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Dark_Angel2710
Dark_Angel2710
15/F a creative mind with a dark soul that craves crime and detective novels as well as the sweetest form of romance at the same time!
Loneliness is quite...strange. It doesn't have any dramatic entrance, doesn't really demand attention. But somehow- It manages to fill 'EVERYTHING' The more the people surround me, the more it engulfs me; Into a realm where nothing But darkness and solitude exist. So I smile like it's fine, respond like it doesn't matter. While a part of me Slowly fades into the silence Because in the end, It becomes the only familiar thing In this ever-changing world
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May 25
May 25, 2026 at 11:59 PM UTC
Alone
Sleep. Something that comes softly to others- But to me... it's like a stranger, arriving hesitantly at the doorstep. My mind- replaying the day's events, making up rather berserk stories, counting regrets. Turning silence into noise. And when sleep finally arrives- It's never gentle. Never meant to arrive... Just exhaustion disguised as so-called peace.
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May 24
May 24, 2026 at 11:03 PM UTC
Insomnia
Here we are, starting fresh But I don't remember what it feels like to feel whole How do you fix a hole in your chest? A band-aid?A cold compress? If a tree falls in the wood Would it make a sound, if no one was around to swing the axe To cut off my head and stop the train of thoughts. To derail the track and divert from the one-track mind I have? Having to go through things that make you strong weakens you It's a catch-22 so, what do you do? The flame, the heat licking at my skin to a beat a rhythm, a release The flame consumes me I eat the pain or it eats me A cavernous, carnivorous beast with an insatiable appetite and I'm just a bite and I'm gone As whom I once was goes up in flames I'm trying to change, to grow To tie this all up in a neat, tidy bow But I'll never know right and wrong weak and strong A binary that has complexities and shades of grey And I just want to be okay I can't keep burning through life this way Will it ever stop? There can't be more shoes that drop I need hope that all will be well That my heart will swell and fill the hole I need to accept what I can't control The secrets are told There's nothing new to learn or unfold I need piece to gather the pieces of my soul Or I will burn until there is nothing left
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May 24
May 24, 2026 at 10:20 AM UTC
Beginnings
I changed the way I spoke, the way I laughed, even the way I saw myself— all to fit into places that never truly wanted me. I became quieter for some, louder for others, anything but...real. And the more I changed, the more I lost myself... Who I am... Who I was... So, one day, I stopped adjusting myself to match everyone else’s expectations. Because for when you are the truest to yourself you will fit in automatically where you belong. And maybe that was the problem all along— I was trying to belong everywhere until I finally learned to belong within myself first.
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May 24
May 24, 2026 at 10:20 AM UTC
Where I Belong.
different never belong feels need warmth cold right others myself silence life everything build once strong cant changed even fit louder stopped because yourself maybe trying until finally within loading screen mind world around fear trapped change yet somehow normal want dont break heart scars only still gone whispers gather pieces soul why hole stop flame weak told nothing same cage toxicity wonder standards enough someone spoke laughed saw places truly wanted became quieter anything butreal lost adjusting match everyone expectations truest automatically problem everywhere learned website password shaking hand hovering above quote before loads begins countdown heartbeat races ahead result itself timer slowly reducing unlike anxiousness keeps increasing brooding kind stress suddenly single moment dreams pressure behind circle marks appear magically priorities talk judge fills stories moments lived used carry threw travel lighter opinions stay focus stays every noise deserves answer care knows caring going give goals reach peace
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May 24
May 24, 2026 at 10:20 AM UTC
My Word Bank
It starts quietly— a crack in the air too small for anyone else to notice. Then suddenly, my chest tightens, my lungs forget how to breathe properly. The walls feel closer. The room begins to blur. My heartbeat pounds so loudly it drowns the world itself. I become blind with fear, deaf to reassurance, dumb beneath the weight of words I cannot force out. Every sound cuts deeper. Every thought moves faster. Every second feels heavier than the last. And the cruelest part? From the outside, I still look “fine.”
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May 24
May 24, 2026 at 10:20 AM UTC
Overload
It starts quietly— a crack in the air too small for anyone else to notice. Then suddenly, my chest tightens, my lungs forget how to breathe properly. The walls feel closer. The room begins to blur. My heartbeat pounds so loudly it drowns the world itself. I become blind with fear, deaf to reassurance, dumb beneath the weight of words I cannot force out. Every sound cuts deeper. Every thought moves faster. Every second feels heavier than the last. And the cruelest part? From the outside, I still look “fine.”
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May 20
May 20, 2026 at 9:38 PM UTC
Overload
different never belong feels need warmth cold right others myself silence life everything build once strong cant changed even fit louder stopped because yourself maybe trying until finally within loading screen mind world around fear trapped change yet somehow normal want dont break heart scars only still gone whispers gather pieces soul why hole stop flame weak told nothing same cage toxicity wonder standards enough someone spoke laughed saw places truly wanted became quieter anything butreal lost adjusting match everyone expectations truest automatically problem everywhere learned website password shaking hand hovering above quote before loads begins countdown heartbeat races ahead result itself timer slowly reducing unlike anxiousness keeps increasing brooding kind stress suddenly single moment dreams pressure behind circle marks appear magically priorities talk judge fills stories moments lived used carry threw travel lighter opinions stay focus stays every noise deserves answer care knows caring going give goals reach peace
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May 20
May 20, 2026 at 3:24 PM UTC
My Word Bank
I changed the way I spoke, the way I laughed, even the way I saw myself— all to fit into places that never truly wanted me. I became quieter for some, louder for others, anything but...real. And the more I changed, the more I lost myself... Who I am... Who I was... So, one day, I stopped adjusting myself to match everyone else’s expectations. Because for when you are the truest to yourself you will fit in automatically where you belong. And maybe that was the problem all along— I was trying to belong everywhere until I finally learned to belong within myself first.
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May 20
May 20, 2026 at 12:29 PM UTC
Where I Belong.
One website. One password. One shaking hand hovering above the "Enter" Before the screen even loads, my mind begins its countdown, and my heartbeat races ahead of the result itself. The timer slowly reducing unlike my anxiousness which keeps on increasing. A brooding kind of stress... The screen freezes— and suddenly the silence feels louder than the world around me. In that single moment, dreams, fear, pressure, expectations— all trapped behind a loading circle. And when the marks finally appear, life doesn’t magically change… No. yet somehow, everything feels different. More different than normal. More normal than different...
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May 20
May 20, 2026 at 11:30 AM UTC
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