Vixeen - Hello Poetry

Alone? Feel incredibly unloved and unwanted? Because the only person that would love to spend the whole day With you... is your one year old. And that’s only because she spends the most time With you And you’re her buddy. I’m not minimizing that love or taking it for granted. But it’s hurtful not to be just ONE person’s first pick. Their favorite human, their best friend. Someone who wants to share Moments, Stresses And memories With each other. Because you simply, mean that much to them. That is why my heart is sore.

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May 16, 2021

May 16, 2021 at 10:47 PM UTC

Vixeen

Do you ever feel...

Alone? Feel incredibly unloved and unwanted? Because the only person that would love to spend the whole day With you... is your one year old. And that’s only because she spends the most time With you And you’re her buddy. I’m not minimizing that love or taking it for granted. But it’s hurtful not to be just ONE person’s first pick. Their favorite human, their best friend. Someone who wants to share Moments, Stresses And memories With each other. Because you simply, mean that much to them. That is why my heart is sore.

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Still running, never ceasing, she screams silently. the breath escapes as a wisp. Remembering the past command: Take the demon carefully, his sting is heavily laden with sweet addiction. *** soaks through the front of her gown and the bloodied fabrics drain rusty shades into the tepid moon water she spilled before. Break her chains she will not thank you she will despise her freedom and lay waste to paradise with her filthy torn wings. Let her know of her once-natural beauty she will hiss in derision that she is not still stunning as the rose. BLEED, child. You of all creatures were fantastic in visage You have put to waste the precious fragility of your frame Your yellowing teeth speak volumes your mouth should stay sealed. We have no use for ingrate angels that roll in the muck cheaply selling ******* and chemical highs.

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Vixeen

Nov 16, 2014

Nov 16, 2014 at 1:25 AM UTC

blessedbylight

she's my heroine

Still running, never ceasing, she screams silently. the breath escapes as a wisp. Remembering the past command: Take the demon carefully, his sting is heavily laden with sweet addiction. *** soaks through the front of her gown and the bloodied fabrics drain rusty shades into the tepid moon water she spilled before. Break her chains she will not thank you she will despise her freedom and lay waste to paradise with her filthy torn wings. Let her know of her once-natural beauty she will hiss in derision that she is not still stunning as the rose. BLEED, child. You of all creatures were fantastic in visage You have put to waste the precious fragility of your frame Your yellowing teeth speak volumes your mouth should stay sealed. We have no use for ingrate angels that roll in the muck cheaply selling ******* and chemical highs.

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I can hear her Her mesmerizing melodies calling me Tempting me I sway to her music Fill my veins with her voice And we are one again. She covers me like a blanket I can feel the warmth of her love In my secret places Its dark inside And I'm afraid But she is with me Holding me And I am safe. When she leaves My soul aches for her embrace I hunger for her touch I want to disappear To leave her as she left me But her lethal love injections Are all that I know And I am weak And I can hear her Her mesmerizing melodies calling me Tempting me I sway to her music Fill my veins with her voice And we are one again. My lover wants me dead But I have given her my heart Sealed our love with a kiss Till death do us part.

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Vixeen

Nov 16, 2014

Nov 16, 2014 at 1:08 AM UTC

emoni-jenkins

******

I can hear her Her mesmerizing melodies calling me Tempting me I sway to her music Fill my veins with her voice And we are one again. She covers me like a blanket I can feel the warmth of her love In my secret places Its dark inside And I'm afraid But she is with me Holding me And I am safe. When she leaves My soul aches for her embrace I hunger for her touch I want to disappear To leave her as she left me But her lethal love injections Are all that I know And I am weak And I can hear her Her mesmerizing melodies calling me Tempting me I sway to her music Fill my veins with her voice And we are one again. My lover wants me dead But I have given her my heart Sealed our love with a kiss Till death do us part.

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Darkness feeds on light That speckle of warmth and white that flushes out your blood And you are left with the warmth of your first kiss Lying in a pond on a warm summer day while cold rain nips at your skin So I looked for you in the night And you were laying on mountains Trying to soften the shivering ridges I traveled the world Looking for a mountain high enough to reach the stars And I lay atop you Tossing stars aside To make wishes come true While the cool grass tickled at the most sensitive part of my arms and feet You gently blew my hair and it whipped around me I sold my bus pass to a traveler to find the edges of your lips And I jumped and bounced into the softness of your skin I grabbed ahold onto the roots of your hair And swung myself Into the sea of stars A force so strong it knocked the wind out of my lungs So I took a big breath And was rewarded with clouds of daisies swimming through the galaxy like me Ah, my love You're physical form is no longer with me but I feel you in everything

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Nov 16, 2014

Nov 16, 2014 at 12:53 AM UTC

Vixeen

you are a mountain with clouds of daisies

Darkness feeds on light That speckle of warmth and white that flushes out your blood And you are left with the warmth of your first kiss Lying in a pond on a warm summer day while cold rain nips at your skin So I looked for you in the night And you were laying on mountains Trying to soften the shivering ridges I traveled the world Looking for a mountain high enough to reach the stars And I lay atop you Tossing stars aside To make wishes come true While the cool grass tickled at the most sensitive part of my arms and feet You gently blew my hair and it whipped around me I sold my bus pass to a traveler to find the edges of your lips And I jumped and bounced into the softness of your skin I grabbed ahold onto the roots of your hair And swung myself Into the sea of stars A force so strong it knocked the wind out of my lungs So I took a big breath And was rewarded with clouds of daisies swimming through the galaxy like me Ah, my love You're physical form is no longer with me but I feel you in everything

