Thank you.
Thank you for helping me through every panic attack.
Thank you for holding me close when I started to shake,
for never walking away...
even when I told you to.
Even when I cried, "it would be easier for you"
You just told me that you didn't want easy,
and that you were here to stay.
Thank you for understanding that some days I just wanted to be left alone.
You always seemed to know that it would wear off and all I would want for hours on end would be to hold you close.
Thank you for understanding that even in my moments of blind rage,
you were never really the target of such hate.
You helped build me up, and stood by as I fought my demons.
Reminded me that they didn't make me any less of a wonderful person.
You will always be my safe harbor,
regardless how many miles I travel.
Mar 2, 2016
Mar 2, 2016 at 9:40 PM UTC
*You describe your eyes as hazel
but they are so much more
Your eyes are not merely a colour;
a shade ; a hue
Your eyes are the reflection
of a sunset upon the ocean
Your eyes are my favourite flower
blossoming a season too soon
Your eyes are the final firework
of a beautiful display
Your eyes are the reoccurring dream
that I will just never forget
Your eyes are the door to your soul
and the window to my hope
Your eyes are so much more
than hazel
k.w*
May 31, 2015
May 31, 2015 at 4:21 PM UTC
I look around me
I walk around back and forth
I can't breathe
My head is spinning in thought
I can't breathe
Someone get me out of this dark tunnel
I can't breathe
My heart is beating really fast
I can't breathe
Why won't this stop I feel like this won't end.
I can't breathe
May 31, 2015
May 31, 2015 at 4:20 PM UTC
There was once a girl,
sweet as a candy
Innocent as a butterfly
She existed like everyone else
Not a single soul disliked her
She realized the real meaning of life,
When she was in Love...
A girl, who everyone loved
was in love
Ready to do anything for him
Gave up everything for him
But... he never felt the same
Instead, he hated her
He treated her like she wasn't meant to live
She asked the reason why?
But he never replied...
Still for her, he was her prince
She asked herself "Don't I deserve love?"
None noticed her pain
One day she disappeared
with no clue left behind
None knew whether she was alive or dead
She came like an angel who made everyone smile
And was left with nothing
She was gone...
No one ever knew
May 28, 2015
May 28, 2015 at 5:55 PM UTC
I still remember the day you walked into my life. It was lightly raining and the sun was just starting to come out, but it was still dark and gloomy. It's funny how the moment I see that geeky-looking kind of guy, I never thought I'd be so in love with him till today. It's frustrating that I can't re-live that moment, but I'm happy that I've met you.
But, all of this jealousy seeing you with her, daydreaming and running away from life, it's not healthy for me. I am very sure that I love you as I keep on giving excuses for all the pain you've caused me. I still think of your feelings after all the pain. I was ready to be there for you even after ending things. This isn't healthy for me, I know, but I can't help it when it comes to you.
May 19, 2015
May 19, 2015 at 2:52 PM UTC
If you give a girl a with a big heart your broken pieces,
she will gently pick them up and carry them in her soft hands,
and pay no mind to your sharp edges.
She will try to glue you back together
and she’ll do it in a way that made you forget you were ever broken.
With scratched finger tips and ****** palms,
she’ll lift you up to the sun,
letting it's blinding rays shine through you
to show you that even the worst things have things to love in them
and that even the shattered can again be whole.
If you give a girl with a big heart your body,
she will study you like an archaic God.
She will learn your curves and surfaces like braille,
she will adjust her hearing to the pitch of your laughter
so that no matter how far apart you become,
her ears will perk up like a dog's when you giggle,
and she will smile, knowing that you smile.
If you give a girl with a big heart your time,
she will make each second feel like infinity,
and each sunset like the end of the world.
You'll forget that the universe is as vast and wondrous as it is,
because you will be so captivated by the light that she emits
right where she sits,
by your side.
And if you take from a girl with a big heart,
please,
for the love of God,
do not take it all.
If you take from a girl with a big heart,
please remember that her love is not a renewable resource.
The wind and the sun and the water will forever be there to serve you but
she will run dry, and become another fact of history that will one day be forgotten.
If you take from a girl with a big heart,
please remember how sharp your edges were before her,
how lifeless your body was before she touched it,
and how meaningless time was before she made it into something magical.
May 19, 2015
May 19, 2015 at 2:51 PM UTC
There's this boy
Of course there is
This is how it starts
Your eyes meet
Something changes in his face
Something you just can't place
Something special and new
You say you don't deserve him
When you do more than you know
So dear Marie
Listen to me when I say
You deserve to be happy
In every way
May 10, 2015
May 10, 2015 at 12:46 PM UTC
What if all the pretty words
we wrote for other people,
We wrote for ourselves?
What if we romanticized about
our own flaws,
Instead of those who shouldn't be
romanticized at all?
What if we wrote our own love letters,
Filled with all our treasures?
Could you write of your own pleasures?
A love poem to yourself
All that you've seen,
All that you've felt
Your freckles, the crinkle by your eye
Your laugh when you're high
The way you sing in the car
All your dreams to somewhere far
Could you find the beauty,
In all the small things?
Do you even feel the orchids
growing within?
No more 'I'm sorry's'
No more sin
I know it's so hard to see,
All that's inside you.
If only you knew
May 1, 2015
May 1, 2015 at 10:00 PM UTC
Amazing and beautiful
not a flower or a tree
Much prettier than that
and only I can see
Loving and caring
right down to the core
Filling me with happiness
and so much more
Eyes are so stunning
cannot look away
Gorgeous and shining
all throughout the day
Here in your arms
is where I belong
The beating of your heart
is like a beautiful song
May 1, 2015
May 1, 2015 at 9:57 PM UTC