Regret, binding and drowning
The rough feeling of overwashed blankets and the smell of ***
Warm skin at night only makes me feel colder in the morning
Jan 12, 2018
Jan 12, 2018 at 9:37 AM UTC
This year I am bare
Not in flesh but in mind
You left with all of my thoughts
Any ounce of my motivation
Laying on my bathroom floor
I am bare
Some people would see this as an advantage
But pessimists will understand
How I’d like to lay here forever
With my hands covering my eyes I feel hidden from time
Like there is no one else in the world
I am alone
I am bare
Jan 1, 2018
Jan 1, 2018 at 8:23 PM UTC
Hey, You
absolutely gorgeous thing
Don't you know
every guy is gonna want you?
That's what I think is gonna happen.
You're always right
I don't know everything about you.
But sometimes I think that
You might not know a lot about me
Either.
Hey, You
absolutely troubled thing
Everything is gonna be just fine
Right?
Hey, You
Please answer me
You're gonna be okay. It's not the end.
Right?
Hey, You... You're not gonna forget me?
Even after all of the small things we did?
I know that they don't mean much to you, but
it did to me
Sorry you didn't see it the same way. But, it was still nice.
Hey... You know that I'll always be there for You
for You
for You
For You
Jan 1, 2018
Jan 1, 2018 at 7:10 PM UTC
It is time to say goodbye,
to who I was,
to you and I.
Dec 31, 2017
Dec 31, 2017 at 6:09 PM UTC
and if this lifetime
is not for us
i swear
i will search for you
in every other lifetime
and perhaps in one of them
i am yours
and you are finally mine
Dec 23, 2017
Dec 23, 2017 at 11:42 PM UTC
i will not
t
e
a
r
myself
a p a r t
to make someone else
WHOLE
Dec 23, 2017
Dec 23, 2017 at 2:10 PM UTC
Watch your step on the way in, there are needles and knives
they'll pierce through your skin.
It may be dark, so hold my hand
and if you can, understand.
Step over my sorrows,
don't mind the shards,
while you're in here please,
disregard.
Your eyes will adjust,
you can see me now,
all the pieces of my heart, I just left around.
Drugs and liquor beside my bed,
but by the end of most nights,
only the thoughts are dead.
I become hesitant as I notice you judge,
"please don't begin to send your pity,
these feelings don't budge."
I suddenly remember why I've never had someone in this room,
for the longest time, it has only been my tomb.
Dec 21, 2017
Dec 21, 2017 at 3:45 PM UTC
I am empty handed when it comes to us
you leave me deprived of simple human respect
the way you talk to me
you never listen
I know that you are lying when you say you love me
love is not arrogant
the only person you love is yourself
I am only a trophy on your shelf
you take me out when you want to look at me or show me off
but when you are done you put me away
you have adjusted me to revolve around you
you made sure to take every last piece of me when you left
with the intentions of hollowing out my heart
you truly have taken everything else along with it
leaving only a life void of meaning
and empty hands
Nov 12, 2017
Nov 12, 2017 at 3:55 PM UTC
It's been a month since you left, but it still feels like yesterday to me.
I still remember the exact time it was,
The feeling I got in my chest as I lay there reading your text,
The flood of tears that followed afterwards,
The amount of "you'll be fine"s I whispered to myself that night.
I remember it all.
It's been a month since you left, but it still feels like yesterday to me.
Nov 11, 2017
Nov 11, 2017 at 4:05 AM UTC
I wish these feelings could fade away
in the same way you forgot my voice
over time and distance
Nov 11, 2017
Nov 11, 2017 at 3:45 AM UTC