Tell you my story
Tell you my hurt
Tell you what I’ve faced
Tell you that you can be okay
Tell you even when you think your destine to break
Tell you that you can overcome this
Tell you that life is mean but you have to fight back
Tell you to spill your heart and let people in
Tell you that not everyone is against you
Tell you that you deserve the best
Tell you that you are you
Tell you that you can’t be replaced
Tell you to pick yourself up
Tell you I wish you the best with kindest regards
Based on kindest regards by Witt Lowry
Feb 19, 2018
Feb 19, 2018 at 11:15 PM UTC
I loved him and I lost him
I pretended I was okay when I was not
I let myself love him entirely
I could never do the same for myself
I broke one day
I pushed and begged to die
I hurt him
I hurt myself
I am now alone
If I had loved myself maybe I wouldn’t have lost him
Feb 19, 2018
Feb 19, 2018 at 11:14 PM UTC
I have my monsters
I have my demons
Always pushing me down
I keep getting back up
But then one day I couldn’t
I fell and had no one there
I had to become my own person
I had to see the pain in my eyes
I had to see the broken mess I became
But I learned that my demons could be killed
I faced my problems
I stood brave
And slowly I chased them away
And then came the day where I was no longer being pushed down
That day is the day I finally found myself
Based on the song Monsters by time flies
Feb 19, 2018
Feb 19, 2018 at 11:13 PM UTC
Broken
Ashamed
Beaten
Begging to die
That was me
Key word “was”
Now I still fight those demons
I still have regrets about what they made me do
But I am stronger than them
Or at least I need to make myself believe I am
Put back together
Trying to be happy
Strong
That is who i will be
Feb 19, 2018
Feb 19, 2018 at 11:12 PM UTC
We all are happy until we aren’t
We are all perfect until we are broken
We are all different
We are all in different battles and circumstances
We are all fighting with a monster that just wants to tear us apart
But something we do have in common is
We can understand and consider
We can care and comfort
We can be the strong one for someone who needs them
We are all capable
We all are going to hit rock bottom but always remember that those who believe in you will pick you back up
Feb 19, 2018
Feb 19, 2018 at 11:10 PM UTC
I suppose I miss the skipped meals
I suppose I miss the number dropping
I suppose I miss the concern
I suppose I'm going back
I suppose I'll stop eating again
I suppose I'll start getting sick again
I suppose that I'm not better
I suppose I enjoyed the slow death
I suppose it didn't matter
I suppose all I wanted was to be skinny
I suppose that's why I'm gone now
Nov 5, 2017
Nov 5, 2017 at 1:13 AM UTC
Why must we hurt?
Without reason
Why must we suffer?
Without knowing
Why must life be so cold?
People come
People go
Emotion lingers but soon fades
Why must we use false hope that cut like blades?
We know that we won't always understand
And yet it still burns inside
We rush emotion as if it had a timer
When really it's like a fine wine
The longer time it's given to process the better the outcome is
But I guess it's life
We must suffer
To find reason
We must hurt
To know
We must be cold
To feel the sun
This is life and it's not always fun
Oct 30, 2017
Oct 30, 2017 at 11:10 PM UTC
Believe me when I say the world doesn't hate you
Believe me when I say that person can't break you
Believe me when I say those scars don't define you
Believe me when I say darling your beautiful
Believe me when I say you will be something great
I've said what I needed to say now it comes to you
The world isn't perfect so it envies you
The person trying to break you has been broken too
The scars show that you made it through
The world doesn't make mistakes, you are perfectly you
The future is yours so will you push through?
Believe me when I say this life is beautiful and was given to you
Oct 25, 2017
Oct 25, 2017 at 11:00 AM UTC
You were the chaos
of swift currents
sending me under
in a ridiculous
blunder
as I was consumed
by my desire for you.
Angry, jealousy,
all things I thought
I had discarded,
but the brick wall
that was ****** red
which I built up
to protect myself
crumbled
in your clumsy presence
as you intruded
in the life
I had carefully constructed.
Sleep deprived,
driven by emotions
which I knew
clouded my rational mind,
I still longed for you;
And the thought
of the loss
of something
that never was
caused
black waves
of anxiety.
Until, today
when I found me.
I am not hurting
or heartbroken,
but working
on knowing
that some attachments
are better than others.
Oct 24, 2017
Oct 24, 2017 at 10:25 AM UTC