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/// when I think you haven’t recalled me and you are wondering to flee I have discovered myself alone the evening star is moving under the dark and the road seems like arc the time goes underneath the memory hark I move with the wrong and my guitar is longing too long the birds are singing so melancholy song I don’t know then why I feel you very feel you very when I am coming back to home and you are running to roam I have discovered myself again alone my dreams are floating in bubbles and I feel you are in so many troubles dry leaves are falling on the floor I am walking alone on the shore and hearing your voice into my core love moves with so many more I don’t know then why I feel you very Feel you very- /// @Musfiq us shaleheen

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Vixeen

Nov 16, 2014

Nov 16, 2014 at 12:19 AM UTC

musfiq-us-shaleheen

Feel you very

/// when I think you haven’t recalled me and you are wondering to flee I have discovered myself alone the evening star is moving under the dark and the road seems like arc the time goes underneath the memory hark I move with the wrong and my guitar is longing too long the birds are singing so melancholy song I don’t know then why I feel you very feel you very when I am coming back to home and you are running to roam I have discovered myself again alone my dreams are floating in bubbles and I feel you are in so many troubles dry leaves are falling on the floor I am walking alone on the shore and hearing your voice into my core love moves with so many more I don’t know then why I feel you very Feel you very- /// @Musfiq us shaleheen

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In a little lighter vein, the one, 'tween my toes, I sink narcoticly into a bubble bath of ice and epsom salts, slurring I say **** this is relaxing me, this may have been too much. My chest is heavy my stomach hurts. I run the water again, belch, then, hold my breath blowing all the hurt out my *** Now I have the warmest, though, smelly, more bubbly bath.

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Vixeen

Nov 16, 2014

Nov 16, 2014 at 12:13 AM UTC

wordvango

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In a little lighter vein, the one, 'tween my toes, I sink narcoticly into a bubble bath of ice and epsom salts, slurring I say **** this is relaxing me, this may have been too much. My chest is heavy my stomach hurts. I run the water again, belch, then, hold my breath blowing all the hurt out my *** Now I have the warmest, though, smelly, more bubbly bath.

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to the mocking sneers awakens me from imagining asleep real now , I say, I shame not easily. Shadows, I cannot see bereft of light. Tell me of the jealousies, whisper in my ear, what devil tome must I partake in? What evils have I done ? Shall I awake you, shake from your forever sleep? Haunt you, as you me? What visions here in the light of one candle flickers, roof and wall growing and fluttering with the breezes blowing in the open window trees prancing limbs through the dark. Hark, to thee, go to sleep. Sleep until you have a dream again . Let me be.

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Vixeen

Nov 16, 2014

Nov 16, 2014 at 12:11 AM UTC

wordvango

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to the mocking sneers awakens me from imagining asleep real now , I say, I shame not easily. Shadows, I cannot see bereft of light. Tell me of the jealousies, whisper in my ear, what devil tome must I partake in? What evils have I done ? Shall I awake you, shake from your forever sleep? Haunt you, as you me? What visions here in the light of one candle flickers, roof and wall growing and fluttering with the breezes blowing in the open window trees prancing limbs through the dark. Hark, to thee, go to sleep. Sleep until you have a dream again . Let me be.

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I craved soul searching literature And words that stumbled off your tongue I wanted conversation about society and worldly topics I didn't care about pop culture Or who was marrying whom So I read Dickens, Shakespeare, and Seuss And I understood But my memory was cloudy Names never stuck And when conversation came I couldn't tell what from what I wasn't worldly or interesting I knew no fascinating facts

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Nov 15, 2014

Nov 15, 2014 at 11:41 PM UTC

Vixeen

maybe i wasnt as an intelligent as i thought

I craved soul searching literature And words that stumbled off your tongue I wanted conversation about society and worldly topics I didn't care about pop culture Or who was marrying whom So I read Dickens, Shakespeare, and Seuss And I understood But my memory was cloudy Names never stuck And when conversation came I couldn't tell what from what I wasn't worldly or interesting I knew no fascinating facts

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A shadow of immense power had let darkness take over and I was unable to see a bit of light in the sky above me Even the pool of water below me was stagnant and for a little while, the wilderness was silent The city's never ending gobble had slowed and the streets were empty except for the travelers hoping to beat the rush that would never come I wore your raincoat but shed it when I heard the thunder ripple through the sky through my body Reverberating off the tips off the trees I climbed as a child I smile at you, my world and danced in the gift you had left for me

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Nov 11, 2014

Nov 11, 2014 at 12:54 AM UTC

Vixeen

You, my rainstorm

A shadow of immense power had let darkness take over and I was unable to see a bit of light in the sky above me Even the pool of water below me was stagnant and for a little while, the wilderness was silent The city's never ending gobble had slowed and the streets were empty except for the travelers hoping to beat the rush that would never come I wore your raincoat but shed it when I heard the thunder ripple through the sky through my body Reverberating off the tips off the trees I climbed as a child I smile at you, my world and danced in the gift you had left for me

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Bleached and dying coral Light before the crash Brighter than the star before it disappeared Skulls of dead animals littered with bones on the side of the road I used to see you standing there Long, white flowing night gown but I threw it in the ocean before I let you go Garlic clove before it hit the pain Dove, freedom, hope Death Doctors and nurses and the sheets of your hospital bed Your face before your heart stopped and you let me see that the darkness in white is all that I can ever be.

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Nov 11, 2014

Nov 11, 2014 at 12:46 AM UTC

Vixeen

Ode to White

Bleached and dying coral Light before the crash Brighter than the star before it disappeared Skulls of dead animals littered with bones on the side of the road I used to see you standing there Long, white flowing night gown but I threw it in the ocean before I let you go Garlic clove before it hit the pain Dove, freedom, hope Death Doctors and nurses and the sheets of your hospital bed Your face before your heart stopped and you let me see that the darkness in white is all that I can ever be.

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