I consumed your aura
A specter invading my psyche
So that pieces of you
Bled into the viscera
Becoming a part of my DNA
Unable to die
Jul 17, 2020
Jul 17, 2020 at 11:59 PM UTC
Your words rush forward
A tangled web of bitter wounds
attempting to ensnare me with pity
A precisely calculated labyrinth
Willing me to make my move
“It’s All or Nothing” you command
Imploring me with red-rimmed eyes
lips trembling in fear
You know I’ve no interest in games
but challenge me and I’ll surely win
I’ve warned you countless times
I won’t surrender my autonomy
So you should know my next play
Know your rancor will never triumph
But in desperation you contrive
to guilt me into your ideal
A hopelessly devoted queen
atop a pretty pedestal
But I don’t need to be needed
So I will play my final hand
My answer to your pitiful command
is, “Nothing”
Jul 14, 2020
Jul 14, 2020 at 1:40 AM UTC
Why is contentment
Such an illusory state
Slinking out of reach?
Jun 19, 2020
Jun 19, 2020 at 6:23 PM UTC
My mind plays tricks on me
As I revel in my fantasies of him
I analyze his every word
Scrutinize each enchanting smile
A fascination turned obsession
How do I make him need me?
I agonize and strategize
Trying to breach his impenetrable walls
But he will never want me
He will never know
The way I ache for him
Jun 3, 2020
Jun 3, 2020 at 10:04 PM UTC
A taste of his lips
May satisfy my desire
Curb tonight's longing
But would just a taste
Satisfy my burning want?
Or would the need grow?
I yearn for his touch
I ache for him in silence
He will never know
May 31, 2020
May 31, 2020 at 12:04 PM UTC
I don't want to be
a doll on your pedestal
unable to crack
May 30, 2020
May 30, 2020 at 2:44 AM UTC
Your strong agile hand
slides up my neck
I feel each skillful finger
clasp around my throat
“You’re mine”
I hear the whisper in my ear
Your lips graze my collarbone
Teeth on my neck
Heating the currents of my bloodstream
Sending storms pumping through my veins
My knees begin to buckle
I am weak under your control
I lose command of myself
My body surrenders to your will
The magnetism of your seduction
a tidal force that draws me in
Setting my body aflame
May 30, 2020
May 30, 2020 at 2:10 AM UTC
The moment you depart
a longing so fervent engulfs me
that I am lost
adrift in my senses-memories of you
I am drowning in need
For but a breath of your essence
Your sentiments
Your intellect
Your body
That sweet elixir
A desideratum for my very existence
Time nor distraction wash away the ache
It is you, and only you my love
Who can calm the stormy seas
You who at once
Ignite my most fiery passions
and quiet my greatest fears
It is only you who can keep me afloat
Can quell the ardent sting of your silence
So I beg of you, my love
Please
Stay with me tonight
May 30, 2020
May 30, 2020 at 2:08 AM UTC
He sees me
Stripped down
Naked before him
My quiddity storms all around me
Chaos and Lightning
Thunder and Mercury
On full display
He doesn’t turn from me
doesn’t even avert his eyes
He- the steadfast guardian
to my wild tempest
He walks easily into the gale
and he alone can withstand the storm
Watching me with unblinking eyes
He alone can see me
May 30, 2020
May 30, 2020 at 2:06 AM UTC
A tidal wave of ecstasy
pulsing rhythmically
through every inch of my frame
Exultation unmatched
As the protracted swells of pleasure overtake me
I am struck with a sudden burst
of pure exquisite sensation
An electric force so fierce
My entirety is transformed
to an unalloyed fervor
Each nerve
Every fiber of my being
On fire
My whole body set ablaze
With only the softest touch
Your lips on my skin
Blood rushing to meet your teeth, your tongue
Shockwaves of climactic bliss
Every axon tastes its own sweet release
There are no thoughts, no words
Only sheer and utter rapture
Erupting from every pore
May 30, 2020
May 30, 2020 at 2:04 AM UTC