen
In a castle on a hillside
covered in flowers amongst green
I'd have the King I’d always dreamt of
His love I'd never question
with a smile there would be no doubt
I am the object of his affection
yet...
Forever is impossible
Reality has it's hold
I am alive and wide awake
fearing the untold
I share a world with others
some surviving just fine
Those who can't handle it
simply give up and resign
I've written my resignation
and several times thrown it away
wasted sheets of apologies
never knowing how to explain
Oh what I'd give...
to live in my dreams
where everything's perfect
and just as it seems
Oct 22, 2018
Oct 22, 2018 at 4:51 PM UTC
I never had a very tight grip on the difference between:
Fantasy
And...
God **** Reality
Always merging the two into one disaster
The difference between night and day is no more than simply hiding the sun away.
Without you, my day will never be as bright
The stars will never live as long
The world will never spin as accurate
The bird will quickly forget its song
And my heart will never beat as perfect
You are my fantasy and can never be my reality.
Knowing this, I question my sanity
Refusing to admit
Denying how I feel
A downward spiral
This heart may never heal
Can you break something which is not whole?
Does that mean...
Do I love you?
After all..
..
You are my favorite
Oct 9, 2018
Oct 9, 2018 at 3:42 PM UTC