Nagkita tayo sa maling panahon
Na hawak ang kamay mo sa maling pagkakataon
At ang pagtayo mula sa ating pagkakaupo
Ang tangi kong naalala ay ang likod mo
At ngayon..
Paano ko babalikan ang nakaraan
Kung sa bawat pagtalikod ko'y syang pagbuhos ng ulan.
Paano ko matatapos ang isang talata
Kung sa bawat pagsulat ko'y syang pagbuhos ng luha.
Paano ko masasabing kaya ko na
Paano ko malalamang tapos na
Sana ay kaya ko pa.. :(
Nov 14, 2017
Nov 14, 2017 at 8:50 PM UTC
Kay liwanag na mga tala
Sa gabing walang pag-asa
Nakahundasay na mga latay
Sa lupa ko'y inialay
Dagundong ng mga bala
Patalim na pang-harana
Ang aming pamaskong handa
Para sa bagong noché buena
Alikabok na lumiliyab
Mga puwing na sumisiklab
Buhangin sa ilalim ng dagat
Sa balat ko'y namulat
Umagang kailan kaya mararanasan
Kung may bukas pang masisilayan
Ng aming pusong binubo
At winasak ng luha ng dugo...
Nov 3, 2017
Nov 3, 2017 at 5:44 PM UTC
Nung una pa lang alam ko na
Pero ako'y nagbubulag-bulagan pa
Dinadaya ang sarili para sa isa
Sinasaktan ang sarili para sa kanya
Nung una pa lang alam ko na
Nang makita ko ang kanyang mga mata
Tila ba naglalakad ng mag-isa
Sa walang katapusang tulay, umaasa
Nung una pa lang alam ko na
Nang ang labi nya ay nanlamig na
Wala na ang dating pagsasama
Ang dating punung-puno ng tuwa at saya
Habangbuhay na nanatili sa nakaraan
Pilit pinagsisiksikan kung ano lang ang alam
Ang bumitaw sa tadhana para ilaan
Ang mga natitirang dahilan para lumaban
Oct 27, 2017
Oct 27, 2017 at 1:52 PM UTC
Has there ever been a person that you’ve met, loved, and lost all in just a couple of hours?
It may sound weird, but it happens.
He spoke the first word
I spoke the last.
His eyes cut through to the center of my soul. If I didn’t know better, I’d say he knew that what I wanted was for him to talk to me.
Like he knew before I did.
It really is strange to think about, how I don’t know where he is, nor do I have proof that he exists.
He does.
He exists to me like the inevitability of death.
Just as dark, just as strange.
I often think about him, thinking about me.
I really don’t know though, if I ever cross his mind.
I guess that is why it is so strange to me, that we see the same moon, live similar lives, but we may never see each other again.
He spoke the first word
I spoke the last.
*
*
*
And to think, I could’ve changed that.
I could’ve I could’ve asked him for some way to continue our conversations.
To allow us to grow closer.
But I didn’t.
I spoke the last word.
I watched him leave the room.
I watched him exit my life.
I wonder how my life would’ve changed,
If he uttered the first word,
And the last had yet to be spoken.
Oct 24, 2017
Oct 24, 2017 at 11:46 PM UTC
Maybe it's you
Maybe it's me
We just need one answer
Why we couldn't agree?
You told me to stop
But I still go on
I asked you to stay,
still you walked away
I am not perfect
So are you
But this love I have for you,
you know that it is true.
Every single words you say
Marked my soul like a doltish burn
It felt like you're killing me
But I loved you so I chose to stay
So I guess it was really me
this uncontrollable love that almost got me killed
I know now why we never could agree
You are different and so is me.
Oct 18, 2017
Oct 18, 2017 at 5:47 PM UTC
I don't know if it's love or lust.
All I know is 'you and me' is a must.
I should've known it won't last.
Nights we shared were nothing but a dust.
Oct 18, 2017
Oct 18, 2017 at 1:01 PM UTC
*Only when we become a Mother
Do we truly understand
How much pain comes
With unconditional love,
It is only then
That we realise
How much it hurts
To be rejected
When push comes to shove.
To be taken for granted
Unintentionally,
Or not,
To be disrespected,
Misunderstood,
And talked-down-to, alot.
Only when we become a Mother
Do we fully comprehend
That our Mothers
Did the best that they could,
They, too, just like us,
Had their own issues
To deal with;
They didn't burden us,
We wouldn't have understood!
They cried just as much
As they smiled--if not more!
They gave more than
They ever received,
They placed everyone's needs
Before their own--since the day
That we were conceived.
They held back tears
Whenever we upset them,
They died inside
Whenever we neglected them
And disrespected them.
Whenever we patronised them -
Whenever we were condescending,
Whenever we blammed them -
Whenever we took them for granted -
When we gave no thought
Nor tried to be understanding.
They only ever wanted
The best for us -
They gave of themselves
Completely;
Something nobody else
Was ever capable of,
Or willing to do!
Only when we lose our Mothers
Do we live with the regret,
A true blessing,
A pure love we were given--
Irreplaceable;
Our first real love,
The one love
We will never,
Ever,
Replace or forget!
By Lady R.F. (C)2017*
Oct 18, 2017
Oct 18, 2017 at 2:30 AM UTC
Ngayon...
Habang magkahawak ang kamay na tatalon
Tayo'y magpapaalam sa panahon
Kasabay ng mga alon
Ay itataya ang pagkakataon
Para sa pag-asang sa muli nating pag-ahon
Ay maglalaho na ang ilusyon
Imahinasyon.
Oct 18, 2017
Oct 18, 2017 at 12:33 AM UTC
I did not ask for it but you came;
Just like a shining armor, out of the grey.
You gave me a warm smile,
that I just can't get used to as the days go by.
A smile, that I thought was just for mine.
The times with you, it wasn't long enough.
But enough, to end my night like a diamond, that brights.
All the memories you gave,
Did not shatter until this day.
I saw you.
I saw you with a new one.
You wore the same smile.
The smile you had when I was that one.
I thought there was something,
I thought I was special.
Oct 17, 2017
Oct 17, 2017 at 12:38 AM UTC
Confused and depressed
Not knowing what comes to life next
A promise that started so beautifully
He changed, and now, is he really ending it this slowly?
In the dark, while I savor the pain
I longed to be happy and then you came.
At a brisk, I let you in
Consumed my mind and invaded my soul.
Your eyes, I couldn’t help but stare
Your voice, that became music to my ear
I wish the time was longer – that’s a shame
Why did I meet you at such a wrong fate?
How can I tell him about you?
You belong to someone else while I do too.
Albeit amiss, the times with you felt nothing but right;
Never was I this proud of the wrong, never in my life.
Lost with bewilderment, who does my heart choose?
HIM, the person that I have learned to love?
Or YOU, the person that suddenly caught my heart?
I’m guilty of even having to question myself that.
The negative thoughts, the guilt, the constant fear.
It has now started drowning me in.
I realized, this affected him and I wanted to do the right thing.
So, I had to choose him.
Oct 13, 2017
Oct 13, 2017 at 3:32 PM UTC