You asked for the story I never told
Unraveled my past like thread from a soul
Gentle hands or so I thought
Pulling pain from places I had long forgot
I gave you the map to my broken parts
Let you trace the bruises carved in my heart
You nodded soft like you understood
I mistook silence for something good
You wore concern like a tailored fit
Said all the right things every word knit
With careful care but hollow thread
You held my hand while I bled
Then one morning, like a trick of light,
you were gone no warning, no fight.
Blocked, deleted, erased so clean,
as if I were some passing dream.
No goodbye
No reason
Not even a lie
The lack of closure still haunts me to this day
The silence of words that I’ll never hear you say
The quiet that lingered for months when you walked away
The forever not knowing of why you chose not to stay
Aug 4, 2025
Aug 4, 2025 at 1:41 AM UTC
Your arms wrapped around me
As I sat on your floor
You sat in my lap
Guarded me from an open door
The door in my thoughts
The door in my memories
The door from my childhood
That forever remained banging
As my back pushed against it
Trying desperately to keep it shut
Keep myself from what’s behind it
But months later back there once more
When it knocked again
You got up and opened the door
You let it all in
The pain, the fear, the trauma
Making me feel small once more
You walked away from me
Not a care in the world
A fragment of the man I knew
But a full fruit of the person I never did
Aug 4, 2025
Aug 4, 2025 at 1:19 AM UTC
I trusted my heart with you
My soul and being
You promised me the world
It was fast and exciting
But in reality I was a pawn
In a sick game you were playing
To get closer to a friend
Who had no interest in staying
Aug 4, 2025
Aug 4, 2025 at 1:10 AM UTC
You're so sensitive
You need to grow up
You know he was joking
So why don't you stop
He has different humour
You just don't get it
My dads in his 70's
You can't say anything
It's not like hes lying
You are overweight
It was just a joke
Don't take it to heart mate
It's weird that it hurts you
And I will never understand
Because you just sit there
With your phone in your hand
Feb 16, 2022
Feb 16, 2022 at 7:23 PM UTC
Love can travel far
Thousands of miles
Together or apart
From distance
To heart
But I will always love you
And that will always grow
Because I’ve found my life partner
And a place to call my home
With you I see a future
I haven’t with anyone else
Because you are someone I will nurture
in sickness and in health
Nothing can separate us no matter how scary
No matter what happens we stick will together
Because baby we both know this is forever
Oct 20, 2021
Oct 20, 2021 at 8:42 AM UTC
I stared down at her face
Not knowing it was our last embrace
I wish I got to say goodbye
But when I knew you were already flying high
I’m sorry I didn’t see
I’m sorry I was blind
To notice that it was you dying inside
I ran to a different place
To escape the memory of your face
But nothing can make me forget
The hatred and the regret
For myself.
Oct 19, 2021
Oct 19, 2021 at 7:29 AM UTC